The story..

B7.

2010-01-14T14:40:00.000+08:00

안녕 친구들~
(hi friends~)

Happy New Year =x I know I'm like 2weeks late. Suddenly had the mood to update.

So my home computer died..and my phone battery is in a cannot make it stage so bought a new one. Fully taking advantage of it's wifi function at the same time feeling guilty coz i dont wanna overuse it. Besides, I owe my dad $268 for this phone..waiting for my pay..

Pay?? Yes pay..I finally got a job on..5thDec09.

Went to e2i for an interview as suggested by Mr. Junior, my incharge from North West CDC. Was freaking nervous. After the interview I was given a paper and the interview said congratulations, welcome to our crew. Something along that line..I forgot.

I walked out of the room with a blank mind. Stunned. In my mind was "you're kidding right? This isn't for real right?" I had that kind of thoughts coz I was too stunned. I graduated in May09, I searched for jobs in newspapers, online..sent resumes everywhere n got no replies. Just waited and waited and waited.

But when I gave up and seeked help from NWCDC, after graduating from Certified Service Professional (CSP) course I instantly got a job? *stunned*

Training started on 14thDec09. At that point I still felt insecure like this is still not a reality like somebody pinch me kinda thing. Then, I finally started work on 29thDec09 but something unfortunate happened which I'm not gonna share so forget it..

As days passby, the more I went to work, the more I realise that this whole thing is a reality do thnx to everyone involved. Thnx to those who prayed for me to finally get a job after MONTHS of wasting my life. Thnx to Mr. Junior for helping me get a job. Thnx to RWS for accepting me and most importantly thank you GOD 4 giving me this job. Thnx to my mum for all the financial support all this while..I know I owe you $100. Please patiently wait for my pay. Thnx =x

RWS?? yes RWS. Resort World Sentosa. I'm working at Universal Studios Singapore and I'm really proud of that..somehow =x You have got to go there I'm telling you, you'll go "WOAH!!" at pretty much every corner you turn to including toilet. So start saving money and come visit B7 and more when you can =D

B7?? I came out with this stupid name coz I cant come up with a better one..yet =x B7 means Babies 7. We are also known as "The Youngsters" but it sounds kinda ageist so yah =/ Babies doesn't literally mean babies. It's jusy coz we're the junior batch of our attraction.

B7 consists of:
James: the gentleman.
Jonathan: the singer.
Kenneth: the one who's alwayd smiling =D
Joowen: the cute, pretty n smart girl.
Ernieza: the cute, one of a kind cheerleader.
Esther: the super sociable, funny, cute girl who's good in imitating people xD
and me ofcourse la. I'm not gonna describe myself ==,

We're gradually getting close to the whole team so before you know it B7 becomes B20+ or something =x We've called Teck Sheng and GT to join us =p

Everyone gets a day off today. It's a totally once in a blue moon thing so we're taking advantage of this by going out together..wew~ So exciting!! And I'm late so bye~

It's The Thought That Counts..

2009-09-18T17:59:00.001+08:00

Erhem..someone's turning 21 soon..

Last year my sis asked me what I wanted for my birthday so I asked her for "A Little Bit Longer" & "Jonas Brothers" (these "" are albums) by the Jonas Brothers. Which she gave me..including the receipt XD

*basket* ==,

This year, since she didn't say anything so yours truly, "volunteered"..

Me: Kakak! This year for my birthday I want SS501 Solo Collection Album DVD.
Sis: I'm not buying anything for you this year.
Me: It's okay..ever heard of the phrase "It's the thought that counts"? Just think about it..don't need to buy..

*At this point of time my sis had no reaction but next to me my mum burst into laughter till she cried XD Not bad arh my mum's sense of humour..atleast someone laughs at me when I'm trying to be funny XD*

Park Jung Min.

2009-09-06T03:29:00.001+08:00

Important note: The following entry is purely my opinion and what I see in my eyes. I do not personally know him. (I mean duh. I never even met him before =.=)

Why do you keep making me more and more attracted to you??? WHY??? WHY?? TELL ME WHY???

Why do you seem so perfect in my eyes?? Well actually the only so-called weakness I see in you is that you're soft (girly). And the best part is, this weakness was the first thing that attracted me to you. Yes.

I, Hariani Hardi hereby declare that the first thing EVER that attracted me to Park Jung Min - ssi of Double S Oh Gong Il (SS501) was his "girlyness".

I'm straight okay.

Anyway, yes. Your behaviour..the fact that you are a little girly. Honestly, my first impression after doing research on you:

HOMG HE'S SO PRETTY I WANNA HUG HIM!!

Don't believe ask my friends..(the observant ones) coz it was my msn nick for quite sometime.

Then I went to read up on you on wikipedia, find more pics of you, watched videos of you on youtube..that's how I learnt more about you..and each new video I watch of you makes me love you even more..

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME??? !!! ??? !!!

Don't worry I know he's a dream world husband but he keeps me busy so I'm happily single in the real world :D

YOU. As what I told my mum, YOU are a BALL =x Why? Coz you're sweet and caring, yet you're evil =x

Your famous smirk is damn powerfully ~~evil~~ SMEXY!!

But when I said you're evil I was referring to how you always start fighting with HyungJoon Magnae =x

And when I say you're sweet and caring, I was referring to how you treat your fans. You actually bother to learn other people's language..HOW SWEET ARE YOU MAN??

Ignore the manager..give your attention to Jungmin and listen to his "Apa Khabar" (Which means "How Are You" in malay) + the hand gesture once they reached Kota Kinabalu :)

You have high expectation of yourself. Even if you can do something you keep saying you cant..I guess coz your expectation of yourself is high..which is good..coz you'll always work hard to be better :D

In photos you look sweet and innocent..but when I watched TFWUU I realized your violent side which you claim you didn't know? LOL! It was hilarious seriously..even HyunJoong oppa got "Bitten by the Horse" XD

I find the fact that carrot is your favourite food really cute coz there's noone in my life / social circle who is such a health freak like you..you influenced me a little coz I used to just eat what's nice. Now I keep reconsidering and finding alternatives.

I even wanted to try eating carrot but gladly, I asked my mum for A carrot since beginning of August and she still hasn't bought any..*heng* I think eating carrot would be like fear factor for me =x

Hmm..what else..

Your behaviour is kinda girly at times but you laugh like a man like seriously "BAHAHAH!!" those kind..and your voice is the lowest in SS501.

So basically I explained why I described you as a ball. You're sweet and caring yet evil, you look innocent but you're really violent, you're a little girly yet you're super manly. Basically opposite ends..you're really one of a kind.

I hereby confess I like you because..well like I said,
1. You're really pretty.
2. Your character is one of a kind.
3. Your voice melts my heart.
4. Your sense of humor is so one of a kind, there were many times I almost fell off the chair laughing..or maybe I get excited too easily..that I'm not sure =x
5. You're a real awesome role model for two main reasons.
- You're a health freak.
- You set high expectations for yourself in order to be the best.
6. You're sweet, caring and considerate. You never forget your fans. You're always smiling to them..well either that or you act cute with your lovely, famous pout =p You bother to learn other people's language in order to interact with them.
7. You're a sweet, kind soul.
8. You manage your finance well..another reason for being a great role model..usually superstars with big bucks would happily spend but you keep thinking of your future..the time when you didn't allow HyunJoong oppa to buy an expensive souvenir from America was hilarious =x You were like a mum telling the child "NO.." XD But I'm sure he appreciates you for helping him save money =p
9. Your facial expression rocks and you can act any character well :D
Well atleast the ones I've seen so far..especially during the fan meeting when a fan asks if SS501 watches porn and you act blur & innocent saying "What is that? Porn?" XD
10. You're an awesome dancer and I love your figure. You know how some girls like muscular guys..no. I love YOUR figure :D
11. You are what I call "My Super Smexy Charismatic And Humourous Mal" =x
12. Saranghaeyo, saranghaeyo, saranghaeyo.

K my head just went blank..apparently out of a million and 1 reasons I had on why I like you so much, only 11 came out ==,

He should scream at the end..the way he did at the Japanese Cemetery..then more real :D

This is a CHERRY BOY!! YOU'RE A BOY!! XD

Oppa..sing more English songs..your bass voice for this song is distinct..seriously melted my heart..I even applaud at the end of the song =.=

I guess I'm easily amused O.O

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?? =.=

Watch "my man" dance to Lee Hyori's "Get Ya"..Lee Hyori is a girl so he danced like that..HE IS NOT GAY!! Call him gay and I'll disown you..

Around 0:34 someone else makes a grand entrance and start doing his thing till the end of the video..that middle man's name is Kim Kyu Jong..should I elaborate on him? =p

*if you guys didn't laugh at Kyu Jong oppa's dance, I think I seriously need some medication for being too easily amused o.o So please tell me you laughed and mean it =x*

Total Opposites.

2009-09-03T22:48:00.005+08:00

K my mood these days has been like a roller coaster but most of the time I'm happy and high coz.. *cough* self-entertainment related to *cough* Double S Oh Gong Il or in short, SS501 :D

Let's talk about the negative side first la hoh.

My sis just shouted at me. It didn't really affect me..maybe about 10%?

You know why she shouted at me? Coz I was skipping and I guess it caused a mini earthquake in her dream world (she was sleeping) so she shouted at me.

I looked at my mum, my mum looked at me then she told me to stop skipping. So I kept the skipping rope and asked her "Why? Is it coz of the vibration or the sound?" Then she said "I dunno I never hear / feel anything".

Ah..light sleeper.

So this entry is about total opposites.

Me vs Elder Sister.

Elder sister:
Small, pretty, short, perfect smile, perfect eyesight, straight hair, white teeth.

Me:
Huge, ugly, err..2nd tallest in my family but still short in the society, many gaps between my teeth (which is why I don't show my teeth in photos coz it's annoying), I wear specs (this is my fault coz for some reason I am so afraid to poke contact lens into my eyes ==,), curly hair, I brush my teeth 4 times a day with Colgate but it's still yellowish..I don't smoke leh..must be some wrong food =.=

OH OH.

Elder sis:
Super light sleeper. To wake her up, simply open the door. Good enough. If not, switch on the light. If not, just walk in the room. If not, talk to yourself. CONFIRM she will wake up.

Me:
Heavy sleeper. Maybe super heavy..not sure..but not as heavy as Hyun Joong =x Switch on the light and I'll have no reaction. Sing. I won't hear. Earthquake. I'd probably die in my sleep. To wake me up: Handphone alarm blasted at the maximum volume. Either that or my mum hits me =x

Like that called sisters arh?? So opposite ==,

Enough of that. So here I am sitting here thinking what to do..cannot skip, later she shout. Cannot run / dance, she will still feel the vibration..I know I'm heavy la =.=

Omo!![This means Oh My God in Korean..it's much shorter don't you think? =p] A Song Calling For You is playing..brb..

*dances* =x

K back =p

Hmm..on to the happy story?

Some Malaysian fans shared their experience meeting SS501..awesome..really happy for them..some shared pics.. ARGH!!! JUNGMIN IS SO CUTE!! :D Alot of people say that his bangs are distracting XD

I agree..at first I hated his bangs..maybe coz I keep seeing it part in the centre so this cute hottie horsey Sexy Charisma Mal looks like a geek ==, But when his bangs don't part at the wrong places, he looks like a cute little boy! *he's one year older than me btw*

Pic taken from Quainte501. 5 SUPER HOT TALL DUDES :D

You can see all 5 of them in this video..the front dude is the manager.

"No picture..please no picture" X =.=

Listen to the background at the first second Jungmin says "Apa Khabar~" (With the greeting gesture XD) Not caught in this video was him saying "Jumpa lagi..terima kasih.." and "Sayang"

OH MY GOODNESS LA!! The fact that he prepared himself for the trip to Malaysia by learning Malay is like..*faint*

Dude seriously you are so sweet and thoughtful, I'm at a lost of words for you. You're amazing! Know how to make people happy =p

September.

2009-09-02T23:31:00.001+08:00

September is an awesome month. Seriously. It's like that every year =x

What's so special about September 2009??

*coughs* Today ladies and gentlemen, is my first month with Park Jung Min..

*lol! anyhow*

I think only Tan Family will understand la..I changed my husband from Lee Min Ho to Park Jung Min on 2nd August 09 so today so called 1 month la. Which also means I have been going nuts for SS501 for a month now. My goodness. How time flies o.o

That's 1. 2.September is awesome because SS501 IS SO NEAR US!!!

They're at Malaysia now :D Reached Kota Kinabalu for a DVD Photoshoot thingy on 31stAug09. Leader HyunJoong requested to have fanmeeting at KL since they had to transit there before going back to Korea.

That fanmeeting, ladies and gentleman, will be tomorrow, 3rdSept09.

"SS501 will arrive from Kota Kinabalu at KLIA at 1:10pm via MH 2605 on Sept. 3, 2009"

Their fanmeeting (actually it's just autograph session & handshake but still means alot la!) will be at One World Hotel, Kuala Lumpur, 6pm.

Everything related to SS501's activities that I typed up there are from Quainte501 :D

I love SS501..they're so thoughtful..reading Kyu Jong's note on their webby made my day..he call his fans "cuties" LOL! They really know how to make people happy arh..malay say "tau ambil hati orang" =p

Find.

2009-08-30T04:07:00.001+08:00

From me, from me too,
It is a changed, sincere heart.
I say "What should I do? What should I do?"
It is but extremely far away, a very faraway love.
It is you whom my heart definitely cannot give up.

I stand here, to find back your laughter.
The painful tears from your heart.
I am here to catch them all.

I make a road that I will definitely not forget,
your crystal-clear love.
Because we will surely find our love again.

Without you, even without you
Will I be able to live well?
It is always the two of us
Even in the dream that I dreamt..

Resemblance of you,
the time that resembles you
It is the lingering love
That I definitely cannot give up.

I stand here, to find back your laughter.
The painful tears from your heart.
I am here to catch them all.

I make a road that I will definitely not forget,
your crystal-clear love.
Because we will surely find our love again.

The empty love,
even with the sadness burning in the chest.
I will not be able to push you out from my heart
Because the imperfect me is insignificant.

Until the falling tears
Submerge every single memories
For you are my love,
I will surely find you.

2009-07-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

LOL! I think my cause of death is gonna be hyperventilation / heart attack..not like it's a good thing but it's happening alot these days..I still can't forget that one night my heart stopped for awhile coz something shocked the heck out of me..

So I was walking to the kitchen and suddenly a lizard popped out so my heart jumped. Imagine if a person were to die coz a lizard shocked him to death..hur..awkward~

Anyway I hyperventilated a few minutes ago..here's why =x

Sidenote: Pris Peh..are you hyperventilating?? =p

LOL! I love this guy..he's hot, I like the way he walks..he can sing and his dance moves are sleek :D I don't hate him in any way..it's okay if he lip-sync sometimes and I find the fact that he is weak cute =x

Saying that he is weak doesn't mean I'm insulting him..it's a fact.
1. He cannot carry Koo Hye Sun (Geum Jandi in Boys Over Flowers) like Lee Min Ho can.

2. If you don't wanna see the whole video below, forward to 0:41.

CUTE RIGHT??? :D He can fly =p

Ok enough about him =x

I slept the whole of today..Michael Jackson's Memorial Service will be broadcasting live from http://www.mtvasia.com/Music/FeaturedArtist/MichaelJackson/..I'm thinking if I should watch it or sleep..

It's not like they will show his body right? Coz it says that "Michael Jackson will be laid to rest in a private ceremony at Forest Lawn Memorial Park., just hours before thousands flood the Staples Center in Los Angeles to attend the public memorial service in his name."

So yea..it's probably just other celebs singing his songs =/

I feel nauseous again..I'm not pregnant =.= If anyone out there has any tips on how to get rid of giddy-ness and nausea please tag me a.s.a.p coz I've been like this since Thursday..it's been 6 days..it's SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE..thank you..

I'm Back!!~

2009-06-23T17:45:00.000+08:00

LOL! This blog is like super abandoned..I didn't even drop by to check the tags..glad that it's not flooded..

Anyway, most of the time I'll be at www.twitter.com/yanijonas .. if you follow me, please send me a direct message saying who you are (if it's not obvious enough for me) coz if not, I may block you coz some of the followers are just adverts and sex-related stuff that just pisses me off so yah..

I don't mind real humans following me :D

If you ask me about my day, all I can say is..
12am - 1am: Online / edit Min Ho's picture =x
1am - 2am: Relax awhile then bathe.
2am - 4am: Boys Over Flowers DVD Episode 6 & 7.
4am - 5am: Get ready to sleep / disturb sleeping mum :D
5am - 1+pm: Sleep.
Then till now: check email, twitter, facebook - Mafia Wars, Fashion Wars, Barn Buddy, Overdrive, Sorority Life.

Boring life huh?

I missed a call from the following number: 67750355 @10.16am.. I was still sleeping =.=

If this was a job opportunity, I'm screwed!! =(

And by the way, I got another call at 1+pm which I picked up.

The fella on the other line goes: "Hello may I speak to Jonathan please?"

*diao ==.*

2009-05-15T21:19:00.007+08:00

Fyi, D.U.I means Driving Under the Influence (of alcohol / drugs) [Souce:wiki]

Ok so everyone (or atleast those who knows the Jonas Brothers) knows that the Jonas Brothers are well known for having a squeaky clean reputation. They each wear a purity ring which means they made a promise to themselves, their parents and their god that they will stay virgin / pure till marriage. Yes they are still virgins.

They don't drink, they don't smoke, they don't do drugs. That's because they have such an awesome, amazing and respectable parents named Paul Kevin Jonas Senior (who is a former pastor) and Denise Jonas who brought up four amazing gentlemen.. (the fourth one is 9 years old this year.)

So after watching the video up there I got so pissed I had a Chris Crocker moment for awhile..

LEAVE THE JONAS BROTHERS ALONE!!

Like SHUT THE F*** UP MAN!! SO WHAT IF THEY'RE VIRGINS?? YOU KNOW ABOUT THE WHOLE PURITY RING ISSUE SO JUST SHUT UP AND LEAVE IT ALONE!! HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF SOMEONE ASKED YOU THE SAME QUESTION AGAIN AND AGAIN WHEN YOU ALREADY KNOW THE ANSWER?? YOU MUST BE PLAIN DUMB!! SIBEI KNNCCBF***ING DUMB!! DAMN IT!!

STUPID!! HELLUVA STUPID ASSHOLE!!

AND THE BEST PART ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING, THE PURITY RING ISSUE WAS ANNOUNCED YEARS AGO..EVERYONE ELSE HAS MOVED ON BUT NOOOOOOO YOU ARE STILL THERE..AWW..YOU DUMBASS LAGGED!!

YOU KNOW WHY I LOVE THEM?? YOU KNOW WHY I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS??

BECAUSE THEY ARE THE MOST RESPECTABLE CELEBRITY I'VE EVER LOVED..THEY HOLD THE SAME VIEWS AS ME..I'M ANTI PRE-MARITAL SEX SO DO THE MATH..I DON'T DO DRUGS, I DON'T DRINK AND I DISLIKE SMOKERS!!

To be honest I hated them (smokers) coz they make me choke and I feel like I need to carry an oxygen tank around..It's also how my mum brought me up..she tells us what's right and wrong and she talks about those wrong stuff like it's TOTALLY wrong like..I don't know how to explain.

But I changed my mind coz as I grew up I realised if I go on hating smokers, I won't have as much friends as I do now..wouldn't be able to meet such amazing people like ___ and ____ and ____ and _____ and more..you guys know who you are :D

And honestly I don't think I have much friends right now..so yeah..things could be worse! =(

So anyway back to Jonas, I just heard from Tini that the whole purity ring issue probably started in 2007..2007 FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!! DUDE!! YOU LAG BY 2 YEARS..AWW..POOR YOU..SUCKER!!

So to conclude this post, I wish you assholes(those who mess with my..I mean our [me and Tini's] boys) the best of luck in upgrading your system coz you pathetically lag by 2 FREAKING YEARS!! LAGGARD!! EVEN MY COMPUTER IS DOING A BETTER JOB THAN YOU!!

I ALSO HOPE THAT..YOU KNOW ONE DAY, YOU GET LUCKY AND YOU MEET SOMEONE AS ANNOYING AS YOU WHO WILL ASK YOU THE SAME QUESTION EACH AND EVERYTIME THE PERSON MEETS YOU AND YOU KNOW THAT THE PERSON KNOWS THE ANSWER..HOW BOUT A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDICINE?? :D

HONESTLY, MY FAVOURITE PART OF THE VIDEO UP THERE IS THAT YOU GUYS GET IGNORED..IT'S LIKE MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! (loud and evil laugh) COZ YOU TOTALLY DESERVED IT!!

AND IGNORING YOU GUYS DOESN'T MAKE THEM ROBOTS..THEY'RE JUST INTELLIGENT AND SENSIBLE ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT TO ENTERTAIN AND WHAT TO IGNORE :D

I LOVE MY BOYS!!

Last and most definitely not the least (for now), BEING DIFFERENT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN PICK ON THEM..BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? THEY HAVE A STRONG FOUNDATION..THEY CAN SUPPORT THEMSELVES STRONG ENOUGH..MAKES ME LOVE THEM EVEN MORE =P

Here's a quote from a youtube user regarding the video up there.

swe3t23 (4 hours ago)
they are robots. who doesn't care about their fans but they care about their image. They totally got fame to their heads. I liked them when they were playing malls and goofing off. They seemed so relaxed and personable back then.

Now they only care about making money and their image. They are so scripted.

Lost me as a fan.

jb=fail

My respond??

swe3t23 = fail MUAHAHAHAHHAA!! (loud and evil laugh)

Halo..do you even know what you're saying? I'm not just saying this coz I love them and I'm biased but do some research dude..if you were to ask them to introduce themselves they'll go "We're 3 guys from New Jersey..living the dream and just making our mum proud"..or something like that..I wrote that based on what I heard them say before. I can get the proof if you want me to.

And they don't care about their fans?? What are you kidding me?? Here's a few questions for you to ponder about.
1. Why was www.fanfamilyexperience.com created??
2. Why did the Jonas Brothers create "JonasBrothersMusic" and "FanFamilyExperience" youtube accounts??
3. Why did the Jonas Brothers finally create a Twitter account aside from their Facebook, Myspace and friendster pages??
4. Why did the Jonas Brothers design their World Tour stage like >>>this<<< ??
5. Why do the Jonas Brothers bother to plan Livechats as frequently as they can??

Btw you can click all those in maroon if you want to..anything maroonish are links.
So tell me that they don't care about their fans again??

I mean seriously..ask a true fan..Tini care to respond?? You may spam my tagboard if the word limit doesn't permit you to respond in a single message :D

Where are your brains people?? Ouh. I must emphasize. NO OFFENCE.

So that's about everything I have to say about this issue (which is so 2 years ago you faggot laggards) and

LEAVE THE JONAS BROTHERS ALONE!!!

2009-05-07T21:26:00.006+08:00

Jonas Tweets of the day..besides that they posted two videos..1 informative, 1 hilarious =x

The informative one..

The funny one =x I'm a bookface..are you? =p

Hmm..was bored so watched TV in the wee hours of the morning..there was no show =( Kept switching channels till I came across this show called Slamball on AXN. The game looks cool..and tiring =x But fun :D

Rough idea..some people may find it a bore though =x

Go to Slamball on Wiki if you wanna know more :D

American Idol results were out today..so the final three is Kris Allen, Adam Lambert and Danny Gokey..woohoo!! Two of my favs are in! :D

I ran out of crap..cheerio!!~

JONAS BROTHERS LIVE CHAT TOMORROW!!!

Well technically today but Singapore is 15 hours ahead of Los Angeles, California so yea.

2009-05-06T21:15:00.001+08:00

I woke up early today..guess who's fault issit..

STUPID BIRDS! They were sitting at my window chirping away..they just wouldn't shut up so I had to bang the window..then again it was pointless coz I couldn't get back to sleep anyway =.=

My brain is rusted =.=

I was saving some pictures in my computer..created a new folder wanting to rename it as "3rdMay09" but apparently my fingers were faster than my brain so I typed "3thMay09" then I felt something wrong so I went "Third..third..third.." again and again but I still couldn't spot my mistake till my mum asked why I kept repeating the word.

When I finally realised my mistake my mum said my brain had rusted =.=

Was listening to 91.3fm while trying to sleep this morning..they played Jonas Brothers' Burnin' Up at 2.56am which made me smile like an idiot at the ceiling. :D

My life is such a bore these days =(

2 days to the Jonas Brothers Livechat!! :D

2009-05-05T17:34:00.006+08:00

Ok so for those who do not know, I'll admit my hobby is singing and dancing..I do it everyday..I know my voice sucks and I look ugly dancing which is why I make sure no one is looking / hearing.

Timecheck: 4.20am (this morning)
After preparing my bed (putting all the bears, rabbits etc and pillows at the side) so that I can sleep on it, "Too Cool" from Camp Rock randomly came into my head so I started singing and doing the dance steps (facing the wall mind you) and I didn't even realise my sister came into the room to get her bath towel ==, So embarrassing..lucky she just woke up so she was probably blur =x

That's Too Cool for you..

Here's Joe dancing to Too Cool =x

Watched Hannah Montana's Promma Mia Episode on youtube today.

David Archuleta is so cute =p

Did you vote for Miley yet?? Go over to http://www.mtv.com/ontv/movieawards/2009/categories.jhtml to do so! :D I've done it..and by the way you can vote a whole lot more categories than just the ones Miley is in :D

Signing up isn't really a hassle and voting ends on 31st May so hurry!! :D

3 days to the Jonas Brothers Livechat!! :D

2009-05-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

Ouh yea I keep forgetting..I'm so sorry..

I did a video on 2nd May 2009..Here goes..

Nothing to see actually..just someone's craziness.. =x

So today I woke up late..

Sent my 9th Job Application today..damn I'm slow..but I'm really interested in this one coz it's healthcare :D

At that point of time when my uncle sent me that message, I was afk..just had my brunch and about to bathe..I only replied after bathing..by then he was already in my home =x

Check it out..I've got a bored brother! =x

Nick J. twitted today! :D

In the middle of the desert shooting a piece for our new music video. So excited for all of you to see it. - Mr. President
about 17 hours ago from Tweetie

I wonder what videoclip..

OH!! That reminds me..speaking of Jonas, did you know the Jonas Brothers acted in their own Disney Channel Series called JONAS?? It premieres May 2nd on Disney Channel but Disney Channel Asia has no news yet..WOLS =.=

So..for those impatient people like Nick and myself, I'll post it here for you to watch :D

I downloaded both episodes to my phone and watched it till 5+am this morning..once again I smiled like a total idiot before sleeping..I can never think of them and not smile =x

Enjoy!!~ :D

JONAS Episode 1: Wrong Song.

JONAS Episode 2: Groovy Movies.

Can't wait to see the rest!! :D

4 DAYS TO JONAS LIVECHAT!! WOOHOO!! :D

2009-05-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

Watched Xmen: The Last Stand on Channel 5 today. I don't think I watched it before o.o

I hate Jean for killing Scott and Professor Xavier coz Cyclops is my 2nd favourite character..hee =x

And she almost killed Wolverine..so glad he's undestructable! :D

Check it out..my boys twitted again :D

You're invited to our live video chat on May 7th! Check it out > http://bit.ly/14etEe
12:22 AM May 3rd from web

Hey everyone, so we spent the past 6 months working really hard on this and now ... Read More: http://is.gd/w9DG
1:26 AM May 3rd from Tweetie

Must publicize!! :D

Alamak..so touching la..after days he never contact me, I had to make the first move =.=

Miley twitted..I know..you know..we all know what's after "..." :D

Ouh btw, my cousin's grandpa passed away. Poor thing coz actually today is my cousin's cousin's wedding but their grandpa passed away so yea. =/ He had no medical history but in Malaysia I think there's no need for postmortem unlike Singapore.

That's all.

2009-05-02T22:30:00.002+08:00

My boys twitted today!!~

Their today, our yesterday.

We're doing a live video chat on May 7th! Tweet us your questions early by clicking here > http://bit.ly/PFj4v
8:53 AM May 1st from web

Click Here to follow them on twitter :D

Peace, Love, Jonas.

2009-05-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

Happy Labour Day people..tomorrow marks my 2nd month after officially leaving TP.

Who cares about tomorrow..let's talk about today..DAMN ADVENTUROUS CAN!!

Told Joshua to meet us at Dhoby Ghaut coz we wanted to survey if Cathay shows Wolverine but apparently not. What the buck. So before Josh could tap out at Dhoby Ghaut, we smsed him to meet at Bugis instead.

So we were on the way back to Dhoby Ghaut MRT till our eyes was stuck on a hunka hunka!! So we were just staring and suddenly he used his hand to comb his hair..ya know..running your fingers through your hair..

Me and Tini were like O.O WOAAAAAAHHH!!! It's like he knew we were staring at him o.o

Here's a blog note I wrote in my phone at that moment:

"We were checking a guy out coz his hair was as shiny as eggplant and wavy then suddenly he comb his hair with his hand and we were like WOAAHHH!!" =x

We almost tapped out at CityHall MRT..just before tapping out I realized we were supposed to meet Josh at Bugis..see..shouldn't laugh too much =x

So at Bugis, while waiting for Joshua..actually, we already saw him..he was on the phone and when we were about to approach him, a man approached us..he claimed he's not a gangster but a student..he looks like he's in his 40s but noone said you can't be a student at the age of 40 and that's not my point.

He gave us pens and Tini is the 'get-to-the-point' kind so as this man was talking, she just went "So we have to pay for this pen?"

Man: How about $2 from each of you?
Tini: Ok. No thanx.
Man: Ok so how about you?
Me: No thanx.
Man: How about $1 from each of you?
Tini: It's okay I don't need a pen.
Me: *shakes head*
Man: K how bout I help you get a job since the holidays are near..come over here with me.

*we went to the opposite side of his direction and met Joshua instead* =x

Before meeting Joshua, Tini told me she was like "Joshua!! Help!!" But I guess he didn't see us =/

So we went to Iluma..MY GOODNESS! So many people.. Wolverine: 5.35pm & 5.50pm - only first row available. No thanks. =x

We went to Bugis Junction to try Shaw Brothers..I never watched movie in SB before =x Ouh wait..is Lido SB? o.O If so then k fine. Once. I went to watch Van Helsing at Lido =x

The place seemed kind of budget..or atleast I didn't like the flooring..felt sticky =x The chairs were kind of flat and all the chairs were on the same level. Unlike some theatres whereby the last row is highest etc so yah. Interesting, new experience :D

Alot of people were bending down and using their handphone lights to look for their seats coz it was seriously hard to see. You could barely see an empty seat in there.

The movie was awesome..I loved it! Tini kept cracking jokes like "Eh look! His (Hugh Jackman) butt so cute!" and "You see Will.I.Am..later he suddenly sing" XD

Joker.

I think Will.I.Am's power is cool..but too bad he couldn't run from Sabertooth =/

Gambit is a HOTTIE!! =x and the last "thing" Wolverine and Sabertooth fought with was disgusting yet funny =x

And here's a side note to all. Do not leave once the credit starts..unless you're a complete idiot coz halfway through the credits (when all those people were walking out), they showed a small part (which I will not tell you coz that would be a spoiler). So all those people walking out just stood there to watch and we were like "Excuse Me!.." coz we were still sitting down.

Then at the end of the credits when the theatre was 90% empty, they showed another small part. So glad to have watched it with people like Tini who likes to stay till lights on. Worth it. HAH! Those 90% of the people didn't get to see the last part =x

2009-04-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

To-do list of the day:

Decide Wolverine time. - Decided.

We're going for the 5.50pm show at Iluma's FilmGarde..ha..excited as hell! :D

Slept at about 6am today..watched tv and the last show I watched was Whose Line Is It Anyway on StarWorld..I was laughing my ass off till my mum woke up o.o

Wayne had to hypnotize using his butt so he kept shaking his bon bon till Colin grabbed and his facial expression was priceless..he looked so uncomfortable but it was hilarious =x

Wolverine tomorrow..yeehaw!

2009-04-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

So I was watching Beauty and the Geek from 3am to about 3.50am like I do everyday. It was either on AXN or Star World. I know it is rather outdated as the one I'm talking about is actually Beauty and the Geek Season 4. Today was the last episode..America decides the winner.

As much as I think Sam Horrigan is a hottie..(weird one at that..he shaves and grooms himself alot o.o), I still prefer Jasmine & David to win coz she seems so blur but she's cute =x (I'm straight. No worries.)

And in the end Jasmine & David did win. I slept with a wide smile on my face :D

Once again, I wrote a to-do list before I went to bed.

1. Do Jonas handphone theme.
2. KK Admin.

1. I didn't do the Jonas handphone theme. Instead I just downloaded =x Those online people did an awesome job..why not? =x

2. I don't think I applied for that job..they said experienced preferred =/

My posts are starting to get really boring =(

2009-04-28T21:16:00.001+08:00

See the problem with me is I think too much. I know it's a problem. I can't seem to change myself.

So after someone told me something, I got so mad and furious, I hated that person. To the extend that I'm assuming everything the person said is a lie.

Honestly, I don't know what to believe and what not to. I hope you understand..all I'm trying to say is that I'm a sensitive soul. I'm sorry. I know it's my fault. It's my weakness but it hurts when you lie and I had to find out from someone else that you lied to me. And it's not just once. It hurts more coz if the other person didn't tell me, I would continue being a fool who believes you 100%.

I felt guilty when you kept saying "K fine nevermind..don't believe me.."

It's not that I don't want to trust you..it's a kind of phobia coz I don't want it to repeat. Guess what? It happened again which is why I'm totally mad but I'm sure you don't know that.

Before I went to bed this morning I wrote a blog note in my phone.

"It's not your fault. I'm truly upset and disappointed with myself for being ever so stupid to have believed everything you said. P/s: Don't blame the other person coz if not for the person, I'll hate myself even more."

"Do you honestly expect me to believe we could ever be the same.."

2009-04-27T20:53:00.002+08:00

Made a to-do list before I went to bed this morning.

Activities include making a Jonas Brothers Handphone Theme & Exercising..

I did the exercising but once I moved on to make the handphone theme, I got kind of stuck. The web has changed abit..I guess I didn't log in for too long..website first introduced by Law one fine night on our way home after band, in 969..ah..ancient year 1 memories..

Besides that I was also preparing myself to watch Xmen Origins: Wolverine with Josh & Nick. We're planning to go on 1st May :D We asked Aaron along too but he claimed he's watched it.

Fyi, it premieres in Singapore on 29th April 2009 and look at today's date. Maybe he's got special sneak peek..lucky him.

So the tentative plan is to watch at Iluma's FilmGarde coz the tix is $6 each? Why not? :D

To Kill A Mockingbird.

2009-04-26T23:49:00.003+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY to Legendary Ancient Chicken Adam Chew Beng Aik who is currently going through his botak, muscle-building, torture-in-the-jungle part of his life. I think =x

In short, NS.

That was a lot shorter! =x

Secondly, Channel 5 played X2: X-men United today..YEAY!! ^^v. I watched before but for some reason I don't remember seeing Jean die..hmm..

Thirdly, Star Awards was on Channel 8 today..I only watched the top 10 Guys and Girls..yeay got Elvin Ng, Christopher Lee and Tay Ping Hui! Christoper Lee looked weird o.o I guess that's what people call fashion :D

That's all about today..I was clearing my youtube inbox..replies to my comments on some videos..check it out :D

iOwnAtSoccer (4 days ago)
I hate camilla. Make fun of her all you want.

StillBSB (2 days ago)
yea I agree with you iOwnAtSoccer

I hated the fact that she's dating joe..I hate her more coz eversince they dated, joe doesn't treat fans like he used to..he used to entertain them now he ignores them =(((((((((

mileymandyroxx94 (18 hours ago)
exactly.....

lmao nice vid.

MechMusicAsylum (13 hours ago)
StillBSB- Amen to that. Joe is so different now, it's like, ugh, ya know.

This is the video we're talking about XD.

My boys posted another hilarious video today XD

The pizza ACTUALLY SNAPS BACK IN PLACE!! ROFLMAO!!

I LOVE THEM!! Cant wait for the show to premiere on Disney Channel Asia :D

Brotherly Love.

2009-04-25T22:25:00.009+08:00

Brotherly love people. Brotherly love.

I missed Joe a hell lot..to think he went out with Nick behind my back. !@#$%^&*

I'm glad I was thinking of Nick..if not I'd have no idea =/

So went to collect my graduation gown today. Aaron claims he'll laugh his ass of if he sees..this part I'm not sure..either me or Raz wearing that gown..I think he'll laugh at Raz. I'm assuming based on the fact that those two are always fighting so yah.

I feel so weird coz my gown keeps opening up but the person says it's meant to open up and hence, 1 button only. I like the feeling of wearing it though. Makes me feel like WOAH..

But it's just a Diploma =x Not even University..chey..

And since I'm not going to University, this is my second biggest day of my life..that is if I ever get married. If I don't then this is the biggest day of my entire life. :D

I would love for it to be as perfect as possible. Like taking pics with my loved ones while wearing the gown..aww..dunno they got break or not..it would be even more perfect if he could come but I doubt he will.

They were also promoting certificate plaques and a Graduation Bear..SO TEMPTING!!! And the bear is so cute!!

CUTE RIGHT?? My goodness!!!

I took the pics of all the frames but I'm not gonna post..wanna see them go here. Official website :D

Ouh. Sherry owes me an ice cream for being late. Then I smsed her that if she reaches 2.30pm onwards, she'll owe me an ice cream AND a bubble tea. (Coz I was craving..heh! =x) Guess what time she reached.

2.29PM

Lucky ass =x

After sharing laughters and auntiness we + her Raymand headed to Tampines Inter..thought wanna have lunch skali Nick called saying she and Joe bought tix for 17 Again - 4.35pm slot.

So I missed lunch and went over to Plaza Singapura and meet my brothers :D Watched 17 Again..woohoo!! I now declare that I do not hate the people who watched 17 Again anymore :D

The movie was awesome! :D Matthew Perry didn't change..as in his movements..loved him since "FRIENDS" days =p

After that we went to meet Dewi then went to Causeway Point to accompany Joe to finish some school work then homed.

Didn't take photo..psh! When Joe said he'd be moving to the states in 3 years my heart was like "crack!~" But I didn't show..I kept my cool but the little voice in me was practically screaming "WHAAAATTT??? NOOOO YOU CANT GO..HOW CAN I LOSE SUCH A FRIEND??? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!"

Haiz. Emo le =(((

We have got to take pics one fine day man =(((

Free gift for taking the escalator =x

OUH YEA~~

Thanx Nick!!! I owe you 5 bucks haha =x

Fyi, Nick = Hartini. Joe = Hyekel. Kevin = Hariani :D

That boy..

2009-04-24T21:55:00.010+08:00

Eyy I'm bored.

Shall post random stuff coz if you ask me what I did today, it's non other than Facebook - Uno, Rock Legends, Restaurant City, Uno, Rock Legends, Uno and the list goes on.

I'm still obsessed with Jonas Brothers' upcoming album: Lines, Vines & Trying Times photos so it's all over my msn and desktop background so I told a friend to make me happy..

LOL! Correction..you said 3 guys hot XD

Then I was still bored so..

He couldn't see what it said at first..fyi it says "JOSHUA!!" =/ My masterpiece too chim =(

And that basket saved the screenshot as 'so not hot' =.="'

Told you it's all over my msn =D

An update from facebook, Newboyz Guitarist Afiez posted a pic of him and gf..a newboyz fan..haha! Lucky her :D And so I commented and he replied XD

Haha! You wanna see the pic, self service..happy hunting =D

I LOVE MYSELF!! XD

I love this boy!! Haha! Funny background song XD And he did it in a certain number of trials whereby that number is my favourite number..aww XD

Watched American Idol last night..I didn't know Archie was gonna perform XD Just realised he uploaded a video yesterday..

Which reminds me of a video which I made a joke out of it =x

I told Tini he probably did this video coz he was alone and he was scared of the..you know..stuff.. =x So he probably did it to distract himself & update the fans..kill two birds with one stone =p If you noticed, he turned back at one point..hoho =x And he did mention "it's kind of creepy down here"..

I know I made fun of him and stuff but I love him..he's so cute! And I know he's two years younger than me..bleagh! !@#$%^&*

2009-04-23T21:05:00.006+08:00

Sent in my 7th Job Application today.

I gotta work harder man..

Anyway, nothing else to say..

UNO!!~

LOL! I was thinking of dinner and I kept forgetting to "Say Uno" when I got 1 card left ==,

I'm telling you..internet is so not safe for children =.=

Just incase you dont get the purpose of the screenshot, I'll zoom in for ya..

HALO!!! WHAT THE BUCK LA! ASK ME THIS KIND OF QUESTION!!!

Even if I was a bitch I don't think I would tell it to him? I don't know..if you do it, would you tell a stranger? I never thought of it coz..well I rather do other stuff than think too much on that side.

Like think of Jonas..it's way better than thinking about those stuff..buat dosa je.. (to directly translate those 3 words: make sin only).

Btw that guy is from India..18 years old..after that he asked me where is the gspot so I told him to do his own research =x

Ish! Kids these days..my goodness..after that game I didn't play Uno..maybe I'll continue tomorrow..hopefully I won't bump into such dirty people anymore =/

All I wanted was a clean game of Uno XD CLEAN! =x

Ouh and by the way, I am anti pre-marital sex so yah. Cheerio!~

Cannot tahan..

2009-04-18T23:59:00.002+08:00

SUPER LONG AND DRAGGY ENTRY ALERT!!!

Sorry..something's been bothering me the whole of today..I just had to let it out..

Last night was TP Band's Year 3 Farewell Party..some of us were called to give a speech..aside from Raz's memorable 4-word speech of "Thank you. Thank you.", Shirlene called out my name too but I just said no.

Coz I'm still the same old me who don't like to stand in front of a group of people staring right at you and paying attention to you..unless they are people I'm comfortable with.

So now I'm gonna say what I have in mind..you can refer to it as my speech if you want to. I have to warn you that what I'm gonna type below may be rather negative.

This 3 years has been a great experience for me. What motivated me to come band was the fact that I wanna keep blowing my sax and also the great friends I have made via band.

It all started back in 2006. It started from my section. I had an amazing section back in 2006. With just one senior named Conan, the freshies practically conquered the section.

Back in those days, saxophone, bassoon and horn was 1 section under Sax SL Conan. Only coz there was only one hornist named Jerome and one bassoonist named Matthew.

As for the saxes, we had the whiner Nicholas Soh Qian Hao..he always whines but we still love him..

Then we have the pretty J-Rock inspired Judith Tan Wenying who is able to play sax in a jazzy way.

Then we have the ever bubbly, cute and funny Jolene Tan who has the power to play the sax even when the instrument is actually spoilt o.O

Olivia Tan was one very quiet girl..atleast at first she was quiet..Jolene successfully influenced her till she turned as crazy as Jolene =x

Tan Nur Hanna Bte Farid was the bookworm..you'll always see her with books..there was one time she walked in the band room with a whole stack of books she just borrowed from TP Library I'm like WHAAA??? O.O

Eden Wee Guan Pu was a guy with a unique personality..very helpful and encouraging..

TP Sax 06 had a really tight bond..prove? During sectionals, we always had our very own Ice Cream break where we'll just walk up to the Ice Cream machine outside band room, sit or stand together and eat..during sectionals..

But aside from all the wonderful memories, the one that totally owns was during Lantern Festival.

The band prac planned for the day was sectionals..so as per normal the saxes was with Hornist Jerome and Bassoonist Matthew. At about 8pm or so we self-declared that Band is over for the day.

Took out our lanterns and sparkles and played around at our sectionals area. And then Jade came out..saw us playing..caught someone running across the road with a horn..someone else chasing after the person and she started screaming at us.

During debrief she told the band about us (I think..this part I'm not so sure) and through all these, Conan defended us..this is what I call true SL! :D

After that prac we went opposite school to have some candles and lantern fun..formed a heart shape with the candles, took pics and then named ourselves "Emo Rebelllion Hearts"

2007.
Conan graduated and Eden took over as Section Leader. Judith was our ASL. The 'ice cream break during sectionals' tradition was still carried on..one day Eden smsed us something that was band-related and he called us poots. Then on we changed our name to "Emo Rebellion Poots".

A guy called Qi Zheng joined the section to complete our sound by playing Baritone sax. Jonathan Eng and Tang Lin were our freshies.

So 07 was our poot year..we've got
Nick as Nickpoot.
Judith as Judpoot.
Jonathan as Jonpoot.
Tang Lin as Tangpoot.
Jolene as Jopoot.
Olivia as Olipoot.
Hanna as Napoot.
Eden as Pupoot.
Hariani as Nipoot.
Qi Zheng as Qipoot.

By the end of the acad year, some of them had already left the section.

2008
Was another year..our freshies were
Elaine Pang
Dalston Yong
Kazaf
Weelyn Oh
Liu Meng Hua
Tan Wenjie
Shi Yun
Mark Lim.

By the time these freshies came in, only Judith, Nick and I were the seniors left. Judith left after TP Band's Concert on 14th November 2008 Nick left earlier.

I was close to Dalston and Wenjie as I knew them even before they joined band..via AuditionSEA =x I knew Dalston and Doreen thanks to Weiyang aka toismir and I knew Wenjie thanks to Jian Quan aka bladeterror.

2009.
By this time TPSax was only left with Meng Hua, Weelyn, Mark and Shiyun..and me ofcourse. I'm not sure about Dalston and Elaine but Kazaf and Wenjie had officially left.

I tried to have some bond with the freshies but sometimes I just dont feel it and I totally blame myself for that so don't worry. TP Open House Performance this year..they went to get balloons and milo while waiting for our time to perform. I saw them leaving but I just watched and didn't follow coz I'm a paranoid person.

So eversince Judith, Wenjie and Dalston left, I felt like a loner for every band prac. I had no motivation to go band at all but I still went coz I couldn't give up blowing and I couldn't give up my Tan Family.

Tan Family consists of
Zhe Xing
Razanah
Seehua
Isaac Jie-si Prakash
Jerome
Nina Karmiza
Aqidah
Jaclyn
Aaron
Wang Min.

These people are very lovely people..unique in their very own way..special in my heart. They're inseparable to me.

Uncle Zhe Xing was always full of philosophies and theories..he is very smart..if you need help in coding, go find him =x
Razanah like Joel says, is a floodgate..she is the one and only person in my life who cries each time she laughs o.o
Seehua is a very disciplined person..sometimes lame but lameness runs in the tp trombone blood =x
Isaac Jie-si Prakash is a hilarious, multi talented joker =x
Jerome is Isaac's "gay partner" but combining the two of them, you'll laugh you ass off till your stomach burst coz when he's with Isaac, be it when they sing, dance or crack jokes, they are just super hilarious.
Nina Karmiza is one unique, funny, bubbly, noisy girl =x
Aqidah is my long bus ride home partner. She majors in paparazzi and has a Bachelor in Stalking people =x
Jaclyn is super lame and a super FAST talker.
Aaron is an annoying..heh! Kidding =x He always act blur with his "huh? what happen?" phrase but he's one u can count on most of the time..unless he's sleeping.
Wang Min is crazy! =x Also known as newspaper girl..and zebra coz of her bag o.o

So since yesterday was TP Band's year 3 Farewell party, I guess it all ends here..although most of the time in my life I love people who dont love me, sometimes I dont really care. I love people not coz I want to be loved. I love people coz of who they are.

So I'm gonna end this off by saying, to the TP Saxophonists..
Baldwin - thanx for you guidance and encouragement even when you were at Manchester..our one and only Alumni who came back frequently back then..I still remember the first time I saw you, you were this cool looking guy wearing helmet and were on roller blades and when you reached the door of tpband room you had this cool pose on but you were just "braking" your blades.. I don't know what it's called =x Basically stop yourself from moving further.

Conan - where you MIA le?? Still busy with Fraquiline like you used to?

Nick - thanx for helping me out with sight reading and stuff :D
Judith - thanx for staying with me till year 3..J Rock all the way! =x
Jonathan - miss you la dude..now the band room less vulgar =/
Jolene - I miss you!! When can I get a hug?? Everytime I go sengkang I think of you..the times I used to go home with you..take 27 then you walk me to 161 busstop..there was one time it was raining, you still sent me to the busstop.. *touched*
Olivia - I MISS YOU VERY BADLY!!! Very long time no see le T_T
Hanna - wow! When was the last time I saw you? I hope you're doing fine :D
Eden - Guan Pu I MISS YOU!!! Thanx for buying me the sax clothes last time..and being patient while I slowly collected money to pay you back =x Sorry arh =x
Qi Zheng - wow! The last time I saw you was during NBC! Miss you dude..hope you're doing fine :D

To the current saxophonists, I'm sorry if I'm not a good senior to you..I know I'm useless sometimes la..really sorry..anyway I love you guys k..I'm just being honest but I was kind of upset that you guys didn't stay on for the farewell party..

I mean what's a farewell party when the section isn't even there? But I think we didn't have that bond to begin with so I guess it's okay..besides, maybe you guys had to rush home ma so it's okay :D I kept thinking about the fact that you guys weren't there the whole of last night and even the whole of today..

Even when I was at the chalet watching tv all by myself I keep thinking about it but I gotta move on right so I decided to write EVERYTHING (which explains the super long entry) so now I can move on :D

Comparing to the time when I was a tenor saxophonist @ wgssband, I had no one to guide me through sight reading coz I was the only tenor saxophonist for the 4 years coz Ridzwan and Nafiqa got transferred to Baritone Sax while my other juniors all quitted.

In Tpband I've got Eden, Jonathan and Mark so I wanna thank you guys for being my guide. Like when I get lost in a score, by listening to your playing, I can get back on track so thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Wanna thank Qinghui and Desmond for being part of the emo playground gang :D

Wanna thank TP Band for giving me opportunities I NEVER had such as performing at the Prison School..WOWZA!! Going for National Band Competition is another WOWZA!! Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Last and most definitely not the least, to my beloved Tan Family..

You know when the sun forgets to shine
I'll be there to hold you through the night
We'll be running so fast we could fly tonight
AND EVEN WHEN WE'RE MILES AND MILES APART
YOU'RE STILL HOLDING ALL OF MY HEART
I promise it will never be dark
I KNOW WE'RE INSEPARABLE

Sux.

2009-03-31T20:58:00.001+08:00

This sux..

Yesterday's 'Today' Paper said that the Healthcare Industry has alot of job vacancies that starts immediately..

Sounds exciting..I'm super free and simply rotting anyway..

And so I spent today surfing MOH site..most of the positions requires people with Masters, Degrees, Bachelors..

I'm like WHATTHEBUCK I don't even intend to go that high??

*salutes doctors*

Hmm..alot of available position, not qualified also pointless la right. I'm just a Diploma Holder..

K fine not holding yet..will be holding in May =x

Besides that went for more job hunting elsewhere..Air Traffic Controller..

AWESOME!!!

Available Positions: 1.

LOL! My mum said no need coz when there's only 1 position available, it's like might as well dont waste your time and try.

==, If everyone has the same mindset as her, I'll be the luckiest ever coz I thought of going for it but..oh well.

Signed up for my dream job again..2nd time LOL! Kena reject still sign up..tsk!

This is called persevering :D

And the award for the Job With Most Vacancies Category goes to..

*drumroll*

EDUCATION INDUSTRY - TEACHERS.

Suay. I have no patience..my students will D.I.E!! (6) Kidding =x

Ouh! And 2nd place goes to the Police Force..they need people so much that they sent snail mails to the fresh poly graduates..

Or atleast both me and Zhe Xing got it and my mum was like "Police is like.." *shakes head*

and I'm like "What? I know la I don't have 5 'O' level passes =.="

and she's like "No..not that.."

and I'm like "Kk fine..I know la..coz I'm fat right?"

and she's like "yah..normally they wont take overweight people.."

in my heart was like "thank you?"

Then again I didn't feel insulted. In fact, it's true..most job requires F.I.T people and I am OBVIOUSLY not F.I.T =(((((

I'm so excited with what I have planned for my life..It's a secret which I do not wish to broadcast but for my plan to actually work, step 1 is to get a job =x

9 DAYS TO JONAS BROTHERS 3D CONCERT EXPERIENCE IN SINGAPORE THEATRES!!!

Outing with Singaporean Jonas Brothers Fans..WOOO!!!

Tomorrow is April Fool's Day..be warned =x

SAF Band Music Exchange!

2009-03-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

SUPER LONG ENTRY ALERT!!!

Today was AWESOME!!!

It's the day when Temasek Polytechnic Concert Band meets Singapore Armed Forces Central Band.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!!

I can honestly tell you I know noone there except Captain Yusri but it's just those 'see alot of times' kind..not the 'talk before' kind..

Hur..my English =.=

Anyway yeah. To get to the point, I was late =x

So sorry =x I woke up at 5am and I was the 2nd last to reach =.= I think I should admit defeat to Aaron..he claims I take 2hours to get ready and my excuse is forever hair-related =.=

!@#$%^&* =x

I HATE IT WHEN YOU'RE RIGHT! =x

Anyway when I reached school I saw a group of 'white-people' (band peeps) walking up to the buses so I just ran and called Aqidah coz Mark didn't pick up my calls..

Me: Which bus? Which bus?
Aqidah: The orange one.
Me: HUH? What orange one? There's only Yellow and white!
Aqidah: Ouh. The yellow one. Where are you?
Me: Outside the bus.
Aqidah: Where?
*Aqidah and Yani stares at each other*
Me: Is my section in the bus?
Aqidah: There..behind..
Me: Ok bye.
*hangs up and boards the bus*

And so I FINALLY know where the place is I'm like ==,

It's so near Woodlands, I wasted ALOT of time travelling..then again, nothing new..I probably spent 1/4 of my poly life travelling in busses =x

Ouh and our phone was confiscated..no photography..BOO!!! =(

Reached Nee Soon Camp. Reached SAF Building and we were all amazed by the Marching Band..atleast the people in the yellow bus were.

Placed our instruments and belongings in a room then went HQ Admin Room or something for a video display by the SAF people. Then went for the thing they called "White House Tour"..just toured the building la..

I was in group 2 and our leader was Keith..Jac's senior I think =x So he told us a little about the building..he talked about the sculpture of the guy playing the Bugle..made up of 3 people haha..funny story.

Their halls were named after I forgot who =x There was this hall that we used. Ervin Dragon Hall or something and Mark went "Dragon Hall E~" [probably inspired by Dragon Ball Z or something] LOL!

Ok the hall damn cool..damn big..damn ooh lala..cannot describe..super sound proof. Springy floors that Jac did a REALLY GOOD JOB proving the springy-ness =x

Hmm..after the tour set up instrument and went to the Dragon Hall. We played Folk Song Suite and Irish Tunes first then the SAF Band played err..I only remember Sea Songs? =x I forgot the other piece.

After that both bands combined.

This is the part I dont understand about myself. Since the 2 bands combined, it means the band size was damn big and hearing that SAF Tenor Sax guy play loud, I played loud too but back in TP Band, I would always hide under Mark's sound.

Argh. I hate myself! =.=

Anyway, yea during combine Captain Yusri thought us the difference between making music and just playing your instrument..communicating with the conductor la..listening to one another la..

COOLIO!

Then lunch break then sectionals.

So SAF Band's Saxophone Section Leader is Jonathan and when he introduced himself Shiyun and Weelyn were laughing and he was like "Why?" and I'm like "OUH..I get it.." then Mark went "Oh coz our previous section leader was also Jonathan".. :D

Ate with the trombonists and went back to the room where our belongings were at and stoned.

1.30pm searched for my section. Sectionals till 3pm under Jonathan. Didn't play much. He was more like tutoring us..

AWESOME LA!! I always wanted a saxophone tutor! I wanted to improve..I know I suck =.=

The best thing was he went one by one so we know our strenghts and weaknesses la..

He emphasizes on getting the sound out from the bell and not just halfway etc..

He talks about embouchure..how it affects the sound ie muffled or not..biting..hard or soft..how it affects when you're tuning other notes that is not your tuning note..vibrato..how to flatten your sound (which I failed to do =x)..tonguing..

ALOT! I wish I had a book to take down all those stuff..he talked about the reeds..how they were made etc..how much to bite a mouthpiece..ALOT LA!

Very super dee duper useful..gotta move on..cant continue talking about sectionals..I'm such a nag =x

After sectionals gathered at Dragon Hall TP Band and SAF Band exchanged gifts then we went to pack our instruments. Gathered at the Foyer for some photo sessions and back to school.

Yellow bus was SUPER QUIET! As quoted from Raz's blog "you can even hear a pin drop"..LOL! But seriously..it went quiet when we were on the expressway coz while we were still at Yishun we were all grumbling for our phones..

You could hear people going "I want my phone!" "Wo de dian hua leh?" While me and Aqidah were chanting "HANDPHONE! HANDPHONE! HANDPHONE!" =x Not sure if Jac joined us..forgot =x

Back to school, keep instrument, debriefed, released. Went to the back and cleared my case.

Took all the reeds (it's not kiasu..it's for hygiene..you dont expect the future freshies to use my reed right?)..took my cloth..(this one is kiasu..coz my money so I take back =x)

Washed my mouthpiece for the last time..put back in the case. Kissed my hubby Yana goodbye and walked out of the band room. Was kind of quiet on the way home. The only thing I spoke to Aqidah in 161 was "What's rolling?" and "Bye".

HUBBY I LOVE YOU!!! I KNOW I MISTREATED YOU..STOPPED CARING FOR YOU..STOPPED POLISHING YOU..I'M SORRY..I MISS YOU..I LOVE YOU..

Ouh that reminds me..SAF Sax SL also said about cleaning of instruments. Eg when buying 2nd hand instrument, feel the inside coz if people never clean properly, the layers of spit will form and that affects the sound..so if you touch inside and it feels rough, dont buy..not good =x

And when putting the neck in the instrument, dont twist just put and screw coz it will affect that part so yep.

This post is long enough..

Anything just login to facebook and go here for today's photos..

Just a sneak peak..

Unglam me..Ignatius looks weird =x

That SAF Guy is Jonathan, Saxophone Section Leader.

The Guy playing the Bugle statue..

Me caught hugging my Yana for the last time..

YANI LOVE YANA FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!! MISS YOU!!! =x

Wowza!!

2009-03-26T17:15:00.007+08:00

COOLIO! I'm one of the YES people =x

Lol! Ok anyway I'm here to share a joyful story..it's been quite some time since I last felt happy..serious..my life is kinda miserable right now but ANYWAY...

I had an AWESOME dream last night like..AWESOME..PURE, MAJOR AWESOME!!! =D

I dreamt of the Jonas Brothers =D

Firstly I have to warn you my dreams tend to be crappy and unlogic but here goes..

My dream started out with me being with the guys..we were in a vehicle..the 'bumpy-ness' of the ride felt like we were in a bus..then again, the chairs didn't look like we were in the bus..felt more like a Limo..

So imagine a limo..Nick and Joe were sitting at the back seat and Kevin and I were sitting on the side..I was nearest to the driver so the seating position was roughly like this.

Joe
Nick
Kevin Me.

Yea between me and Kevin was quite a gap coz I hadn't warm up yet..I don't usually sit close to a guy if I dunno them well..I know I'm weird and if that dream was real, I'm like the stupidest fool ever =x

So we were talking..bla bla..about the 3D Movie and stuff and I actually complained to them that we have to return the 3D Glasses after watching the movie =x But before I did I asked "Did you guys get to keep the 3D Glasses after watching the movie?" and Joe was like:

"Ofcourse.." he said something else which I forgot but what I cant forget was the way he spoke like so calm..expressive and it's as if he was engaged in the conversation we were having =x

Then we reached our destination..weird..it looked like a prison.. o.O Felt insecure throughout though big rob and a few other security guards were there like directing us where to go.

The boys had gone in first..suddenly Aqidah enter frame LOL! So suddenly I was with her then the security guards told us where to go bla bla..

We walked and ended up at a Movie Theatre..LOL! What the buck?? Movie Theatre in the middle of a prison..a LARGE one at that..we entered from the back..it was so large I could run all the way to the front and I was actually screaming away in excitement..so was Aqidah =x

So glad the boys went ahead of us LOL! Paiseh only! =x Went in the theatre and it seemed that I know lots of the audience there..I saw Anisah and her family..LOL! Since when she like Jonas??

Whether they like Jonas or not didn't seem to bother me..I was too busy being psyched! Oh yea b4 alighting the Limo I asked if I get to sit with them in the movie and Kevin was like "Definitely.." sounding very gentlemanly =D

So we were facing Anisah's family which means the screen is behind us. Aqidah turned and told me that Jonas was at the row right infront of us so she just pulled me and we went over to the first row..she sat beside Joe and I sat beside her so it was like

*darkness* Nick, Kevin, Joe, Aqidah, Me.

I wasn't feeling confident coz I thought someone else was supposed to sit there but Aqidah confidently assured me coz Kevin said we could sit with them =x

So Joe didnt notice. Holding popcorn on his right hand, he suddenly stood up like he was going elsewhere and he was shocked to see me and Aqidah sitting there..

He said something like the place is reserved for someone else then Aqidah replied "but you guys said she (Hariani) could sit with you guys.."

Then I whacked her arm but she ignored me then Kevin hit Joe and mouthed "It's okay..let them.."

Then Joe just smiled and walked away to dunno do what la..

and then..

and then..

and then..

...

...

...

..

..

..

.

.

.

I woke up =.=

I still loved my dream though..coz it's JONAS! It definitely made me smile ear to ear when I woke up..gladly noone was in my room..if not they think I siao..haha..

I know it's unlogic okay..

Oh..about being in a Limo with them, I think I won a contest or something la =x

Here's the best part of all these..

Upon waking up with a wide smile on my face, I cant help but wonder.

WHY ON EARTH WAS HARTINI MD RAMLI, THE GIRL I'M SUPPOSED TO BE WITH ON 9TH APRIL NOT IN MY DREAM???????

Tini if you're here, tolong jawab sikit =x

Think deeper..er..deeperer.. =x

2009-03-25T17:41:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when you think deep enough, you'll see the answer..

For instance, a simple minded yani thinks $1000 per month okay what..atleast something..

A very supportive friend Aaron agrees and adds "Better than nothing.."

SO TRUE..

BUT..

A non-simple minded Mum says "This is your cousin's previous job..later she say you study till diploma but do the same thing as her.."

My first reaction was "What?? You gotta be kidding me..is image THAT important..are people's thoughts really important?? Atleast I'm earning HALAL money..earn money the right way..not gamble or do illegal stuff right?

Think deeper.

No deeper..

Deeperer..

Ok fine. Deeperestestestestest..

1. $1000 per month is okay and definitely much better than nothing. But if everyone is as simple minded as me, noone would succeed right? I mean I think everyone wants to be rich..if a Diploma holder is SUPPOSED to earn a basic of $1800 per month and I'm earning $1000, each year I lose $9600.. How stupid is that??

2. The contradicting thing is that mum said dont be picky. Just take whatever you can. Hmm..I picked, you didn't like it o.O

3. Whatever job I'm gonna get now is just a temporary FULL Time Job. When my life has changed for the better and I have gone through enough training, I shall continue to chase my dream job..but erm..I'm giving myself 4 yrs..enough bo? =x Is 25 yrs old too old to catch my dream?? Comment at tagboard please thanx =x

4. I'm still thinking through things but apparently my brain is kinda clogged up with too many unhappiness..I NEED SPACE!!

5. I'm off..when I've thought of something else I shall update =x

Faint.

2009-03-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

Have you ever believed that school work can make you sick literally?

Believe me..I was doing report this weekend. Yea I admit I took breaks by watching tv =x

I didn't sleep last night..I only napped for awhile before leaving home this morning..like a 10 minute nap which felt like 10secs?

Actually I didn't even want to take a nap but I had no choice coz I vomitted twice in an hour..LOL!

Chionging Report made me sick..ish!

Well who cares about it now..I dont need to go to school anymore except for band. :D

I hope I pass coz if not it's like damn wasted la k.. *prays*

I'm super hungry now..stomach empty, pocket empty..spent $12.90 on Reports o.o Lucky Marcus Ang and Marcus Chen gave me $6..I only had $4 and lucky Esther was still in school so borrowed $3.20 from her..based on my calculation theres probably a coin or two somewhere in my youtube pouch o.o

OH KAY!!! Buay tahan..damn hungry..stomach grumbling..we presented to 5 lecturers this morning. Mr Pua, Mr David, Ms Chiang, Mr Lim Kok Hwee and someone familiar whom I dunno his name =x

Lucky Mr Yeak Shaw Wen never come.. *phew*

Mr David was so funny la..coz the teacher whom I do not know his name asked where we went for SIP then Mr David pointed to Marcus Chen, Marcus Ang followed by me and went "OCBC, OCBC, OCBC" *pause* "I'm their LO" :D

Then all laugh..haha! so cute sia..I mean his behaviour..LOL!

Ouh well goodbye school life..student life..TP..life's gonna be a bore..my laptop died = no audition.

ARGH!! How to release stress like that =.=

JOB HUNTING TIME!!

But..I seriously wanna play games first leh =x

AARON!!! NETFORCE!!! =x

Updates.

2009-02-25T22:12:00.002+08:00

Hi. My laptop is pretty much dead. It's spoilt so yah.

5 Days to graduation.

Presentation: 2nd March 2009, 9am to 10am.

Report not started. Starting real soon. Actually wanted to start tonight but house too noisy. Cant concentrate.

Coding: Sucky. Dunno how to do. Not good in searching for codes online. Pft!

Mood: Shot in the head.

So today someone shot me damn directly. He said I'm lame coz I point out little things. Well I'm sorry ok. I guess my attempt in TRYING to start a conversation with you failed badly.

And it's not the first time that I comment about such things. I was just disturbing you..as if you never suan others before.

So now on I shall try to keep things to myself ok. I shall not comment anymore facebook photos.

I said I'll TRY. Give me time.

The only thing I'm happy with myself is that I can actually throw one of my problems aside. Literally. The fact that my laptop is spoilt (only my mum knows so hush about it. Don't let my dad find out.)

I actually threw that fact aside to focus on my Major Project..the final moments..but problems never fail to rise.

I loved it when the labs used to close at 9pm. This week it closes at 6pm and it closes at 5.30pm this Friday.

Then it's closed till school reopens =.= And my presentation is 2nd March. Good game.

I'm going off now. Mood isn't at it's best. However I don't blame you for asking me to shut up. Telling me that I'm lame coz I talk about the littlest things and commenting about your facebook photo. And I'm not being sarcastic.

Bye.

Hi.

2009-01-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hi.

First up, yesterday's update.

Saturday, 24.01.09

Went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital, Ward 11D to visit my paternal grandma (who adopted my dad). She didn't look good. She was looking at the ceiling throughout. Her eyes didn't even blink..not even once..and I was there from 5+pm to 8pm..

Can you imagine? 3hrs+ without blinking? Actually, she was already like that before we reached.

Here breathing was slow. Her pulse was 93/94 When we just reached. It slowly went down. Just before we left the hospital, it was 91.

An msn convo I shared with my uncle:-

{ Kamal said:
How is Tok Lamah?
. || ♥ JONASLOVE ♥ || . - ÿãñïTåñ says: I AM AN AUNT! - [[ ♥ Bogus Jonas ♥ ]] said:
not good, gasping for air
she cant blink
she just looks at the ceiling
if u remove the oxygen thingy, she'll probably..ya noe..
oh yea.. cannot response
*respond
{ Kamal said:
If you talk to her, got reply?
. || ♥ JONASLOVE ♥ || . - ÿãñïTåñ says: I AM AN AUNT! - [[ ♥ Bogus Jonas ♥ ]] said:
nope
she cant see u
she looks at the ceiling without blinking
{ Kamal said:
Pity...
. || ♥ JONASLOVE ♥ || . - ÿãñïTåñ says: I AM AN AUNT! - [[ ♥ Bogus Jonas ♥ ]] said:
ya
actually
its up to the children if wanna let go or not
coz she gasping for air and honestly, if u stop the oxygen supply, she's gonna pass away
the nurse say..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sunday, 25.01.09

My dad brought our maid home. It's funny how my family isn't used to having a non blood-related person to stay with us so we treated our maid like a guest like "Do you want water?" / *sets up her sleeping place* etc..and she's like "nono no need.." Everything also no need o.o

2.23am I got a call from my uncle..he never called me before..
Him: Hello? Hariani..ni abang Hafiz..tell your dad to call my mum now..urgent.
Me: Huh? Ouh okok.

He sounded so awake while honestly, I already fell asleep.

Went to wake my dad up to convey my uncle's message. Smsed him.
Me: Btw ur not abg hafiz u're pangkat pakcik =x my sis went to bathe..sry bout that..is my dad calling yet? Naper ek? O.o
Him: Makcik lamah passed away a few moments ago.
Me: Ok thnx. My mum just told us also. Was there anyone at the hospi with her btw?
Him: Kak Normah and Firdaus.

Cik Normah is my aunt while Firdaus is my cousin.

I was just in a state of shock. So stunned I couldn't sleep. Neither could my sister..we left our room and our mum was outside so we talked to our mum about our late grandma for 1 hour or so.

Then sis and I got tired so we went to our bed and started rolling on our beds, trying to go to sleep.

I prolly only got 2 hours of sleep. Woke up, got ready and left for grandaunt's house coz the body is gonna be brought there. Ouh yea. Dad woke our Maid up at 3+am..apologized to her and told her bout my grandma and that my grandaunt needs help to prepare the house for the day.

So my dad and our maid left home at 3+am..poor bibik..she only had 1+hrs of sleep =/

Reached grandaunt's place at 9+am? Heard that there was a long queue for post mortem. WTF! We waited and waited. My grandma's body was probably brought back at 1+pm.

Bathed then last goodbye whereby family members are allowed to kiss the forehead of the deceased and the rule is that your tears should NEVER touch the deceased..if not, need to rebathe I think.

Although mum claims that grandma didn't take care of us, I still remember the little memories we shared since young till now. When I saw her I was a little shocked and started crying coz I was just feeling so damn sad.

Knowing what she went through. Seeing her die in that state. It's just so pitiful and like..I dunno how to say..it's just damn sad..

Heard my aunt talked to my other uncle Nasri. Heard she said that late grandma left the world right infront of her. You know the pulse thing I mentioned earlier..I heard she said she saw the thing keep getting lower and lower till it became nothing.

Then she talked to us about the post mortem. My grandma was transfered to SGH from Tan Tock Seng. Reached SGH at 8am. Post mortem was long queue so her turn was like 12+pm?

I couldn't go to the cemetery as I had no fate :(

Dear grandma. Please forgive me if I have ever done anything wrong to you. If I ever said bad things behind your back. If I ever did anything that hurt your feeling or just simply any wrong. I am so sorry and I hope you can forgive me. I too have erased every other thing that I had ever taken to heart.

Even if till your last breath you claim you only have one grandchild who is Firdaus, you are still our grandma to me and my sis..thanx for teaching our mum how to cook "Nasi Jagung"..it's a great recipe to pass down to the next generation.

Thanx for taking care of me and entertaining us when we were kids. I'm happy that you don't have to suffer THAT long but I still wished that you had gone to the hospital earlier :(

I learnt my lesson. No matter how scared you are, just go to the doctor without hesitation. Prevention is definitely better than cure.

I am ANTI-POSTMORTEM THEN, NOW AND FOREVER. I don't believe in torturing a body. What makes you think the body dont feel pain?? =.= I know you're afraid of foreplay but still..I dunno la I'm just anti..

Grandma I hope you'll be happy up there..Take Care :)

Aqidah & Raz. Thanx for the instant reply even when I smsed you guys at such a weird timing in the morning.
Maksu & Pakcik. Thanx for coming.
Aaron. Sorry if I spoilt your festive mood.

Death Cert wrote cause of death: Advanced Rectosigmoid Carcinoma.
Date of death: 25.01.09
Time: 0203 hours.
She left us at the age of 70 years old.

I think the long term of cause of death means Advanced Colon/Upper part of Rectum Cancer..its a kind of cancer la coz she drastically lost weight so to the people out there, please dont do this to me..sick, go doctor ok..I hate post mortem..

And my mum got injured today =( Needa wait for doctors to open after CNY..urgh! =.=

Psychology!

2009-01-24T03:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes..just sometimes..it's a psychological matter.

For example, blowing a sax. Apparently you're having probs pitching low notes. You blame yourself coz you doubt it's the instrument's fault. You suck means you suck.

So one day you decide to do an experiment. For instance, you took a sax neck from another case and used it. You could play low notes ever so easily. Then you used your original sax neck back and once again, you had problems pitching low notes.

So, is it the sax neck's fault, or is it still your fault?

Do take note that not too long ago, you got a cloth stuck in your sax neck. To get it out, people played tug of war between your cloth and your sax neck.

People burn your cloth which was in the sax neck. People pulled the sax neck. People knocked the sax neck to get the cloth out.

So, is the sax neck seriously the cause of your difficulty in pitching low notes? Or is it seriously a psychological matter where your brain blames the sax neck and expects the other sax neck to make things easier for you? And it really turned out to be easier for you coz the brain said so?

There's only one way to find out..

MARK!!!! HELP ME TEST!!! XD

Last night's band prac was awesome..only 23 people came (excluding Cynthia)..lemme see..

Law Wei (conducted us)
Flute: Amanda Leung.
Clarinet: Wei Cheah, Kaising, Bee Yong, Clement, Malia, Wei Hong.
Saxophone: Weelyn, Hariani.
Euphonium: Samuel, Wei qi, Wang Min.
French Horn: Jasmin, Nigel.
Trumpet: Khairul, Elissa.
Trombone: Aqidah, Zhe Xing.
Percussion: Raz, Weida, Bilal, Aaron.

Ended like 8.40+pm. Went to eat with Great Grandpa Zhe Xing, Great Grandma Raz, Aunty Aqidah, Mummy Aaron, Little Sister Tan Min (who is still in Aaron's womb actually o.o) and a family friend, Wei Qi =p

It was a total L.O.L! As in Lots Of Laugh..laugh till throat pain =.= Stomach also pain =x

Took 8 with Mummy and Ah Yi and met Malia, Bee Yong, Kai Sing and Wei Hong in the bus..normal route home lo..nothing much..me and Ah Yi were damn noisy in 161 =x More laughters :D

To end off my entry, I wanna dedicate this video to my bestest Aaron Mummy, to show how much I 'love' him :D (6)(6) --> nYAHAHAHAH!! You get what I mean =p

YOU HAVE GOT TO WATCH HOW
THE MUM REACTED!! BAHAHAHAH!!! (6)(6) =x

Imagine if I were the baby panda..did I scare you Mummy?? =p

And also, to my bestest Aqidah Ah Yi..I love you too and the video below is for you..Enjoy! :D

AARGHH!! MY THROAT!! =.=

Ensemble! (Part 1)

2009-01-23T13:40:00.001+08:00

Hey guys I'm like darn lazy now so all I'm gonna do is post random pics and videos of the Ensemble Performances :D

Above photos are from Aqidah's phone..haha! AH Pek percussionists! =x Yes Raz you're and ah pek too =x

Ah Pek Aaron and Bilal.

(Loch Lomond, Trombone Rehearsal - Audio Only)

(Second Song, Trombone Rehearsal - Audio Only..you can hear Raz and Joel's voice and a "teh!" Coz they were playing Facebook's 'Spot The Difference' XD)

(Technology, Percussion Rehearsal - Audio Only)

(Technology, Percussion Rehearsal)

I wanted to record Trombones but my battery went low =.=

Ensemble! (Part 2)

2009-01-23T13:39:00.007+08:00

Those were taken during rehearsal..now for the real deal..

Heh! I only took 2 shots coz I mainly used my camera for videos XD

You wanna see photos I suggest you wait for Aqidah to update coz I only post photos from my phone..hee Lazy! =x

So, here are the videos from yesterday's performance :D

Clarinets.

Flutes.

Percussion.

French Horns.

Trombones.

After their performance, went band room..helped a little..

Zhe Xing pushing the Timpani like an uncle =x

After that Aqidah's bro had POP so she went home while I went to find Raz, Bilal and Weida at Short Circuit. Walked to ASS (Applied Science School) with Raz then went MP Lab.

Photo received from Sherry. She took this when me and Pris were spamming each other's MSN. We were whacking the keyboard damn loud ==,

Proof of the spammer =x

They need new specs haha! Cock eye-ness =x

She loves this photo coz of the background..erhem..good photographer ma.. *self praise* =p

Ouh! And there's a part 2 of the JOEL LUO IS A MEANIE AND A BIG BULLY Story =.=

Walao! Damn mean la..atleast use nicer word than disease la..then still can say Disney gave him too much sweets..I really felt like throwing the chair at him you know..he was right infront of me..

URGH!!! }=[

Health. (Part1)

2009-01-22T05:17:00.008+08:00

I'm so depressed! I'm balding at the age of 20 T_T

I'm too young to go bald! Aargh!! :(

Ouh and I kena sore throat. Thanx mummy =.= He'll probably blame Jac Ah Yi for that. What if Aqidah Ah Yi is the next victim? =x

Jac Ah Yi has warned that Mummy also got flu from her.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!~

I hate flu! Flu-less days are happy days ok! I still haven't collect my nasal spray from the Clinic =.=

Health (Part 2)

2009-01-22T05:16:00.001+08:00

JOEL LUO ZU XIAN IS A MEANIE AND A BIG BULLY!!! HMPH! }=[

K fine no more Zu Xian..just Joel Luo..URGH!!

Walao walao! See his subnick..the same link he gave me..basket sia that guy..walao eh! =.=

Sorry for dividing my entry into two again..my blog got prob..apparently these days when the entries get long, the black box for the entries will dissapear =.= Will look into it one day =x

Bringin' Da Noise (Part 1)

2009-01-21T04:29:00.006+08:00

Right. I saw this on Facebook..Thought of trying it out =x

Here goes nothing. My personal comments in blue :D

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
**I don't have any of those..I'll use Windows Media Player and select the Library Tab =p**

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

I got this from Penny. She didn't tag me though..I happen to bump into it and I happen to have interest in doing it =x

1. Tan Raz Xing (great grandma =x)
2. Aqidah Tan BFF Ah Yi
3. Aaron Tan BFF Mummy (update your DEAD blog la =.=)
4. Jaclyn Tan Ah Yi
5. Terence Yeo Xiao Di :D
6. See Hua Tan Ah Ma =x
7. Anisah BFF
8. Dalston Yong =x
9. Pris Luo =x
10. Sherry Hue (is that how you spell it?? o.O)

1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- Shut Up And Drive - Rihanna.
LOL! What a nice first answer =x

2) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Girl Of My Dreams - Jonas Brothers.
k this song abit no link =x

3) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Tipah Tertipu - Ruffedge.
EH wth! Ok which idiot lied to me today?? =x Tipah is a person's name while tertipu means tricked / lied to. *must stay on guard* =x

4) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- I Gotta Find You - Joseph Adam Jonas.
WOW! "Your the voice I hear inside my head..The reason that I'm singing..I need to find you..I gotta find you..You're the missing piece I need..The song inside of me..I need to find you..I gotta find you" XD

5) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- How We Roll - Alvin & The Chipmunks.
no comments.

6) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Mission Impossible 2 - Woodgrove Symphonic Band.
EH!! WTH WTH!! Am I that impossible?? >.<

7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- That's When I'll Stop Loving You - *NSYNC.
"When winter comes in summer..When there’s no more forever..When lies become the truth..Oh, you know then, baby..That’s when I’ll stop lovin’..That’s when I’ll stop lovin’ you" =x

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Back To Your Heart - Backstreet Boys.
eh no comments =x

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
- Selalu - Fauzie Laily.
*super no link* =x

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- No Strings Attached - *NSYNC.
"Take it from me, it’s a lesson to be learned..Even the good guys get burned..Take it from me, see, I would give you love..The kind of love that you’ve only dreamed of" o.O?? No link?

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- BB Good - Jonas Brothers.
aww.."I've been hurt before..So baby promise that you're gonna be true..I'm gonna be, be good..So tell me that you're gonna be good, too" LOL! =x

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- S.O.S - Jonas Brothers.
LOL! Wth! "It's like I'm walking on broken glass..better believe I bled..It's a call I'll never get" o.o

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Marah Bukan Sifatku & Meraung Medley - Newboyz.
no link =x

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Bila Rindu - Ruffedge.
o.O? FYI, Bila Rindu means When MIssed. The song damn nice.. *emo liao* =x

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- I'll Be There For You - Backstreet Boys.
aww..>.<

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Spanish Fever - Band Music.
That is gonna be interesting..I can't wait! =x

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Inseparable - Jonas Brothers.
YEZZA!!! MUACKS TO THE WORLD!! THIS IS MY FAVOURITE SONG EVER!! :D LOL! Funny siol..funeral play fast beat song =x

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Funkytown - Alvin & The Chipmunks.
LOL! no link =x

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Hollywood - Jonas Brothers.
wah seh! =x

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
- All I Have To Give - Backstreet Boys.
Eh wad da eff la =.= I give my all and that's the worst that could happen?? LOL! Wtf =.=

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
- Incomplete - Backstreet Boys.
OH EM GEE!! That's gonna suck big time =(

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
- That's The Way(I Like It) - Backstreet Boys.
*no link* =x

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
- Hello Beautiful - Jonas Brothers.
LOL! Awkward~

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
- Theatre Music Movement 1 - Philip Sparke.
Wad da..why would I cry for this song? =x

Bringin' Da Noise (Part 2)

2009-01-21T04:28:00.000+08:00

** Sorry I had to divide this entry into two coz if I combined, I cant see my entries =.= **

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
- More Than That - Backstreet Boys.
LOL! More than that?? What's that supposed to mean?? O.O

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
- Sejarah Mungkin Berulang (Versi Baru) - Newboyz.
Wow that's scary! FYI In English the song title means "History May Repeat" =x

27) DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
- The Way I Are - Timbaland.
wah seh! =x

28) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- Give It Up To Me - Sean Paul.
*no link* =x

29) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
- I Want It That Way - Backstreet Boys.
LOL! Wad da..

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Bringin' Da Noise - *NSYNC.
Ouh. Ok. *changes blog title* =x

Hmm..quite fun..I wanna go and find more =x

Enough!

2009-01-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

Right. K firstly I'll blog about last night's prac. It sucks. I CANT FREAKING PITCH FREAKING LOW NOTES LA!! And it's annoying..Mark says more air..I no air =x

Seriously my skills just drops and drops =.= Now I can't play low notes..wtf..seriously..I also can tell I got no air..urgh =.=

And everytime I stop trying and blankly stare at the score, he will come up to me and test me again. Stressful leh. I mean yea I know he's trying to help me..I know how to play but I can't pitch the note..I'm stressed and pissed enough.

I'm hating myself..urgh! =.=

Ouh yea. And Dalston is back. He told me to hold low notes..I can only barely reach 8 counts. HOMG la. You're supposed to hold atleast 16 counts ok yani =.=

Ouh then me and Dalston 'watched a roach'. It's not a game. It's something factual. Coz our sectional area suddenly got 1 roach arh. I just wanted to go in the band room where it felt safe =x

But Mr Tan was still inside with the ensemble :( So Dalston was quite calm while I was like those 'run-far-far' kind =x Then he slowly walk so I was like "You very calm hoh?" Then he said "I don't mind seeing cockroach as long as they don't land on me."

o.O But still!! It can fly anytime what o.o K maybe I'm just different. I rather run far far for safety =x

Dalston said Mark looked stressed. Dunno if it's coz of the test that he had today or coz of me. I hope it's not coz of me la. I know I suck at playing :(

Enough of band story. Now to talk about something related to my blog title.

Seriously. Maybe. Just maybe it WAS funny the first time. But if it's gonna be a daily thing or like more than once a day, it's definitely not funny anymore.

It get's annoying. Seriously. Enough of the $100+ la.

K look I know I'm dumb. I'm wrong to go for hair treatment and cut my hair which cost a total of $123 out of my $1000 SIP money from Sept and Oct 08.

My fault la I'm stupid. You say my new hair makes no difference. I thought what I did was good. I was thinking. Well yea maybe I did waste $$.

The punishment you gave me for cutting my hair was that it's non of your business anymore. Although I'm a lazybum and you used to only take 8 minutes to tie my hair, I didn't really see that as a punishment.

At the age of 20 going 21 I finally got independent enough to take care of my own hair. How long am I supposed to expect you to keep tying for me right?

Although I take hours preparing my hair and always end up being late, before I leave home I always ask "Is my hair ok?"

And all I get is "Up to you la..you already wasted $100+ what.." or "Ofcourse nice la..$100+ what.."

That is like SO SARCASTIC even a monkey can tell that it was sarcastic.

I've had enough seriously. I was so pissed I scolded her =x

I mean HALO!! LET IT GO ALREADY!! I CUT MY HAIR LAST YEAR, WHY ARE WE STILL TALKING ABOUT IT NOW?? MY SIS HAS SPENT MUCH MORE $$ ON HER HAIR LO..I ONLY SPEND ONCE..ONCE IN MY EFFING LIFE. PATHETICALLY MY THIRD TIME TO A SALON TO CUT HAIR! 21 YEARS, 3 TIMES. NICE OR WHAT??

And then you say it's coz I used internship money while she only did her hair after she got a permanent job. Ok fine. Well I'll just hope the remaining $1005 SIP money will make you happy coz I ain't touching it.

I still got $80 left out of the $1000. o.O Quite bad hoh? Nvm I'm saving up now :D Preparing for Jonas Brothers World Tour just incase they decide to include Singapore..hehe! =x

JONAS BROTHERS LIVE CHAT!!!~

2009-01-19T15:01:00.000+08:00

Thursday, January 15, 2009. 10:04 AM

NEXT FANFAMILY EXPERIENCE - LIVE VIDEO CHAT!!!
Category: Music

Hey everyone! We had so much fun with our first FANFAMILY EXPERIENCE. We spent almost 5 hours commenting to all of our fans. It was awesome! OUR NEXT FANFAMILY EXPERIENCE is going to be THIS SUNDAY!!!! SUNDAY, JANUARY 18TH at 5 PM EST (EASTERN STANDARD TIME) JOIN US FOR OUR FIRST LIVE VIDEO CHAT IN ALMOST A YEAR AND A HALF!!! Just go to: http://www.Justin.tv/JonasBrothers If you desire to join the live video chat, you will need to create an account and login in order to join the chat. Then just be ready to ask us questions and spend time with us. Once again, we will be looking for ways throughout 2009 to connect with our fans more. Thanks for helping us live our dream!

- JB Kevin, Joe and Nick

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Sunday, January 18, 2009. 3:53 AM

DON'T FORGET OUR LIVE CHAT TOMORROW
Category: Music

Hey everyone, Just wanted to remind you about our live video chat tomorrow at http://www.Justin.tv/JonasBrothers at 5 PM EST. Hope you are able to join us!

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From: Jonas Brothers
Date: Jan 19, 2009 6:28 AM
Subject: LIVE VIDEO CHAT UPDATE
Body:
Hey everyone,

We are waiting by our computer. There are so many people that JustinTV cannot get us in right now. We will stay here as long as we can.

Love you guys and thanks for your patience

JB

And so I set my alarm at 3.45am. I'm damn good at snoozing la. Woke up at 5.30am =.= Tini woke up earlier than me..haha! But I was luckier coz I got in Room 2 while she was in Room 11? Though actually it made no difference..I'll tell you why at the end of this entry. (Btw she got lucky when she refreshed..she moved up to Room 8 or something..she kept moving around =x)

So here are the stills from this morning's chat..They were late! Pft! But it's ok..loyal people don't mind right Tini?

So based on B Nick J.'s advice, I put my name on the stills so try not to be an ass and steal. I seriously dont mind giving. All I'm asking is for you to be nice and ask for it instead of ripping from my blog. Actually. The stills aren't that nice coz it's blurry so I don't understand why anyone would want to just rip it from my blog also..

But anyway this world has many kind of people so yea..which also reminds me..not everyone is damn nice..it's like some fans want the Jonas Brothers to themselves, some encouraged others to Alt + F4..LOL! Meanies =.=

Kk let's not waste time..now for the stills..

So Tini called me early this morning..Switched my laptop on and grabbed a blanket to wrap myself..morning coldness =x Sat there and waited, talked to her and we were just counting down =p She pretty much woke me up =x

So we talked all the way till we saw..

And then I hyper ventilated. =x And she started screaming I was like "Why did you scream?" and she said "I dont know" =.= She made me panic LOL! And behind that sign we saw movements and we were like "HOMG! HOMG!"

** At this point I cannot imagine what will happen IF the Jonas Brothers World Tour includes Singapore and IF we both are going o.O We'll probably jump, scream, hyper ventilate and faint =x **

And eventually they took the sign away. It revealed the back of a chair with a blue tack. LOL! That was funny and awhile later me and Tini hung up the phone.

OUR HOT BOYS!!! :D The video frozed at this point of time for your info. And at the beginning we couldn't hear them =(

Kevin eating.

LOOK AT NICK!! When he did that I was like "Hey! Jac and Aqidah always do that o.O"

They were singing "Please Be Mine" from their first album back in 2006 called "It's About Time".

They had a few guests on their "show"..first up..

Little Brother: Franklin Nathaniel Jonas aka Frankie Jonas aka Frank The Tank aka Bonus Jonas. Wow! That's alot of names for a 9-year-old =x

Cute! Haha =x

Look at Nick's mouth..there's a buldge on the right..he was eating =x

And for their second guest: A Band from New Jersey (Hometown of the Jonas Brothers), Honor Society.. [reminds me of Pet Society =x]

Nick went to get food =x And the video froze for the second time coz I think Joe hit something. Coz he was like "Oops I think .... (I forgot what he said =x) And Kevin was like "No we're still broadcasting" So yeah.

And when the video unfroze, Joe is suddenly behind and Honor Society was singing. Maybe I should do a research on this band. I know nothing about them =x

Still eating =x

He was showing us that he was eating bread.

Yum.

LOL! This is damn funny and cute. He read out someone's message saying "Smile Nick!" and then he did that >.<

Nick J. can never part from these kind of drinks =x Doesn't look like his normal Diet Coke though o.o

Third guest: Paul Kevin Jonas Senior aka Paul Kevin Jonas the First aka Papa Jonas aka Dadager. Nick is MIA again coz he went to take food =x

Papa Jonas was like "Lookout Europe..lookout Asia"
O.O WORLD TOUR!!! =x

=x Trust me the boys weren't sleeping. They happened to be blinking when I took this =x

A round of applause for Joe coz he got his driver's license last week. LOL! Finally Joe :p

Nick said he'd get his license in March :D So young..only 17 this year. I'm 21 this year and I've got nothing. pft! :(

They were singing "Hello Beautiful" in this one..after that they continued with "Lovebug" but I didn't take a pic of that =x

Fourth guest of the day: The Band!! :D
Ryan Liestman - The guy who tied his hair.
Jack "Flawless Lawless" Lawless - The long hair guy.
John Taylor - Wearing a cap or whatever it is called.
Greg Garbowsky - Bottom right guy in black. The blogger =p

Fifth guest: Everyone's favourite, Jonas Brother's 2m Tall (Someone said it..not me =x) Bodyguard Big Rob!! (You can watch him rap in Jonas Brothers' "Burning Up" Videoclip =])

He only dropped by for awhile..I could only take one pic =.=

Sixth guest: The lady that lots of people love..(including me =x)..Denise Jonas aka Denise Mummy!! :D I don't know why I call her Denise mummy..I know the Jonas Brothers calls her mummy sometimes =x Maybe some people call her Mama Jonas o.O I dunno?

She's all smiles and look at her sons faces..LOL =x

SEE!! She's damn SWEET :D

I don't know what she's doing to Joe =x

Gotta Go..Bye~

*Poof* Gone.

LOL! 25 ROOMS!

39,410 VIEWERS O.O And I was in Room 2 throughout =x

Well look at the time the chat ended..7.41am would mean 6.45pm there..they had a performance at 8pm so they needed to get ready..eat..pray for 45 minutes and stuff so yea..

1hr 13mins chat felt so short! :(

So you know why it didn't make a difference to which room we were at? It is said that the Jonas Brothers could only read messages from the main room. I don't know how true that is. I was busy staring at them, I didn't even type anything at the chatbox except when the video frozed ==,

There's band tonight..I need to sleep but I can't. My brain is occupied. I feel panic-y and I hate that =.=

Urgh. =.=

And sorry for the super long entry!! I think I'll just sleep after band tonight..If I sleep now I probably won't go band already =x

So in conclusion, highlights of today's chat:
1. They did warn us that they haven't eaten yet and that we may see them eat and stuff so yea.
2. Frankie is a science geek! =x He kept asking Chemistry things like "the atomic weight of Carbon" o.o LOL i forgot all those crap..that was so 5 years ago O.O
3. Honor Society is their good friend from New Jersey. Never heard of them before today =x
4. Today's chat had alot of singing..excluding Honor Society, they probably sang short phrases from 4 or 5 songs.
5. When Papa Jonas came, someone said "I am Amazed" and he replied "I am Amazed everyday." =p Click Here to watch "I Am Amazed" sung by Kevin Paul Senior, Kevin Paul Junior and Joseph Adam Jonas when the boys were super young >.<
6. Joe got his driver's license last week.
7. Nick's getting his in March.
8. Jonas Brothers 3D Movie will be in Cinemas 27th Feb 09 (In America so Singapore have to wait for a few months).
9. Their TV Series JONAS will be airing on Disney Channel in May 09 (In America so Singapore have to wait for a few months).
10. Nick is starting to be as funny as Joe >.< He's Eddie Murphy! =x

That's all I can remember for now..I found a video of this morning's chat on youtube..it's not full..just a little of Frankie and Honor Society.

Sorry again for the super long post, enjoy.

Hey hey!

2009-01-13T10:25:00.002+08:00

Hey guess what I found on imeem while updating my blog playlist today!

HOW GIRLS FLIRT:

1. She calls you by your full name not just a nick name.
2. She hits you softly on the arm and laughs when you say something funny.
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says, "No, I'm not telling you who I like!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seemingly interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends and she is almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes you on a girl you like.
9. You catch her staring at you.
10. She plays with your hair or tries to put make up on you.
11. Her friends outside of school and in school know about you, and says she talks about you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address. ( stalker much? )
13. She will try and talk, and spend time with you as much as possible

HOW GUYS FLIRT:

1. He stares at you alot.
2. He hits you alot. (just play hitting )
3. He uses the first thing that pops into his head to start a converstaion with you
4. He yelled, "Hi!", to your mum that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Brown Sugar" with you cuz you couldn't get another girl pal to go and didn't want to go alone.
6. He tries to make you laugh anyway even if he gets hurt in the process
7. His voice gets softer when ever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him. He called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh. OK, you do laugh PRETTY LOUD. Which makes you laugh even harder...
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.
14. He uses every possible way to touch you (your hair, face, thighs, KNEES,ect.)

LOL! I think some part not true lo =.= Coz for "How Girls Flirt", I do point 11, 12 and 13 to BFF =x I was flirting meh?? K lo then I dont talk about him already (as much as I can control =x) Point 12 cant be helped =.= Can't brainwash o.o And I didn't stalk..he brought us home =.=

Point 13 is not that I "try and talk, and spend time with him as much as possible" arh..it's happen to o.o I wonder why too o.o

Ah whatever don't care. I refuse to admit I flirt with BFF coz he is just BFF and nothing more =.=

And please take note I said BFF not BF..hur hur..don't anyhow =.=

I do point 11, 12 and 13 to Aqidah BFF Ah Yi too leh o.o I'm not a lesbian >.<

Ok I hereby conclude that the crap isn't true! =x *denial*

You May Now Kiss The Bride..

2009-01-12T11:14:00.021+08:00

I'M MARRIED!!

Believe??

Don't haha coz I'm not..but --xSodium is..

If you don't already know, --xSodium is my AuditionSEA character.

So it all started with..

LOL! =x

Throw flower =x

Suay..Aaron never get =x

Me and Mummy o.o

Thanx to all those who came :D
Aaron Mummy (--xChromium)
Weiyang (toismir)
PY (UselessGirl)
Evelyn (-MoH-Hermi20)
Jia Huan (-KNS-GalGal) sorry they took up 6 slots till you couldn't come in..he told me he needed 3 in the end use 6..pft! really sorry :(

And thnx to non-audi people who congrats me like Jaclyn Ying o.o I wonder which idiot told her about this crap. She said she knew before Aaron told her..skali the idiot is me..waha! I seriously don't remember =.=

For any other people out there, please don't grats me..audi world is rubbish one =x Atleast to me la =x I'm posting all this for fun?

Ok Major Project Time..Chiowz!!~

Trauma vs phobia.

2009-01-10T11:52:00.005+08:00

trauma Pronunciation [trou-muh]

–noun, plural
1. Pathology. a. a body wound or shock produced by sudden physical injury, as from violence or accident.
b. the condition produced by this; traumatism.

2. Psychiatry. a. an experience that produces psychological injury or pain.
b. the psychological injury so caused.

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phobia Pronunciation [foh-bee-uh]

–noun
a persistent, irrational fear of a specific object, activity, or situation that leads to a compelling desire to avoid it.

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Actually, it's not versus.It's and.

We're not having a discussion about trauma versus phobia. We're gonna talk about trauma AND phobia.

Thinking about it just makes me shiver but anyway everybody have to face certain fears sometimes.

Have you ever experienced or shall I say witnessed and accident?

I don't mean just wrecked vehicles or whatever.

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accident Pronunciation [ak-si-duhnt]

–noun
1. an undesirable or unfortunate happening that occurs unintentionally and usually results in harm, injury, damage, or loss; casualty; mishap: automobile accidents.
2. Law. such a happening resulting in injury that is in no way the fault of the injured person for which compensation or indemnity is legally sought.
3. any event that happens unexpectedly, without a deliberate plan or cause.
4. chance; fortune; luck: I was there by accident.
5. a fortuitous circumstance, quality, or characteristic: an accident of birth.
6. Philosophy. any entity or event contingent upon the existence of something else.
7. Geology. a surface irregularity, usually on a small scale, the reason for which is not apparent.

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So yah. Have you??

Ok so last night on the way home me and my BFFs aka Tan Family members Aaron and Aqidah experienced something that as much as possible, even if we were given a million dollars, we wouldn't want to experience it. Ever. Again. In our lives. Ever.

Ever seen an idiot get the hand stuck at the door for instance? Imagine you wanna alight from the bus. You happen to be an impatient idiot who put you hand at the door.

So when the driver opens the door, your hands get stuck and uh oh. Pain. So you scream yes?

[FYI, i got my hand stuck in the lift before..so I roughly know how painful it is to get your hand stuck somewhere =x]

Ok now imagine yourself with two friends. Sitting at the busstop peacefully on a normal windy night, waiting for an 87 of 51 bus service to come.

So you saw 93 came and was like "yea yea whatever not my bus.." and so the door opens for people to alight. Before the doors open you already saw two indian men, prolly bangladeshis. The the doors open and apparently the left one (your left) didn't open.

You and your friends sit there wondering why on earth that man don't wanna go to the right side if the left door wouldn't open.

Remember. You're sitting right infront of the door. And suddenly the man on the left started screaming like !@#$%^&* How would you feel? Stunned? Shocked? Still blur?

And the scream he gave was the super haunting kind. Not the high pitch ghost kind. The "HOMG MY HAND GOT CHOPPED!!I LOST MY FINGERS!!" kind of scream.

But at the end of the day, I doubt his hand had to be chopped off o.o Nah..stuck at the bus door..I don't think there was a need to chop them =.=

So anyway yah..with that story, what would you do?? (tag your answers if you want to =p)

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Meanwhile back to the real situation. Aqidah used her fingers to block her ears and started to look down. I was still in the stunned world and for some reason my body decided to copy her actions o.o

And she's like "Can we go away from here??" I'm like "GOGO!" I'll be more than happy la =x

So we ran to the back of the busstop and she started screaming to herself. I didnt. But honestly using fingers to block our ears wasn't really helpful..I could still hear that man..should have screamed along with Aqidah =.=

I turned behind and saw Aaron's leg (coz the bus guide blocked the view. Thank god for that!)

In my mind was like "Aaron what are you doing there??" =x

Then Aqidah suggested that we walked to the next busstop. Thank god for Aqidah! I love her..she's so smart even during panic / stunned moments :D

And so we walked away and I shouted "AARON!" and we continued brisk walking. (We later found out he didn't hear me shouting. He claims the man scream louder than me calling him =.=)

Me and Aqidah brisk walked for quite a distance..she was still "lalala"-ing coz she didn't want to hear the indian man.

As we were like panicly talking and trying to let everything out, suddenly SOME PEOPLE silently came behind us and screamed that made me and Aqidah scream. Basket Aaron =.=

That thing made us pretty traumatised and we're kind of in phobia. And the problem with me is that I have wild imagination. If I don't get something out of my head, in may go in my dream at night in exagerated form =.= Sucks.

But I could sleep last night. Thank god. I finally manage to sleep at about 4am this morning? I don't remember.

Wow. We are so not going to that busstop anymore. We don't need flashbacks. I hereby declare that I learnt my lesson. If Aaron wants to cross via the overhead bridge, I will drag my ass no matter what. For safety reasons =x

Ok long post. Too long. I hope See Hua likes it coz she told me to make it A LITTLE BIT longer but I guess I had too much to say =x

Chiowz!!~

Take care Aqidah & Aaron..may we get that idiot out of our heads..

and for everyone out there, take care of your hands ok. If your hand happen to get stuck in the future, please don't scream like your hands got chopped off..I'm begging you..you scared the crap out of 3 YOUNG people..the other people at the busstop could still gather at the busstop to see but you made 2 girls run away and 3 people got freaked out.

Thanx for your cooperation and sorry for any inconvenience caused :)

Getting it out of my system.

2009-01-07T15:45:00.006+08:00

There are two options. You make the move or I make the move.

I'll respect your decision of caring about other's feelings. That's awesome. I mean it..no sarcasm..some people dont even care about other's feeling so that's a good thing on your part :)

I'm left with two options too. To remain pissed and angry with that thing or to bang my head against the wall and hopefully cause a concussion so that I'll forget the thing..

I vote for the second option because I want to be a happy person..why would I want to feel angry and pissed all the time because of something that is not related to my life?

I'm sorry for being overprotective..it happens to be my nature and I know it sucks..I lack self control..I'm really sorry.

I'm gonna go clubbing with my classmates now..hopefully I can forget this thing atleast for that short moment.

Before any misunderstanding occurs, I just wanna say that it is your life and only you have the rights to make the decision. Whatever your decision is, I will respect it. If you're wondering why I post this, refer to the blog title. Thanx.

Labels: yani is an ass.

Telemarketers..

2008-12-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen this is the reason why me and Anisah should never EVER go back to our job as a telemarketer..

COMEBACK! =x

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Went over to Montfort today to surprise Aaron..I'm not sure if he's surprised or not la..originally the "I told Aaron I'm not going Montfort but I am" group consisted of me, Aqidah and Raz..as time passed, Jaclyn and Isaac(Aaron's darling) joined in but they eventually backed out !@#$%^&* ==,

So the three of us went ahead and are we sway or what..you know how Aaron walked in during Pilatus during ITE Band's concert and that Pilatus was the 2nd last song..

Today, the 3 of us only heard the last two songs played by Montfort Alumni..in which..we didn't see Matthew nor Charlie nor Clement(atleast he told Raz earlier that he's not performing) nor Thomas and I couldn't find Gary, Gerald and Joshua == I wonder how they look like now =/

I saw Tini though =p Coz I called her to come and watch..LOL! Dang she's supportive =p

After concert we waited for Aaron to take photos with him..we were waiting for him to take a group photo but he continued talking to his classmates ==, we waited till we walked to Macs and let them eat..till we walked to Hougang interchange and saw my grandma..

** HELLO SHARON MUMMY!! Eh..I mean grandma!! =x ** Hope she doesn't see this..if she does then I'm gonna 100% blame Aaron coz he declared it =x

Back to story, so we waited till we went seperate ways and went home..till we reach home..till we're going to bed soon..still no group photo..

Performance over lo..thanx =x

Aaron owes us a photo..OUH He's dead =x

High!!~

2008-11-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

For some reason, I'm damn high today..apart from the fact that I slept like a pig..

My uncle's sms did wake me up at 09:12:21am but I immediately fell asleep after that and the next time I opened my eyes was..4.06pm (according to my handphone).

PRO.

Gee I guess this is simply to pay all the hours of sleep that I didn't have during the weekdays =x

Not that I couldn't have them..I was busy semi tonning (via msn) with loved ones like Aqidah, Raz, Jaclyn and Aaron XD

Ok anyway today, honestly, nothing to say =x

Audition's NPCs still has bug..damn awesome..the NPCs can't hit "Perfect" so you're sure to win no matter how noob you are..like me :D

Sodium's got 2 million plus but it's not for keeps la..need to donate to Fam so that it can expand so people like AaronT can join..haha..just kidding..not you alone =x

Heheh! Random =x

I LOVE MY BOYS!!~ <3

I felt so high that I made a last minute entry to the list of people going ELEMENTS Chalet..and I'm dragging Aaron along but apparently he dao me..that boy's probably too busy doing assignments..which I refused to help after he told me he got D for Eulogy !@#$%^&*

I'm never doing people's assignment ever! ==.

Hmm..ok nothing else..someone please remind me to bring my payslip to work tomorrow? If not I wont get my pay again ==,

Then again, what IS the real point of getting my pay when it's gonna get stuck in my bank account as SOME PEOPLE called FATHER don't wanna withdraw my $$ ==,

I owe my mum more than $300 already..sian ==,

It's my maternal grandpa (Abu Serah)'s Death Anniversary..it's been

7 years

..but you are someone I will never forget..(unless I have dimentia or any other diseases that causes people to forget things).

Coz you are one of a kind..I still remember how much you love your grandchildren..how you would make us durian rice and feed us..it was awesome..

How you fetched me when I was in kindergarden and how I refused to go home with you on that particular day and when I got home the radio was playing "Bersama" by Ella..I recalled how I didn't wanna listen to you and I cried till the song ended.

I pretty much regret what I did..for disobeying you and you were fine with it..I watched you leave..I cried in the school bus and when people asked why I was crying I said my friend made me cry..gee..young liar..

Poor friend of mine..I think her name was Sharifah Nadirah..from Marsiling CC..wherever you are I'm sorry for blaming you for nothing..

Anyway, that song still affects me..if I hear the beginning of that song anywhere, I will off it or walk away coz I know for sure that I'll get flashbacks of you, my grandpa and I'll just cry my eyeballs out.

I will never forget my life's greatest regret in which in my mind, I wanted to hug you before mum and I left Mama's place at about 11+pm..in which a few hours later, at 2+am, you left us forever..

I have never forgiven myself for that grave mistake that I did till now..

Oh Tok Wan I really love you..and I hope you didn't see what I did as I was typing all these..I want you to be happy up there because I love you :)

Hopeless, Breathless Baby Can't You See??

2008-11-04T12:28:00.007+08:00

3 Nov 08, 00:46
Aaron: lol. U finally blogged. Yay..
Excuse me? Don't say people..you need to revive your own blog too ==,

3 Nov 08, 11:14
shihui: relink me babe. sorry. hugs!
Huh AGAIN?? Lol! done =x

3 Nov 08, 13:35
Aqidah: "now im speechless.. lalalalala breathless, lalalalalalalalaa. love bug again. HAHA. lets sing in buses again! (:
But we just did on Monday! Gimme gimme more gimme more =x Ouh and you better memorize the lyrics if you wanna sing..you've been mumbling..anyhow only =x

4 Nov 08, 10:21
priis: Woah. New blogskin!
Yes ofcourse..Jonas Latest Videoclip <3

4 Nov 08, 11:56
hua: haha hu ask u sooo long den update i tot u killed tis blog liao.. =p
Nah..this blog is strong de..CPR abit will revive =x

Lastnight.
So there was this mini accident in 161 last night..with Aqidah..no this time I didn't fall..again?? Nono..I just bumped my hand..I guess that's why people say don't stand when the bus is moving..

Then again, the bus driver cant possibly wait for everybody to sit before driving off..that's gonna waste time..so I guess Aqidah almost fell but she didn't coz she was using both hands to hold the railing at the stairs damn tightly..unless I saw wrong =x

So I was trying to sit but the bus was just plain violent in its movement so I banged my hand. And once again, Aqidah laughed at me..tsk..such saddist ==.

But I think it's not a big deal compared to when I first fell..DID YOU KNOW that the bruise is gone..as in my skin isn't red anymore but if u apply pressure on that part, I'll scream "OUCH!!!" and slap you :D

Coz it still hurts..and it has a lump so I guess I've got blood clot there..err..duh..internal bleeding..blood clot..sian ==.

I've been too busy to apply Zambuk =x Ouh yea wanna take this opportunity to thank Jerome for recommending Zambuk to me though he said "Jambuk" and Sher and Pris told me it's Zambuk =x

I guess it helped the bruise go away a little faster-er. And wanna thank See Hua and Desmond for reminding me to apply pressure and rub so that the clot will go away.. *ouch* =x

Yea like he said..no pain no gain =/

Today.
Met Pris and Sher for lunch today..WALAO! SHIOK! FREE FOOD!! Who would say no? =x

Actually it was kind of expected..they went in Pizza Hut and I'm like "Hey..don't try to be funny..I don't want a repetition of Swensens!"

For those who dont know the Swensens story. There was a time we met for lunch. They went in Swensens and looked at the menu. Asked what I wanted to buy and so I honestly said "I'm not buying anything. I know I can't afford so it's up to you"

I thought they had big bucks coz they usually do..

And so the Swensens people served plain water. Sherry took a sip or two. And then they decided to move on as it was too expensive.

I'm like WHAT??? O.O *stares at Sherry's cup* I didn't even know how to leave but well yea we did anyway..

I don't want such things to ever happen again please.

But gladly it wasn't like that today. Ouh by the way met Charlie at Pizza Hut..he came later but left earlier..basket ==

I guess we were just unluckily served damn slowly that my 1 hours lunch break accidentally became 2 hours ==

Black mark..urgh ==.

So they ordered food and then said "Actually we're not hungry..we just feel like eating" o.o

Lucky me =x

So I ate whatever they couldn't finish and I could even burp..WOW! Eating other's unfinished food is actually filling =x

Can I upload the pics next time?? Urgh so lazy~

Ouh and before I go, I have a confession.

HARIANI MISSES JOE

ALOT ALOT!!

I MISS YOU LOADS!!

PAUL KEVIN (JUNIOR),

JOSEPH ADAM,

NICHOLAS JERRY,

FRANKLIN NATHANIEL,

DENISE MUMMY AND

PAUL KEVIN(SENIOR)..

ALL 5 JONAS-ES

<333333333333333333333

LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!

Speaking of family, I feel so damn blessed today. Yesterday I mass smsed the people in my contact list to promote TPBand Concert. My Aunt smsed "Ok. Me and my family are going. That would be 4 tickets"

I'm like WHATT??? *imitates Joe's exagerated reaction in one of his videos*

But really la..I had 6 pathetic tickets to sell..it was going at 0 sales..constant..and in an instant, I sold 4 =x Today, there was an update..she says "Good news! Tok is coming to your concert!"

And I'm like

Btw this is the video I'm talking about..you wanna see the real thing, it's on Jonas Youtube..this is just a sound effect =x

Woah. Suddenly, on my last concert, I've got 5 supporting family members! *touched*

My mum still hates band..after 8yrs =x

Erhem..My Birthday's in half an hour..if you get what I mean..boguses?? =x

I'M BACK!!~

2008-11-01T19:21:00.006+08:00

LOL! Like finally..hello world..I'm sorry I've been really busy..with either work, band or AuditionSEA.

But apparently, my AuditionSEA is screwed..season 2 is up but mine can't patch so I'm sianing..

Was kind of supposed to meet Aaron but I give up. He said "I'll call you" hours ago but now it's..6.38pm?

LOL! Forget it..I'm lazy =x

We're supposed to meet to go to Suntec to get the Audition Patch CD..only 50 available..what da heck ==

But it's getting late so I guess not today..

First up, to reply to the stuff on the tagboard..(my replies in blue)

21 Sep 08, 23:00
Aqidah: hahha, i will continue putting it back too ah. i will try persuading that i've got money etc. loyal reader ehhh. of cos! =)
LOL persuade even when you dont have money? =/ Are you still loyal btw? =x

22 Sep 08, 09:19
priis: Really? It's normal? Now i know that. :)
Yep. Now you do..btw if you forgot what this is about, see older msgs at the tagboard =x

23 Sep 08, 11:26
ika: YANI!haha.like once in a lifetime i bloghop.MISS U.
LOL Miss you too..Happy Belated Birthday..again! =x

24 Sep 08, 00:03
dalston: YUP!! band getting sian. REAL SIAN!! haha. Don worry, i'm going on friday. ^^
LOL even if sian dont so direct la =x Eeeks! Concert coming up =x

25 Sep 08, 22:34
dalston: Pon band only, haven quit yet. haha.
YET?? What you mean yet ==.

25 Sep 08, 22:35
dalston: Audition is seriously getting kinda sian lei. haha, bo pian!! perhaps i'll drop in occasionally? ^^ LOL, dun emo liao~~
LOL Eh..got Season 2 liao eh..are you gonna try patching? =x

25 Sep 08, 22:38
dalston: and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! ps for super late wishing
LOL not late la..5 days nia =x

1 Oct 08, 08:18
Tin: relink! www.fancyl-ove.blogspot.com
Wello..relinked le =p

3 Oct 08, 15:21
shihui: relink me (: sorry uh, keep changing blog addr.
Lol! Np..linked.

3 Oct 08, 17:44
sher: HARIANI, I've been waiting for your updates for soooooooooooooooo long
Oh. Keep waiting =x And good luck with that =x

4 Oct 08, 22:51
Aqidah: weiiiii, hahaha. time to update alrd.
eh..are you tired? =x

5 Oct 08, 17:29
parr0t: totally agree with aqidah! wahahahahhahahaha! UPDATE YANIE!!! lolx!
update yanie?? update myself?? =x

5 Oct 08, 23:27
Nicole: U.P.D.A.T.E !!
B.L.E.A.G.H !! =x

5 Oct 08, 23:36
Aaron: Idiot you... =x
nyahaha! You're the idiot lo =x

5 Oct 08, 23:37
Aaron: I wont slap u 10457 times? Hahaha
Hehe! I dare ok..actually I dare to put the real thing..I just had the mood to save your ass =x

6 Oct 08, 12:20
priscilla: pops
Pops? Confirm kryps =x

6 Oct 08, 17:52
ika: misses
misses you too =p *hug*

9 Oct 08, 12:01
fluffy: BOO! miss ya LOADS~~ =)
aww I miss you too..I thought we just met =x *hug*

15 Oct 08, 02:11
Aaron: blog la. =x
Cannot..too busy and it's your fault =x

16 Oct 08, 09:55
Vino: Hariani's Blog is officially dead. :))
No it's not..unless I made it official =x So it's unofficially dead =x

24 Oct 08, 22:10
fidah: hi yani.. ni blog baru ku .. do tag k =)
I've relinked =p Asal tak pakai blogger lagi seh :(

27 Oct 08, 05:19
train: and im de only one who didnt update my blog... lol
Who said that? He/she is SO wrong =x

29 Oct 08, 10:07
hua: hmm...izzit me or izzit true tt u're not updating?? haha~
err..it's both =x

29 Oct 08, 23:35
train: okie... shes not updating.. i think she has forgotten tat this blog existed? lol
LOL I didn't lo..I dropby when I can but..too much Vitamin L? =x LAZY! =x

Oops..time check: 7.16pm..that boy is still not calling..FORGET IT LO..NOT today..I mean night =x

SIANZATION..NO AUDI NO LIFE! Oops..I guess it only applies to me =x

Argh..sian..today stoned whole day..ROAR..

Ok I sound totally bored =x

So how's my blogskin? It isn't the original one..for some reason I can't stand the original background so I sat and searched for another one =x I may edit a little here and there..I don't even remember when was the last time I dealed with blog codes =x

Sheesh..last entry was like..26 days ago?? Aiya..I should have waited for the 1st month anniversary atleast ==

SIAN

Dare.

2008-10-05T23:31:00.001+08:00

This is a dare. Will he slap my face upside down 10457 times?? =x

Rush.

2008-09-18T21:50:00.007+08:00

I tell you arh..originally I wanted to put the title as "Bleed much?" Coz last night my piercing on my right ear bled (for the first time in 19 years? Or atleast as long as I can remember) and this morning I shitted blood =x

But anyway yea here I am typing as fast as I can. Yah. My bad..I didn't get to switch my lappy on last night so I'm deprived of Audition..gee..when will this addiction die off =x

Anyway frankly, I have a set of blog notes in my phone but I guess I wont talk bout it in this entry..I'll probably update the whole week's entries during the weekend =x

Shall explain why in the weekend too =x

To describe 'how was work today?' in 3 words : I LOIKE IT! =x

Coz tasks came one after another and I wasn't given any opportunity to stone or rot..awesome :D Gimme gimme more =p

I guess when you've got task, the time just flies away..but when you rot it's horrible..maybe that's why I like it when I got things to do for the 8 and a half hours =x

Though I stoned for half an hour or so when I came at 9am coz boss haven't come =x

Kk just droppingby..coz that day is coming near..BOO!! Tomorrow is my last day of being the same age as Joe..damnit =.=

Nevermind..I can wait for 15th August 2009 =x

Kk so anyway I know noone will bother but here's my wishlist..things I aim to get before I turn 21 =x

Dunno can make it or no though =/

Yani's Wishlist.
1. JOSEPH ADAM JONAS!!! and his brothers ofcourse =x Yep the aim is to meet them but even if it's after I turn 21, it's still ok..I'll keep waiting =x
2. Guitar. Yep..Bogus Kevin is motivated to be like the real Kevin..She wants to get a guitar and a guitar book and start a self learning journey..like the real Kevin Jonas =p
3. Jonas Brothers and Camp Rock CDS..There's 3 in the list.. "Jonas Brothers"(their self titled second album which came out in 2007), "A Little Bit Longer"(their third album which came out August 12th 2008) and "Camp Rock Soundtrack".
4. Hair Conditioner. Yep. Time to do something bout the hair..improve it in which way I can..but I got no time to survey Hair Conditioners so this wish will be put on hold for awhile =x
5. ~~Jonas Related Stuff~~ Any will do..it is cancelled out only coz Pris already gave me last night..a Jonas Brothers poster from Teenage Magazine..the opposite side was a HSM3 Senior Year poster..LOL! Shiok lo..double dose =x But more are welcomed =x

Hmm..those are what I consider "realistic" wishes for a student with low income like me..

If I had the money, I would aim 2 more stuff..
1. DIGICAM! - I need it..LOL! I want a waterproof, shock proof, auto focus, anti shake, high resolution camera that can store lots of memory, with long lasting battery..hmm..basically something that lasts in my violent hands..LOL! No idea if there's such a camera that matches my requirements =x
2. PSP - though I fear I may get addicted, alot of people are having it already..so must consider =x

Time to AUDI! Till then..

p/s: Doesn't it hurt to know that the one giving you allowance is someone who doesn't work and yet has to fork out the money just for you? She wants you to save up but it's just painful to know she (who doesn't get allowance coz she doesn't work) is the one forking out the money..

She gave me $4 a day, I've been secretly putting $2 back in her purse..if you were me, what would you do? =/

Time.

2008-09-14T21:28:00.001+08:00

"Time Look Where We Are And What We've Been Through
Time Sharing Our Dreams
Time Goes On And On Everyday Baby
Time Is What It Is
Come What May Come What May"

Heh! The blog title made me think of a Backstreet Boys song..like Sherry says, I'm a true Backstreet fan coz I could recognise a short phrase as a Backstreet song =x

But anyway yep I'm finally back lah.

A night before I start my first ever job in my whole life. Kinda nervous. Coz it's a no-interview job o.o..freaky..but anyway I'm glad :D

I shall not blog about my company coz it's safer not to..teacher's advice..gotta listen =p

Yep. Starting internship tomorrow and I've calculated..at the rate I'm going, I'm sleepy alot these days..so if I were to sleep for 10 hours, I need to sleep at 6pm..LOL! Unlogic la..

So even if I sleep at 9pm, I'll get 7 hours of sleep. But 9pm is like o.o I have never slept this early before >.< And it's 8.28pm now and I haven't even bathe. Time just flies too fast sometimes..

And I doubt I have time to do up the entries for this week so just incase I don't publish it then I'm sorry yah..will try to do it a.s.a.p (procided I'm motivated to blog XD)

Alright, to cut the crap, today basically went shopping with mum. Poor her. she spent $202 on MY FORMAL CLOTHES!

Walao..damn expensive..but too bad..big size people just have to suffer and pay more =/

Gotta credit Sant Rolane Boutique for catering people my size..gotta credit Sherry for introducing the shop to me..if I'm not wrong it was her la..but anyhoo, she helped me check the Operating Hours of the shop so thanx arh xiao jie :D

Ouh yea I've got a discount card for this shop already..so if you wanna go come find me arh..I'll be your companion with a discount card XD

That's all the way at Hougang..then we went to Causeway Point's Chamelon to look for Hari Raya accesories..I guess Hari Raya preparations are quite done.

Shoes - checked.
Clothes - checked.
Accesories - checked.
Money - (6) XD.

If you dont get what (6) means, ctrl c and ctrl v it on msn :D

Ouh yea, and I developed the habbit to put fullstop(.) after every sentence I make. Eventhough it's just a short blog note in my phone for example "$220." =.= The fullstop is just there =.=

Kk no time to sidetrack..back on the railway track, after that went to Banquet and Bazar to buy food for break fast then headed home. My sis has been playing with her laptop's webcam for the whole day..I took a pic of it but I can't show coz at that point of time she haven't bathe..(6) XD

Argh..time's running out..I'll postpone my sleep to 10pm instead..Audition time XD

If you're wondering about the time of the entry, I went to bathe in the middle of blogging..it's not that I take that long to type =x

Confession.

2008-08-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm..right now I'm feeling calm so I feel that what I did was kind of wrong..a wee bit =x Coz I'm still not happy..then again, Vino is right..

Angry people talk rubbish!

=x

Heh! So I'm still gonna post my original blog entry..with a dash across the whole thing so those who don't wanna see the angry Hariani talking rubbish then you can skip the blue, dashed words =x

Sick and tired of this fucking feeling. Getting all fucked up. Spouting these fucking words. Commiting fucking sins. I get mad every morning eversince my paper was over.

What the fuck..

Fifth day of anger..pardon the words..I need to let it out..

You know what? They are right. You should always blame yourself..blaming others is like pointing a finger at that person..now look at your hand..your other fingers(except your thumb) is actually pointing back at you..which simply means you're 3 times more responsible for it.

So maybe..just maybe I should change..sleep at 12am (on a fucking holiday) and wake up at 8am (on a fucking holiday)..So as to stop making my lifespan even shorter, 8 hours of sleep per day would do..

Then 8am to midnight, try and figure out ways to entertain myself..that way. I'll have 16 hours of life instead of the current 9hours?

I'm only left with 7 days anyway..oh wow..happy holidays yani..gratz that you have a curfew at your age..hopefully that would make everyone (including me) happy?? Gee I'll try =.=

I'll miss my old, happier life..it was awesome while it lasted..I need to release stress but fasting month starts tomorrow..cant club =/ Oh fuck!

Just leave me alone..I'm still not matured anyway =.=

=x

Up there, when I said I should change, I was sarcastic coz I was damn angry..but below is what I truly feel now =x

Yah angry people talk rubbish..an angry Hariani speaks a whole lot of rubbish..so long winded =x

But anyway yah..the calmer Hariani feels that maybe, just maybe, a change would be good..but I'll really miss my old life..I still remember during one of the holidays when I couldn't sleep..it was like 2+ or 3+ or 4+am..I forgot but it was seriously a time when you can barely find people who are not asleep =x

My eyes were wide open..I put a CD in the player, switched on the stereo and started to groove to the music aka dance like a total idiot at the Living Room..air guitars and stuff >.< It was so fun though I was doing it alone..but hey..what's the imagination for? =p

Ah..those days >.<

Today I woke up 12+pm..great improvement..but I still couldn't sleep immediately..I was so angry that I kept sighing and sighing for god knows how long..I prolly slept at 3+am =x 1+ hours improvement..not bad =x

But you know..at your most 'MADDEST' moment, think of something that's so pleasant and sweet, it totally works as a distraction..

For example Joseph :D Think ok him, *high* then can sleep..

And the best part is when you think so much about someone before you sleep, they are bound to be part of your dream..

AWESOME!! =x

"A little bit longer
And I'll be fine"

:D

HOMG I just saw a Jonas Family photo and I have to let this out.

Denise Mummy

is the luckiest lady ever!!

In the entire planet!!

Coz she has

a WONDERFUL guy as her

husband,

3 HOTTIES as sons

and another CUTIE as a

son..

*faints*

Which girl, got 5 guys around you but still not happy..

Eyy don't get me wrong..I'm not desperate..I know my social circle are mostly girls and 99% of the people in my social circle are younger than me..don't need to be reminded..

But..who cares?? If I'm not bothered then you shouldn't too :D

Audiland.

Completed 3 stages of story mode..currently stuck again coz the next stage is 8key =.=

Ouh by the way "Joe" was online again but he didn't reply me..chey!!~ =x

Cheerio~

Actually.

2008-08-25T17:30:00.006+08:00

Actually, I didn't wanna blog today. Coz I'm on Panic mode..DBSY is freaking tomorrow and I haven't freaking study and I'm still freaking slacking and now I'm freaking out..

AAAAAHHHHH!!!

** runs around frantically like a mad woman and bangs into a wall..ouh wait..It's not a wall..It's a tall young man with dark wavy hair..it's JOE JONAS!! **

Hmm..obviously nuts =.=

Lol! I'm listening to BB Good and Joe just went "Listen girl, you gotta be good..I don't wanna hurt you..I wanna kiss you!"
LOL! Nice timing >.<

Anyway, I'm not mentally stable right now..I think too panic but anyhoo, I'm dropping here for 5 minutes to show you the things I owe you from my 23rd August entry..

My last words were..

Wanna know who??

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Wait for tomorrow's blog entry =x

Yes? Yah I forgot to mention yesterday due to the damn long entry so here goes..

I saw someone online O.O

He uploaded the note on his photobucket account.

And awhile later, it's gone. (Coz he doesn't keep the notes there)

Made this photo yesterday =x

Created a youtube account today =x For fun la..and I'm kiasu coz I saw someone named their video "Bogus Jonas Brothers" so I better chop the name first like a Kiasu Aunty =x

This is the note I got =x

So in conclusion, yep the guy I msned with was Joseph Adam Jonas..or atleast the person claimed to be Joe.

I just played along coz I've got nothing to lose (except time..but if it's the real Joseph then I don't mind spending my time talking to him =x)

If it was a poser then he did a good job in
1. Creating a convincing photobucket account.
2. Convincing other fans that he is Joe.
3. Doing research and knowing that JB is at Ohio and the timing of Ohio and that JB has a concert the next day.
4. Saying that your brothers are in their own rooms, something like MTV Live and Mobile.
And most importantly,
5. Forging Joe's signature?

LOL I don't know..on the other hand, if it was Joe,

DAMN YOU'RE AWESOME!!

And thanx for the note!! :D

You rock my world!! :D

And I told you about Bogus Jonas..

So we're Official..

AWESOME!! :D

Ok gotta study DBSY now =x

And frankly..I'm still doubting this guy =/

Loner.

2008-08-24T20:36:00.004+08:00

Woah sian. At the rate my tagboard is going, I think I've been talking to myself..or atleast blogging for my own sake since nobody reads it..maybe except Pris.

But anyway it's ok if there's noone here..as long as I'm happy. And speaking of Happy, I'm not. Coz I totally wasted my day due to blogging =x Or maybe coz I didn't put my heart and soul into it so I didn't progress quickly and ended up spending hours on a single blog entry =.=

Ouh by the way, I just did the entry for 21st August 2008..yea..spent hours on that entry =.=

Including uploading the videos, blablabla..

Refering to my blognotes in my phone, I realised I missed out certain things.

22nd August 2008
I made my first ever Jonas video on this day.
Well ok fine, I didn't make it..I just mixed them up but I can't post them..ouh wait..today(24thAug) IS the day!

It's exactly 2 weeks to Camp Rock so I can post it..haha! Lucky you..I mean me..I forgot noone reads =.=

There you go =x

Besides that, Disney's gonna be "Camp Rockified" on 7th & 8th Sept..like OMJ!! The advertisement said something like the cast of Camp Rock is gonna take over Disney on 7th Sept from 10am till the premiere of Camp Rock which is at 7.30pm. And on the 8th, the Cast is gonna take over from 5pm till the premiere of Camp Rock Behind the Scenes..

OMJ I think I'm gonna cabut from school on the 8th =x My Major Project group damn sway =x

I'm telling you..watching Disney is damn harmful..I get Heart Attack daily coz of Jonas..I think I'm going nuts soon =x

Ouh by the way, got my DBSY results when I was at Marina Square with BJ(Bogus Jonas)..screamed in public >.<

Yea my results made me scream then my head went blank. I had a week but I totally slacked and did not study for DBSY..and now I'm thinking if that 60% I already have can save me even if I fail this Sem Test o.o

Tini says there's still a possibility I am gonna fail(If I don't study). Dang. I'm so lazy =.=

So anyway yah. Here's my result:-
DBSY Assignment: D+
DBSY Lab Test: A

According to Pris, My DBSY First take result was:-
DBSY Assignment: C
DBSY Lab Test: F

Walao damn worth it la. DBSY Assignment was such a horrible period..if you read my blog you'll know..I pass damn happy liao..and this is D with a +..so touched >.< Thanx Mr Lim! I love DBSY!! =x

As for Lab Test, frankly I was upset coz my Penang relatives went around Singapore and I stayed home to prepare for this Lab Test instead of going around with them T.T

I guess this shows that SACRIFICES ARE WORTH IT! Ok I love DBSY LOTS LOTS =X

21st August

Those videos are called Stalking Aeroplanes..taken on 21st Aug 08 @ Changi Airport. For some reason mum and I can just sit there and see planes land one after another for hours without getting bored..

I guess it's just a hobby that runs in the blood..back then when we were free-er, my family would go to Changi Beach and just sit there for hours..watching planes land..playing "Who can spot the plane first", "Who can guess the Airline First"..

The things in red circle are aeroplanes :)

Today
Tini bought "A Little Bit Longer" last night..chewah! I think I'll slowly save money then buy their 2nd and 3rd album at one go =x

Busy night tonight.

7:30pm - Ratatouille on Disney Channel.
10:00pm - Army Daze on Arts Central.

LOL! Busy wasting time and having fun =.=

And I missed Jonas Brothers: Living The Dream..AGAIN!! HOMG!! Kevin please slap me!! =.=

Hello Goodbye.

2008-08-23T20:25:00.011+08:00

The Bogus Jonas would like to say

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

MIRA SHAHIDAH!!!

:D

Lucky Girl..at 3:10 Joe calls the Girl up..the body guard went to get her and how Joe carried her at 3:28..awesome..lucky girl :D

Going back to my world, someone on Earth made me Happy today :D

Anything in the conversation below that is in between ** ** and are red in color are things that I add for this entry.

Me: hello
Him: hi
Me: who are you =x
Him: who am i...well, I am ** I will reveal this part to you later ** :S
oops that was supposed to be a smiley face like this :D
Me: homg serious? but there's so many posers out there >.< how do we know which to believe =/
o.o lol if u could be on webcam for like even one sec then it would be believable =x
Him: Well, I have had many people ask me that, sorry but i dont have a webcam...but..the best way I have come up with with other fans is, I can write a note on a piece of paper to you then sign it and send it to you from my official photobucket account...that seemed to work! :) haha
Me: that would be possible =x
sorry disconnected =x
Him: well, what i have done is...i write the note take a picture on my phone then upload it to photobucket...then i send to you! :)
Me: but anyway could u take a pic of u now? and if ur bros are around, a pic of them too =x
Him: i can do that if you like
Me: is the second part too much to ask? =x
Him: well, i would prefer not to do that...
Me: but maybe if u wrote my name(in the note), took a pic of the note and urself then it would be believable enough =x
i feel like i'm troubling u >.< if only posers don't exist =.=
what is ur official photobucket account anyway?
Him: well, it is sad that so many people have to be poser. to be honest i dont understand it...I really don't like to send pictures of myself...usually people settle for the note because i sign it and it will have my signature on it...but then again I do see your concern with the poser issue...my photobucket is ** I can't tell you this part =x ** :D
Me: well okok then the note will do..with my name? =x
or anything is fine =x
sorry >.<
Him: ok, then i can do the note...what is your name :)
Me: Hariani
I'm a Singaporean by the way =x
Him: oh, awesome! ok...give me a few minutes and ill get it to you :D
Me: ok thanx =p
it's now 12.07pm..as in noon..what time is it over there? and where r u anyway =x
Him: oh wow, i am in ohio and it is about midnight :D
Me: ouh haha
u should come to Singapore =x My friends and I, we're such huge fans of you guys..and since there's also 3 of us, we named ourselves Bogus Jonas =x well yea coz we're not the original ones =x
Him: haha thats awesome! maybe we will come there one day! :D we would love to! :D
Me: LOL for some reason one of them is confident you guys are coming next year..but meanwhile we'll all be saving money >.<
Him: :D
Me: anyway i'm looking at ur photobucket now..never seen the "** cant tell you this part **.jpg" before =x
Him: haha :D
Me: so..u've got many notes to write? =x
Him: not so much tonight :) but last night people wanted them like crazy! haha :D
Me: LOL
what r u doing besides writing notes?
Him: talking to fans :D
Me: lol they nvr sleep too =x
and ur brothers?
Him: I dont know what they are doing they are in their hotel rooms :S
:D
Me: Ouh..like those on MTV Live and Mobile? Everyone has their own room?
Him: yep yep :S
grrr...those are supposed to be smileys haha :D
Me: Wow that's amazing man..I would dream to have a life like that..haha =x
Him: :D here is the note...** Sorry can't tell you this part =x **
let me know when you see it so i can delete it i dont leave them on my account :D
Me: hold on..cant do it now...my mum's here =x
ok done..i believe you =x
and anyway sorry about my msn nickname..i couldn't stand those youtubers =/
ouh by the way can you do me a favour =x
if you're busy it's ok
Him: whats that :D
Me: actually i dunno..i wouldnt wanna trouble you but i cant make up my mind..
Him: well, what would you like
Me: i wanted u to write a note but i cant decide to write for the other 2 bogus jonases or just write to bogus jonas =x
coz our birthdays are in september and october so i thought of surprising them =x
Him: oh cool :D
Me: yea.. and i still cant decide =x why dont you decide?
Him: decide what?
Me: which one to write?
Him: which what to write? haha sorry i accidently closed the conversation box...
Me: LOL
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i wanted u to write a note but i cant decide to write for the other 2 bogus jonases or just write to bogus jonas =x
** Then he stopped replying o.o **
Me: ?
LOL ** the person's name here ** did u fall asleep? =x
Him: whoa...sorry i was totally distracted by the television...that happens sometimes...what were we talking about :D
haha
Me: LOL
dont u have plans for later in the day?
Him: yes a concert tonight :D
Me: LOL and u're not asleep yet
Him: haha yea i was just going to go to sleep, you;re right id better go,,,hope to talk to you soon :D
Me: cya =p

I think it's obvious =x

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Wait for tomorrow's blog entry =x

Bogus Jonas Outing 2.

2008-08-22T23:50:00.011+08:00

Firstly, went back to school today. I think it was a waste of time coz basically it's for those SIP / MP / IP people..for the teachers to check if they are dead or alive..to freshen up and hopefully have better focus when they go back to work..

WHY DID THEY EVEN CALL ME TO GO??

The only good point is the reunion. They say I didn't change..I still eat damn slow..well I didn't practise =x

After the whole thing, went all the way to City Hall MRT with Sherry. She was going to work while I was going to Dhoby Ghaut to meet the Bogus Jonas.

Apparently BJJ (Bogus Joe Jonas)'s teacher gave him the wrong info..which was also passed down to BNJ (Bogus Nick Jonas) and BKJ (Bogus Kevin Jonas) =.=

We thought BJJ had to up on stage to receive the award and hence he was all dressed up (in school uniform and tie)..ya know..ever so formal..

But in the end, he went to the counter, this and that, this and that and we could go =.=

Like BNJ said, "We rushed here in the rain just for this??" LOL!

So yea..kind of pathetic but what the hell =x

So we walked around..settled at Plaza Singapura's KFC. Just sat there..rummaging through BJJ's "Goodie Bag" which was so darn heavy =.= We then found out it had a dictionary inside..and for the rest of the night we kept going "RED DICTionary"..yeah literally like that..emphasizing on the 'DICT' [if you get what I mean =x]

Since there was so many people standing around and we weren't eating, we made a move..took the train all the way to Marina Bay..I kept telling BJJ "You know..Marina Bay is not located at Marina Bay (MRT)" and he's like "Nono seriously..just listen to me"

Ok.. =x

When we reached Marina Bay MRT, I heard the security guard saying "If you wanna watch the Fireworks, got to City Hall MRT" and I gave BJJ the immediate stare =x Then he stood there and thought for awhile with the "I think we're at the wrong place" expression on his face =x

We turned around and the security guard was behind us and she went "Where are you going? The fireworks is at City Hall MRT..Over here is just constructions.."

We probably had the words "We're going to watch fireworks" on our foreheads..LOL!

So we took the train back to City Hall..fuyooo..packed like heck..the station, the whole journey to Esplanade..packed packed packed..

We went to Marina Square for awhile but every place that has food was packed! Poor BNJ and BJJ..atleast I already ate in school =x

So we made our way to the Esplanade Library and settled there..had a great view for the fireworks..

Here's the problem..

What time is the Fireworks?
9pm.
What time does Esplanade Library close?
9pm.

AWESOME! =x

So we just slacked there. BNJ was using my laptop to surf on Jonas..before we left the library, the 3 of us watched the Videos of Jonas Brothers MTV Live and Mobile.

BNJ loves the video below..

LOL! She says the face Nick made when he "woke up" was cute =x That face never fails to make me laugh =x

Then we were chased out..made our way to the busstop..a dissapointed BNJ and BKJ was like "BJJ..come on man..please.." and BNJ was like "Since we are here, we might as well watch it.."

And BJJ finally went "Okok..If it doesn't start by 9.30pm, we'll leave.." LOL! Then BNJ and BKJ was like "Yes arh!! You're the man BJJ!" =x

So we joined the crowd..stood there like real idiots but it was worth it..sometimes using your imagination makes things way better..I think BNJ imagined she was watching it with the Jonas..LOL!

Good work with the imagination >.< Too bad I was busy taking video till I couldn't imagine =x

Enough said, here's the media..

Skyscrapers taken from Esplanade Library.

There was a gig below..familiar song..no idea who =x

BNJ..always excited when it comes to Jonas =x

BJJ..

Jonasing =x

Skycrapers from by the river.

A very expressive BJJ >.<

Maybank building's lighting..

The Fireworks..

Ok darn long post..dead beat..Goodnight and Goodbye.

Forgotten..

2008-08-21T22:03:00.006+08:00

Firstly, I need to mention things I accidentally missed out in the week's entry =x

18th Aug.
Was watching Disney and there was this competition(or whatever they call it)..Disney Channel's Gamepoint.

Why am I so attracted to this competition??
Coz the Grand Prize is a SONY PSP!!!

But to get that prize you need to be loyal to Disney by watching it 18th Aug to 7th September, 4pm to 7.30pm..

Cannot la..it's rather long >.< One day nevermind..everyday cannot..got DBSY =x

And here's the catch.

Look at the blue part T.T

Not fair!! You mean I'm too old to watch Disney?? I don't care..you cant stop me..Disney shows are so attractive (to me) that even if people say I'm overaged to watch it, I still will! =x

And my mum has accepted that her 19 year old daughter still watches cartoon eversince my poly people came to my house during Hari Raya..they changed the channel and watched cartoon..then on, my mum never mocked me for watching cartoon ever..coz she knows I'm not alone..nyahaha =x

19th Aug.

Today I discovered a youtube account - jonaspandemonium.
Here's the direct link.

I LOVE IT!!

For now I know The JoBros 10 Rules..the pone part was darn funny..when they were fighting in the car then Kevin slaps Joe..nyahaha!! Ok I'm mean =x

Those videos are compilations of my favourite parts from the account..to see the full videos, click on the direct link up there.

Heh! They look so cute when they wake up =x

Today

In brief, went out with my mum. To Orchard Plaza to get Hari Raya shoes and a pair of slippers which I don't dare to wear..my first ever pair of lady's slippers as a young adult with big feet! Like so sayang..but so expensive..$30+??

Wasted =.=

Then went to Arab Street to look for accessories..wasted trip. So expensive =.=

Dragged my mum to Airport to eat at Popeyes >.<

I feel damn fat now la =.= I mean apart from the fact I already am..chicken everyday aint good T.T On top of that, our chickens are chemically injected so that they'll be damn fat and juicy and it's damn shiok (and unhealthy) for us to eat T.T

Sian. Ok nevermind.

Mum and I laughed our ass off at this lady..we were not being mean but what she did was seriously funny.

You know fast food places these days, we need to get our own chilli sauce..Popeyes too and the thing was rather hard to press.

Then there was this lady who couldnt press, she took out the whole thing and knock knock on the small plastic that was given to put chilli sauce..(Malays call this process cedok)

Damn funny la..you wear heels and dressed up like a real lady and do that kind of thing..but I understand your frustration >.<

Mum and I laughed till we cried =.= Cannot make it..laugh till the food like wanna come out again..thanx for the entertainment >.<

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Went to Selena(Gomez)'s myspace and heard the Album version of "A Little Bit Longer"..OMJ..SOUNDS DAMN NICE LA..makes me more excited to buy the album >.<

Which reminds me..was on the phone with Tini last evening and we are totally psyched for Camp Rock la..we're praying that my dad wont be home. Trust me..even my mum is praying that my dad wont be home on the night of 7th September >.<

Coz me and Tini are SUPPOSED to watch Camp Rock on Disney Channel at my place..my mum's given the green light but we know her husband too well.

If he's at home and Tini comes, he'll probably stick to the rule "During fasting month, the earliest you can on TV is 8pm" =.=

Camp Rock starts at 7.30pm =.=

I hope he got work or he goes to his relative's house on that night so me and Tini can watch =x

BB Good

2008-08-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

BB Good is an awesome song for every girl that has Obsessive Jonas Disorder..like ME! And especially when you're obsessed with Joe..also, like ME! Coz this song is mostly sung by Joe. He didn't share lead with Nick.

Me and Vino replayed it many (times a gazilion) times..we can't count how many time we repeated the song.

Here's the lyrics. In which, if you're not interested, please skip the red words below :D

I'll pick you up at seven
We can drive around and see a movie
Every scene will have a meaning
But you'll be the one that moves me

I've been hurt before so baby promise that you're gonna be true
I'm gonna be be good so tell me that your gonna be good, too

YEAH!
You gotta be be good to me
I'm gonna be be good to you
We'll be happy as can be
Just gotta be be good to me, baby!

Gonna treat you right
We'll never fight
Now baby you can trust me
When I hold you tight
I feel alive
I guess that I'm just lucky

I've been hurt before so baby
Promise that your gonna be true
Gonna be be good so tell me that your gonna be good too

Awww!
You gotta be be good to me
I'm gonna be be good to you
We'll be happy as can be
You gotta be be good to me, baby!

Listen girl, you gotta be good
I dont wanna hurt you
I wanna KISS you!

YEAH!
You gotta be be good to me
I'm gonna be be good to you
We'll be happy as can be
Just gotta be be good to me

Come on! Come on!
You gotta be be good to me
I'm gonna be be good to you
We'll be happy as can be
Just gotta be be good to me, yeaa!

Listen girl, you outta control
I think you and me
Would be a great
Cou-ple

That last phrase..can make so many people melt..me and Vino melted but we're fine now..LOL!

Ouh by the way, I have nothing against Nick. I love all 3 of them..and Frankie..and Denise Mummy and Paul Senior..I know Denise isn't my mummy but I'm not used to calling adults by name..it sounds disrespectful to me =x

Anyway, firstly, I wanna say..

E News shouldn't do that..Now there's a war on youtube between JB and Beatles Fans.. =( I'm not taking sides coz I don't know the Beatles.

Beatles fans are like "Jonas sux..blabla" Look, it's not that they wanted to do it..they were asked to do it..coz JB Rule number 1 is Never Cover a Beatle Song. But it was for Target's commercial and since they were given the opportunity, they just took it..like why not right?

We all know nobody's perfect..you don't have to say "If Joe can't hit the note then he might as well don't do a cover for it" =.= I dunno la..I find the JB version nicer maybe coz I'm not into oldies song sometimes =/

And JB knows where they stand..they're not trying to be the next Beatles so stop saying that =.=

Besides that I randomly went to JB's youtube page and this was what I saw..

MetalRockAndZep | August 19, 2008
I would give the finger too if I felt like it!
GO EAT ~~PUSSY~~ NICK AND JOE AND FAG KEVIN!
im gonna feed nick sugar until he DIES!
ILL KILL ANY ONE WHO TRIES TO STOP ME!
ANYONE!
GO TO HELL LITTLE GIRLS!

P/s: I'm usually not vulgar but I'm just quoting him..tried to cancel out that p word though =x

My comeback:-

KEVIN IS NOT A FAG YOU MORON!!
And no they will not eat p..they have way better things to do =.=
And that comment about Nick is way off man..that's like insulting everyone with Diabetes..wad da heck happened to your heart?? Noone prayed and hoped to be ill and you're cursing him to die..you're sick in the head man =.=

Then there's another hater..username - 187441

Click here for His Channel

He's like so whatever..keeps going to the JB Page to insult. If you hate them so much, why did you even bother to waste your time insulting them on their page..it's not like they would read it anyway coz your comments keep going down down down while us JBFans leave pleasant comments which overlaps yours..

Ouh yea..which is why you kept writing..well I wouldn't mind you wasting your time coz that's none of my business..but funny thing is, you insult them like nobody's business but when I state facts about you, you deleted my comments from your page..

Aww..only see the good stuff?? Poor boy can't even see what's on the mirror..need a bigger one??

Look. I don't usually insult people but I pretty much make a good comeback if you insult the people I love. So if you actually have balls to insult others than you jolly well have balls to accept what's true about YOU!!

Ball-less male =.=

** Ok this post is too long..DBSY Revision Lecture time =x **

Original Blog entry: 12.25pm

Current time check: 6.40pm

I'm back from the Revision Lec..I think Ben had a bike accident coz he was limping and his leg was bandaged..his girl's too..aiyoh..take care arh..

DBSY Assignment and Lab Test Result out on Friday..bleagh..Ouh by the way I cancelled about the second "JBHater" up there coz I found out he did that coz he and his friend are having a competition on who can get most comments pn their page..so he decided to post mean comments on JB Page =.=

I totally wasted my time..LOL!

OMJ!!~

2008-08-19T22:26:00.003+08:00

OMJ I am so darn lazy to update la T.T

Sian.Sian.

Time check: 12:27am. Dear PY is doing storymode for me..tsk..just license la >.< It's the season..you can't run..3447 exp left only =x Gal's done it..me too..after you then Tois..it's license season again >.<

And yea I've like finally licensed ==" Now I can rest my mind and focus on more important things..like..DBSY!! Homg..

*slaps myself*

~~5 days~~ 7 days to paper and I'm still Auditioning..wanna die arh?? =="

I would like to apologize to SeeHua and any other people who I gave wrong info to..when I had confidently said that my paper is Tuesday, 24th Aug 2008, today my mum made me realise that 24th August isn't even a Tuesday. It's a Sunday =.= So yea..miscalculated..sorry guys =x

Here's a dedication to Funky Town..

Goodbye Funky Town..I've seen the last of you..I won't say I'm glad we met coz you made me fail so many times ==" But then again, you made me improve..but now I've moved on..to Euro 2005..

Ouh brother..it gets tougher and tougher..and soon I'm gonna be stuck coz I can't play 8key =x

Funky Town - Audition

Yea sometimes I feel like it's a nice song..but still it's a phobia =x

1st Attempt - Failed =.=

2nd Attempt - Still Failed =.=

3rd Attempt - Barely passed =.=

Vuala~ Level 22..like finally =.=

Those were last night photos by the way =x

Went out of Audi and saw an msn message from my Junior..

Nyahahah!! Nice to hear but how come you watched already?? Not fair lo =.=

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*Edits*

Hmm..I started DBSY today..but progress is pathetic..I hate the fact that the subject makes me panic..ALOT =.=

I'm dissapointed with myself. Coz I broke the 'Eat Once and survive the rest of the day without eating' thing that had been going on..it's supposed to be the 4th day =.= But I opened the fridge and "ooo those mini oreos and chipsmore are so tempting!!"

*Boom* Gone. I started eating T.T

Damnit =.=

On the happier note, I'm happy that I didn't go AuditionLand today >.< Ok fine I did. But just for a game or two coz noone's in there..no motivation so I left =/

Awesome. That's one distraction down..but I still went to youtube =x Surfed on Jonas (duh~) and hair o.o

Yah hair =x I'm learning how to make things better..seems like everyone out there (with the natural curls) are using da Flat Iron! Yea..seen Jonas do it before =x So tempting..but it causes damage..later I botak how =.=

So right now my plan is conditioner, conditioner and more conditioner..ouh wait..that's second on the list. First, we need $$ :D

Cheerio~

Plans.

2008-08-18T23:00:00.003+08:00

First up, things I did today.

Tried 8k Beat Up. Personally I don't like that shade of blue..as much as I love blue..that blue looks like someone got punched and kena blue black..eeyer.. =x

Great improvement =x But noob song so not counted =x

Reunited with the clique since there's no more lag..Ballroom Mode $_$

pangseh-ed =x

I've got a wee bit more exp to clear before I can level up..wish me luck for that >.<

And now, to get things of my chest.

Ouh comeon! Don't be a pervert =.=

Well just wanted to say that, you know what? You're right. Maybe I do have a million and one excuses to reject each time people ask me out..I dunno..maybe it happens to be that way?

I may seem free but I have a life of my own..I mean, I woke up today telling myself "Ok! Today I shall do this and that, this and that.." and then you ask if I wanna join you for dinner and I said "I've already eaten"

** Which reminds me, this is the third day that I only ate once..you know..one meal to last me for the day..wee..sometimes it's good to be lazy =x Ok back to the topic =x **

So yah..then you ask me to chill instead..but problem is, I've already made plans..if my day was aimless then I wouldn't mind..and then you go "YOU AND YOUR STUPID EXCUSES"

That made me think for awhile..you're right..each time you ask me out I'll take a long time to consider and most of the time, I won't be there. I guess I have my reasons..stupid reasons if you prefer to refer to them that way..

"c'mon yani! why u always have to care what they think
i mean honestly. how many times they got put their business before you"

She's true to a certain extent. Her point is, everyone have their own life and sometimes you put other things infront of the other things..ya know..don't understand nevermind =x

This entry is just for fun la..sorry if I hurt anybody but all I'm saying is that I feel that it's ok if people tell me I always have stupid excuses for not doing things..I mean seriously, no sarcasm =.= And she's right..noone's perfect..noone can be there for someone like 24/7..everyone has their own life and everybody has ever put something else infront of something..

Ya know?

Dunno nevermind..cheerio =x

I'm Loving It!

2008-08-17T22:23:00.012+08:00

I am so loving my blogskin~

Smiling cheek to cheek now =x Done up my blogskin and it's FINALLY Mozilla-Friendly :D

Gratz to the world..it's now viewable for everybody =x And yah..sorry for going back to emo-land..ya know..black..snow..and a pic of Jonas in the rain >.<

Creditos. People who made it possible..websites too.

1. Blogskins.com - the source for many kinds of skins.
2. Mrs Priscilla Luo Jia Hui - you want credit, I give you credit =x

Here's the story.

One fine day, Hariani wasn't so happy with her blogskin. As quoted from train,
">< FF is spoiling ur blog"

So she went skin hunting and found 2 skins..as she was talking to Mrs Luo, she gave her 2 options and she chose the first one. Which is the current blogskin. When giving the option, Hariani added "but i'll prolly change the pic to jonas =x".
Upon choosing the skin, Mrs Luo adds, "i dont like the pic". "but it's ok if you change to jonas"

So that's the story.

3. Kailengg..whoever you are, wherever you are, thanx for this skin :D
Click Here for Her Skins :)

4. JonasHQ for the amazing photos.

5. Macromedia Fireworks coz without it, the photo up there wouldn't exist [only coz I dunno how to use other photo editors =x]

6. Kak Farah for helping me choose the photo up there =x

See the thing is, I was fickle minded..and I did 3 versions =x

The original one provided by Kailengg..

My Jonas Version 1.

My Jonas Version 2.

My Jonas Version 3.

So hot..how to resist? Dunno which to choose >.< Ouh by the way, sorry for the big white word..I know I'm selfish =x If you really want it then go get it from JonasHQ =x Better and clearer :)

And so Kak Farah chose the umbrella..ella..ella~ [I kind of like it the most too =x]

So that's that.

7. Photobucket for hosting my photo :D

8. Last and definitely not the least, Blogger..I'm loyal ok >.< "On Blogger Since August 2004" Pro bo? =x

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Saw Newboyz' "Putus" videoclip on Suria..like HOMG!! Panic-ed and called Anisah immediately >.< Baru bangun tido kepe? Bunyi layu je XD

Then my dad started commenting saying that I call people even for something on tv..which leads my bill to be so high that I deserve to use prepaid card.

In my heart I went "Eh halo! The last time I talk to Anisah was when?? A gazillion years ago??"
**At this point I realise I'm exagerating but when this happens to your bestfriend then you'll know how it feels. 1 month can feel like a year =x**

But then again, let's ask..who pays the bill? XD Yea..my dad..but anyhoo, someone cheered me up..

A cute lil baby..wait till you hear what he says.. =x

Today in AuditionLand:-

Heh! Big bully =x

Licensed for a total stranger. Seriously. And she's worried I'll hack her account..LOL! Why should I..what would I gain =.=

Ya know..that Newboyz videoclip made me regret not seeing Tomok and Ristoe on Friday..damnit =.=

It's supposed to be me >.< Do I look like a man O.O

Ladies and Gentlemen..

2008-08-08T15:07:00.006+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen I am finally back to da blog world~

I guess there were several factors that stopped me from coming back =x

1. Busy.
Yep! Been very super dee duper busy..either with assignment, school work, activities, family or simply busy having FUN =x

2. No motivation.
Motivation means EVERYTHING!! Or atleast to me la..motivation is very important..[take it from the kid who takes Psychology as a Cross Disciplinary Subject(CDS)] Heh! It's all in the head..

I look at my blog everyday just incase someone tags..and frankly I got sick of my blogskin.. =x

NONO!! Sick of the skin..not the boys on the skin =x

Never gonna get sick of Jonas >.<

Well atleast not for now..not yet?

OK!! Change topic! =x

**I'm talking to myself, pretending AS IF there are people reading this blog besides myself..tsk tsk..self entertainment =/ Life is short..ENJOY!! Entertain yourself when noone is free enough to entertain you =D**

So ONE DAY, I'll be updating the entries that I owe myself..and my readers(if any) and when I update them, I will mention lah k so you'll know when to scroll down =D

So yep..after hours of frustration, my blogskin is finally done..though this is probably my worst skin coz I did it with no inspiration..just the thought of "I'm sick of my old skin but I still want Jonas!" kept me going =/

Critics [and praises] are welcomed =D

Anything please tag or msn so I can improve yep?

But here's a warning.

It's hard to please EVERYBODY including ME..coz you know..motivation..if I not happy I oso won't blog anymore >.< So yeah..I can't please EVERYBODY but I will try where possible lah k..

Comments will be taken into consideration =D

Comments Received so far:-

Sherry.
This skin is better than the previous. Brighter and 'fresher'
It's so yani's blog (colour and wordings) lah!
[Regarding the shape of the bros up there] - i dono. it just look weird. BUT looking more it looks interesting le
Other comments - you enlarge the pictures a little bit more so that the side doesnt look so bare

Seehua.
hmm i tink e backgd colour abit brite
but i lyk e way u cut out e pics
erm change backgrd colour
change e shapes of cutouts
coz e colours lyk not very match lyk tt

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So yah..lai lai..don't shy shy..COMMENT!!~

Dang it's already 3pm..if I go and send my 5610 to Nokia General Hospital, and if the queue is long, I am gonna be late for BAND! Sian =.= delay delay delay =.=

OUH!! And today is my self declared holiday..skipped Human Environmental coz I wasn't feeling well last night..told my mum not to wake me up..

Was feeling hot..I mean my forehead..and my throat feels dry..Dr. Health told me it's coz Chocolate is a heaty food =.= Dumb. I didn't know..LOL!

Swallowed tons of chocolate yesterday afternoon..ah well =/

P/s: If you wanna know, my Dr. Health is Ms Fluffy Seehua XD

Hmm..besides that,

=.= Thanx arh..2 nights ago his friend scared the crap out of me..and last night he scared me..but atleast not as bad as Abg Faisal =x

He was telling me that at Kampung, there are many sounds at night..he said I haven't heard of how the musang(fox) sounds like Langsuir..dumb me had to ask him what langsuir meant =.=

So yah it's a pontianak and I'm like "!!! I did not just see that..lalala ok never heard of it and never want to hear those kind of sound ok" =x

I even told him bout our young cousins saying they heard people walking on the roof at night when we stayed there and I kept telling them it's Chicken and they kept disagreeing..then abgcik said Chicken don't go on the roof..it's something else..then I told him that's enough info..no need for me to know more =x

Ignorance is bliss~

Upset.

2008-07-25T21:47:00.001+08:00

I think I needa get a life..I get upset over the smallest things..this thing that made me upset..I also dunno how to say..coz it's..about someone..who..people close to me knows him..so if I talk about him, you all sure know..

Then I die..LOL!

But firstly I wanna say I'll take the blame if you find me getting upset for no good reason..and please don't tell the person I talked about him here =x Please please please..even if you're the girlfriend =x

All I'm gonna say is that today's lesson we were supposed to form groups for group assignment..lecturer said maximum of 4..at that point I was wondering if that friend of mine would pick me to join his group..

I told myself to let nature take it's course and let him decide..so I sat there quietly..

When they voiced out the names of their group members, I wasn't one of them..k nvm..but what made me upset is that I knew you longer..then I got to know your friend in week 1 of this sem..but the guy who just joined us at a certain outside school activity, which is after I got to know you two..

I mean I'm open to new friends la..I don't mind he joining us but you two grp with him instead of me..and I thought I knew you longer..

Was kind of upset coz you guys picked the "new guy" instead of me..but on the bright side, I've got my own group too..atleast that's way better than not having any group at all..like my Major Project..how awesome is that? I'm still groupless for my Major Project =.=

So yah..my group consists of Sylvia(Indonesian) and a guy named Mark Leong..new people, nevermind..must be open..anyway in future I'll have to meet much more new people ma =D

So yah..at my upset moment I was telling it to Sherry and Vino..Sherry says she understands how I feel..funny thing is she understand me but I don't even understand myself..lol..

Seriously, I dunno why I got upset over a tiny dot..maybe coz it's a feeling of unwantedness??

But who cares? "Always look on the bright side of life~" =D

Bright side? - Experience of working with new people..and I dunno why I find that working with an Indonesian would be interesting..lol!

So yah..putting that aside, I needa chiong my DBSY..Haruda has been discharged..*yeay!!*

But poor guy..Sher says the sick people are doing the chionging =x

Well, that's life =/

*I wanna faster cure!!*

p/s: Changed the lyrics under Jonas-Worthy to the current song on my blog..woah..If a guy made that kind of song for me and sang it to me I'll marry him immediately =x

A little bit longer..

2008-07-24T23:00:00.006+08:00

A little bit longer..

Hmm..actually I didn't wanna mention but apparently news travels fast so I might as well publisize it coz it makes no difference to me already..

Yep. Yours truly fainted for the second time in her whole life today =x First time was in 2003..during band coz I forgot to wriggle my toes during sedia position..and I didn't eat breakfast that day..smart? Totally >.<

Ok what happened today was that I was fine..woke up a little later than I should be..took my packet of breakfast that mum had bought..opened it skali dad came out and sat at the dining..

So I ran to the kitchen, sat on the floor and started eating..suddenly felt uncomfortable and giddy. Put my food aside and got myself ready near the toilet bowl coz felt like puking.

Then I went blank..the next moment I realised I was already on the floor..my mum massaging my back and I was vomiting my whole breakfast out =.=

Damn giddy till cannot even standup..but I forced myself coz suddenly stomachache..vomit not enough, still shit =.= I probably emptied my whole system there and then =x

Then slowly tried getting up..showered then immediately lay down on my bed coz cannot tahan..and vuala..second round of vomit immediately after I landed on my bed..but I got plastic bag so no worries..no mess..

Mum got ready and I rested after rubbing vicks on my forehead..when she was done she tied my hair..I got ready and vuala..third round of vomit =x

Actually my system empty already lo..but it felt like there's some tiny people in my stomach pushing everything up =.= Nothing to puke liao leh..stop pushing =.=

Went doctor..came back feeling kinda gay(happy) coz Dad kept saying I got high blood pressure..mum feels so too coz I always neck pain, head pain, back pain..my mum say I'm worse than an old lady..lol!

But doc says my blood pressure is fine..she says I got stomach flu..cannot eat oily food..she gave me vomit medicine and a medicine to relax the stomach or something o.O Besides that got cough and flu medicine..for the daily flu =/ She said that if diarhoea develops then I gotta come down and buy the med..

Went home, ate vomit and 'relax stomach' medicines..puked them out along with the plain water I drank the very next moment..LOL! Wasted medicine =x

Mum massaged again..slept..woke up feeling better though still giddy..while mum was massaging my stomach kept making noises.."Anyone hungry down there??"

But eating was pointless la..I'll still puke.might as well don't eat..

Woke up at 3+pm and had a raisin bun..mum says if I don't puke in an hour, I can have my second bun..

*waits eagerly*

1 hour gone..Seehua called it my 'bread hour'..lol! Took my second bread then went in my room..stone..mum reached home, told her I want porridge..coz Ika, Seehua and Sherry had suggested me to have porridge so yah.

Finally no more vomiting..*yeay*

Thanx to those who had suggested for me to appeal to teacher to extend our assignment due date..Thanx to Seehua for telling me what to say =x

So my group's DBSY assignment dues on Monday, 5pm..needa chiong a.s.a.p so
yani, please get well from stomach flu a.s.a.p..
Haruda, please get well from pneumothorax and be discharged from hospital a.s.a.p..
Jo, please settle your rugby thing a.s.a.p..
Ben, I shall contact you right after this =x

A Little Bit Longer and We'll Be Fine

=p

Terence said that stomach flu comes with diarhoea..and now I'm feeling uncomfortable already =.= Dun curse me!! I needa go Human Environmental Planning tomorrow..

I hope I'm fine by tomorrow..then try go school labs and do sql or something..tsk! I'm so lazy =.= I need motivation~~

Ouh by the way I'm no longer working on Sundays..I lost the job coz I didn't go for the meeting today..I guess god's trying to tell me that my time for a working experience has not come yet =x

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY VINO!!!

p/s: be glad I didn't write your full name =x

She's finally the same age as me..chey!!~ It's gonna last for 8weeks and 2 days only..bleagh!

This birthday girl is a joker..she called me when I was weak. She asked what did the doctor say. She laughed when I said stomach flu and went "Your stomach sneeze" and continued laughing..

Sadist =.=

HeheHaha!

2008-07-23T23:50:00.004+08:00

HeheHaha!

Today is a HeheHaha day..though in brief, it was totally WASTED =.= Wasted time =.= But anyway mum's a big joke la..

We were watching news which showed a few audience falling from their seats coz some were jumping in excitement =.= You know those kind of leveled seats..the whole thing collapsed..if you don't know what I'm talking about means you didn't watch the news..BLEAGH!

So anyway yah..a whole row of people falling is like a Domino..true? And usually when this kind of thing happens you don't laugh..but as I was watching the clip I was laughing my ass off coz my mum went "Eh..macam Dynamo.."

I laughed till I forgot to tell her it's Domino..then we watched the second telecast of the news..same clip..she said the same thing again..I laughed again but this time tried to control coz I just had to tell her.

"Bu! Dynamo is a brand of a substance to wash clothes..like that is called Domino!"

Ok that was "LOL" number 1.

As she was hanging the clothes, she was complaining that the clothes aren't dry coz even when it wasn't raining anymore, my dad didn't open the window. [Btw we all(except Dad) went out today..which is why I said my day was wasted..I was supposed to do assignment =.=]

Then she went "Dah tak hujan dia bukannya nak bukak baju"
In English it means "When it's not longer raining, he dunno how to take off his clothes"

P/s: "bukak" has two meanings..takeoff e.g clothes OR open.

So we were laughing and laughing coz she meant to say "Dah tak hujan dia bukannya nak bukak tingkap" which means "When it's not longer raining, he dunno how to open the window"

And that was "LOL" number 2.

Haha! Mum's simply cute la..she basically cannot nag..coz everytime she nags I'll burst out laughing coz she usually say wrong stuff >.<

Terence.
This xiaodi of mine saved my ass..he bought my ticket so I no longer owe Azri $10 =D But he said he gave the tix to Muzalifah..that's the part I don't understand..give or sell o.O

Anyway he told me Wgssb's results and I double checked at sgbandfusion. Well yea I didn't believe him at first..I had the "Homg are you serious?? How can??" Kind of reaction..

But you know what? It's ok..this is life..it's full of ups and downs..I hope the members pick themselves up again..it's like you're walking..and suddenly this large ball rolls towards you..you fall flat on the floor and the ball just rolls on your body.

So? Are you gonna sit there and stare at the injury you've got coz of your fall? What's the point? Dreading over it is just a waste of time..k if you need time for healing then nvm arh but just make sure you get up and tell yourself (or the ball) "What?? You wanna piece of me?? Come arh!! Come arh!! You dare?? Come arh!!"

If you don't understand my rubbish up there, the ball is actually any obstacle in life..I have weird imaginations..sorry =x

So yah pick yourself up and welcome further obstacles in life..hey..everybody falls..but I'm sure there'll come a time when you can jump above the ball(succeed), look back and go "neh ni neh ni poo poo..you can't hit me!!" to the ball =x

Err..too lame? Or my imagination too crazy to be understood?

Forget it then =x

Customer Is Always Right
People tell me that all the time..but I'm starting to think that this sentence is no longer valid..

My sister had a bad encounter today..we were eating at Haig Road..she was done but she wanted fruits..she came back with a black face and started complaining.

Apparently she went to buy watermelon for me and herself. She requested for the watermelon to be seperated into two plastics and the person went "cannot..plastic expensive.."

=.=

First time hear like that..LOL!

The person said if she seperate them into two plastics, she wont cut the watermelon into smaller pieces. =.=

So my sis tested her by asking what if she bought orange and watermelon..result:- They will still put both in the same plastic =.=

In my mind was like "I tell you what..you give me two plastics, you can keep the ice" [coz the watermelon came with ice..ice melts..what's the point..or atleast I don't find a need to have ice in watermelon o.O]

My sis was so pissed off..she said next time she'll bring her own plastic and toothpick..LOL!

My mum said if it was her, she would just walk off so they no business..LOL!

My sis felt that sharing was unhygienic but I guess she didn't care about it today coz we're blood anyway..and I ate after her so no problem with that..she also said that she don't know how much is half..

But to me, I suddenly imagined two people on the way home..and when they needed to go seperate ways, they couldn't coz their watermelon is in a single plastic =.=

Inconvenient don't you think?

Inconvenience Store
Uhuh! Camp Rock Mag is still bothering me..Pris told me she saw it and that was 6th July..eversince that day, all I could think of is Camp Rock Mag =.=

Hunted for it till can die..she saw at Bukit Timah Cold Storage..

Hello..Bukit Timah and Woodlands how near..speaking of "Convenience Stores" =x Not so convenient >.<

Anyway as I was hunting at Toa Payoh Cheers, I saw so many mags with Jonas Brothers Cover..HOMG! I just want the pictures..LOL! Doesn't look like there's much JoBro content inside..

And there's one mag all about Nick Jonas..LOL! Those nuts about him can go and buy..I forgot the title though..soreh =x

p/s: Really sorry for the long entry..too much crap =x And I think the fruit stall person should go Ron Kaufman's Up Your Service course..lolol! Go the extra mile~

The Replacements.

2008-07-22T13:10:00.005+08:00

The Replacements.

I urgently need a replacement..anyone wanna watch Woodgrove Sec's Singapore International Band Festival at Republic Poly tomorrow??

Well actually Azri had purchased a $10 ticket for me..It's either the Whole Day Pass at participant price (coz he is a participant) or the Day Pass which is before 7pm at a non participant price.

According to the schedule, the Day Pass would allow you to watch the following bands:-
1240H - Sekolah Sultan Alam Shah Putrajaya Malaysia
1300H - SACSS Concert Band (St Anthony's Canossian Secondary School)
1320H - Riverside Secondary School Symphonic Band
1340H - Kranji Symphonic Band
1400H - Pei Hwa Secondary School Concert Band
1420H - GreenRidge Symphonic Band
1440H - Coral Concert Band
1500H - Bukit Merah Concert Band

INTERMISSION (20 MINUTES)

1540H - Dunearn Military Band
1600H - Westwood Concert Band
1620H - Hougang Secondary Symphonic Band
1640H - Assumption English School Concert Band
1700H - MacPherson Secondary School Military Band
1720H - WGS Symphonic Band (Woodgrove Secondary School)
1740H - Regent Wind Symphony

It's not that I don't wanna go..but I backed out a little bit too late coz he already purchased it and hence I need to find a replacement..if not I still have to go..

And it's not that I don't want to support WGSSB..I backed out coz of the following reasons:-
1. Rushing assignment which is due on Friday.
2. Ran out of money and is heavily in debt.

This assignment is REALLY important coz I'm retaking this subject and failing it would cause me to be kicked out of school..which is not nice coz this is my last subject =.=

And I can't go celebrate Vino's birthday..that's upsetting enough =( But whether or not I go tomorrow, I wanna wish WGSSB

ALL THE BEST COZ YOU ARE THE BEST =D

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Today In History:
2 years ago today was WGSSB's first ever concert, Giovialita~~ So happy =D

Regarding my day, I went to class and did DBSY Assignment..do till stress coz my heartbeat started racing and I got panic when I realised that I doubt I can finish by Friday 6pm..*yeay me* =.=

I felt like giving up but I know I can't.
1. I already failed Term Test which is bad enough.
2. I die die cannot fail this subject.
3. If I give up, I'm gonna affect 3 other people's grades..

My groupmates are busy with other assignments..I gotta understand..and they know I only have this subject left..I mean besides HEnPl (my CDS) which has a bright light shining on it (got hope).

If only I wasn't so noob!!! =.= Sian..I'll go and try to figure things out again..gonna ask cher after lec..hopefully he don't run off =x

On the brighter note, I GOT THE JOB!! Lol! Ok I'm dead..my mum's gonna find out..I'm gonna psycho her.. "It's just 9 weeks~" =x

At first it was full but in the end they wanted Malay speaking people so our other friend couldn't get in =( Seriously shocked me..they would usually ask for Mandarin speaking people instead of Malay speaking..ah well..

ALHAMDULILLAH =D

Basket..these people around me are eating =.= So hungry =.= Can't wait to reach home at 5pm..then can finally eat lunch =D

Roasted Chicken.

2008-07-21T20:29:00.004+08:00

Roasted Chicken.

I just burnt my ass again..

Ouh before I begin, wanna wish

Eden aka Pupoot

a very

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!

Sorry for not going for your celebration..the reason was unavoidable =/

Money money money..so sian..they are right..No money, cannot survive..and cannot have fun =.=

I owe $36.80 from 7 different people excluding what I owe myself..

And I burnt my ass again coz now I owe Azri $10 for SIBF ticket..

A friend of mine recommended me a job..sure hope I get it..though it makes me nervous..
1. It's gonna be my first job.
2. I didn't ask my mum's permission =x

Coz I know she won't allow me..but hoh..Ika is right..at my age, I need experience =x Can you find any other 20 year old with no working experience?? =x

If got tell me arh..I talk to him/her..we share our life experiences =p

$40 a day leh..if in cash good arh..coz I no ATM Card..so if they put in my bank, that's not gonna help me..at all =x

If I get this job, I can pay all the money I owe others with my first day's pay! LOL! Awesome!!

But meanwhile, back in reality, I shall starve myself to save money slowly =x

Quote from Sherry:- "Sometimes, you must sacrifice" =D

Heroes..

2008-07-20T20:56:00.007+08:00

My laptop is pissing me off =.= It's having the same prob it had before..I can't possibly reformat again just to get rid of the prob right? I'm a noob in reformating..the previous time I reformated my laptop was..well..actually Dr. Nalaka helped me reformat..not me..

Though I vaguely remember the steps, I'll need money to buy CDs coz my laptop has lots of photos =x So yah..it's simply troublesome..and you know how sometimes you type too fast, your fingers will actually be at 2 keys at one time..everytime my fingers are at "u" and "h" at the same time, the page will refresh =.=

It's super irritating ok!! Like halo..type so long then need to retype =.= Or play game till shiok..unbeatable high score..skali refresh =.= *ouch*

Today I woke up at 2+pm, close to 3 and when I woke up I just stared at my bed..I was sitting on it but at the spot I was lying on, there was a spider..and I'm thinking if it was there, how da heck did it survive without me squashing on it o.O?

It didn't bother me much..I just said "Take care of yourself little guy..I wouldn't wanna squash you..it's best if you leave my bed..seriously.." and walked away.

Today's pretty boring..Not much spirit for Audition coz it lags like !@#$%^&* so yah..and I missed Jonas Brother's Living The Dream on Disney Channel!! Damnit seh..but nevermind la..Disney Channel Asia is only at Episode 5 while thanx to youtube, I can depend on the Americans to post what they've already watched =p So I'm already at Episode 9 =x

And I forgot to watch High School Musical 2 What's What Edition =.= Dang..

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Heroes..

Below are things related to Honour Band in Concert day..I came home late so couldn't update my blog..

Nothing much to mention. I saw Pris aka --xKrypton..my audi guild mate =p..stared at her as she was talking to Dalston..until she noticed me..hehe! And apparently my other guildmate, --xNeon saw me too o.O He said he saw me walk pass him or something o.O How come he can recognise me o.O So scary..LOL I never see him before also >.<

We both had stomachache that night..the only difference is that I could let it go and she couldn't =x And if it happened to stink, somewhere somehow..it was probably our gas =X

=D

Went Mac for Supper with Yong Woei, Zhe Xing, See Hua, Eden and Grace..there were other band members there as well..it was like our last supper with Zhe Xing coz when band resumes on 28th July, he won't be coming anymore till October..he's going Australia for OSIP =( I'm gonna feel something missing behind me in the band room..

Checked the time.."HALAMAK!! MY BUS!!"

Brisk walked with Seehua to the busstop after Safra (Woodlands Direction)..took shortcuts..but to no avail..I missed my bus =.= She checked the time..the last bus, according to the board was 3 minutes ago..LOL *yeay me*

Then she ask me sit down and think of possibilities. She knows my mum would scream if I were to cab home =x Decided to try my luck and smsed Law Wei and Wei Zhen..they took awhile to reply..either that or coz I was too panic that I find that they were taking awhile =x

Then Seehua suggested that I contact Cynthia to drive me home or something..so as I was typing, my phone vibrated..they replied me! =D

Got hope liao..LOL! So I waited at Tamp Library busstop till they finally came at 12.40am =D

Wanna credit aka thank the people who saved my ass =x

1. Heroine SuperSeehua for being calm and not abandoning me although your bus came..
2. Hero SuperWeizhen for driving that day and deciding to go home instead of ton like you guys normally do =x Thanx for driving me home =D
3. Hero SuperLawWei for replying my smses..
4. Hero SuperIgnatius for giving me space to sit in Weizhen's car..though we never talk before..haha..weird~

And this morning I dreamt that I missed my last bust for the second day in a row and had to contact them again..basket..so embarrassing..I think I developed a phobia of missing the last 168 liao =x

I wish I was more sociable..it feels weird and embarrassing to tompang people you're not close to..or atleast used to be close coz back then there was Penny..now things have changed and I haven't even spoken a word to Ignatius yet..except when I hit his stand with my chair and I turned to say "Sorry"..lol!

I'm not trying to be what but we're "neighbours" after all..all stay Woodlands..but anyway, I shall not think too much of it..lai..move on =p

I reached home at this time, this morning =x

Fyi, the last 168 on a weekday is 11.44pm and the last 168 on a Saturday is 11.45pm..LOL! 1 minute..wad da heck =.=

Teachers..

2008-07-15T20:30:00.002+08:00

Didn't meet Desmond yesterday coz I couldn't contact him. Met Aqidah instead and we probably spent one hour in the bookshop thinking what to buy for Human Environmental Planning =x Cannot make it seh..

Then we had dinner with Nina..3 of us shared my 2 packets of $0.35 biscuits and Aqidah's Chips More biscuit..both bought from bookshop..light dinner..hehe!

Then night supper was with Zhe Xing, Desmond and Qinghui. A short and simple meal at Prata Shop..nothing much..

Today was totally screwed.

1. I got shouted at in the morning coz I told my mum to wake me up at 7am but I woke up at 7.30am =x
That's not really a bad thing la..It's been going on alot =x

2. My TP Email is apparently full..but it was unexpected and I didn't know I would have to delete 100+ emails to send 1 damn email to my teacher asking if he'll be in school or not. And by the way, he didn't reply =.=

3. Deleting of email took so much time, I was one hour late for lesson. Reached school at 11am when lesson was at 10am so I planned to sit at Lvl 1. Went to buy lunch but when I got down, people were screaming then I heard someone said "Cockroach..You got to understand.."

And I was like O.O

So I was deciding if I should go Level 3 instead..and as I was deciding aka waiting for the lift, I saw a cockroach crawl on someone's shoe O.O Then at a distance, I saw another one..large ones ya know..then I pretty much decided to go to Concourse instead..

Sat there feeling uncomfortable..was thinking what if the cockroaches went up to level 3 anyway o.O

Exchanged some silly conversations with Vino and Sher..

From Sher:-
"Cockroaches can fly but I think that's impossible..they've got all the time in the world..no school, no work..can slowly crawl.."

From Vino:-
"I think if they no wings, then use thier filthy legs to climb up stairs, they out of breath one..else they take lift. LOL"
"eh eh, but if the roach was to take lift, it will fall into the platform gap..HAHAHAHA..LOL, like train."please mind the platform gap!""

LOL!

Hmm..besides that I practically slacked at Concourse..so boring =.= No fun =.= Was multitasking..slacking and drawing / doing Human Environmental Planning at the same time. Not bad la..atleast got progress..

Besides that I stalked my Human Environmental Planning teacher by looking at his timetable..no choice la..we've got questions to ask..

So I found out he's got lesson at LT14..smsed Desmond then he said ok..waited for his OOAD Lec to finish then when he called to say that he was coming down "now", I go toilet, come out, sleep, he still haven't reach =.=

Went to LT14 first and oh my god!!!

4. Saw a beetle which was right infront of my slipper. Immediately moved away and was thinking "Cockroaches at IT, Beetles at AS??"

I was supposed to go to level 1 so I went down the stairs and stopped halfway. Saw a huge beetle and was thinking "What if there's more below o.O"

I changed my mind and went up..luckily, Desmond called me and appeared soon after wit Rafi and two other people from his caregroup..my DBSY classmates so I find them familiar anyway =p

We approached LT14 and the teacher just walked out..*phew* lucky never miss him.

And so we found out that we've been doing the wrong thing..and like Rafi said, we did the "DNT perspective" =x

Walked out of school with them then went on home..

Jon smsed me this morning asking when I would be free..I told him today but I forgot to meet him =x He said another day so ok lo.. =X Sorry la..getting old and forgetful =x

Aqidah helped me test if my inbox was still full or not..she sent me those two mails..LOL!

There's this game I've been playing..Guitar Groovin' 101 from the Movie Camp Rock..introduced it to Raz and Aqidah..see what happened..

LOL! Nice one Aqidah =x

Here are some shots of the game taken last Saturday..

And on Sunday I finally got in the list =.= I'm gonna keep trying..LOL!

Here's the direct link to the game [if you're interested]..
http://atv.disney.go.com/disneychannel/originalmovies/camprock/games/guitargroovin/

Meanwhile, the main for Camp Rock is..
http://atv.disney.go.com/disneychannel/originalmovies/camprock/

Hello World!

2008-07-14T14:51:00.002+08:00

Hello world..haha! What a beginning..so I.T =.=

Forgot to mention that yesterday's photos have all been edited so it's smaller then the original one.. some are half the size while others are 1/4 of the size =p

Today I was youtubing and I almost fell off my chair laughing..I dunno why I find it so funny..

You know how the Jonas Songs are mostly upbeat and make you feel like nodding your head or swinging it..[atleast for me]

See what happened when Joe does it..if I'm not wrong it was during a concert.

LOL! Byebye specky =x

17 year old Joe trying to be funny =p

Inner Nerd..I think this is part of "Jonas Brothers: Living The Dream" =x

Ok that's all for now..my work is incomplete and I'm supposed to meet Aqidah and Desmond at 4+pm so chiowz!~

*I'm so dead*

Backstreet's Back Alright!~

2008-07-13T21:23:00.013+08:00

Backstreet's Back Alright!~

I'm back haha..and frankly Backstreet is also back..quite some time ago actually but I've been too busy Jonasing..sorry BSB..will try to make time for you soon =x

So anyway I'm back with great news =D

Yesterday was our NBC day..yep..TPBand's first ever competition..we took part in the 1st Division which started in the evening..

5 bands in all..3 Silvers, 2 Golds..can you believe it???

TPBand was one of the GOLDs!

And in fact, we are the top of the 2 GOLDs!! Which simply means

WE WON 1ST DIVISION!! =D

SO HAPPY CAN??? Could never be any happier or prouder..I never got 1st in anything before =x

Well frankly I won't take any credits. Coz I didn't put in effort =x Or atleast I didn't practise as much as others..I'm an idiot..I know..sorry..

Anyway..

Thanx to all those hard workers who put in effort.
Thanx to the stronger players for helping out the weaker ones.
Thanx to those who had faith.
Thanx to my section leader, Jon for always caring about the section be it in terms of section balance, to the way we play. Always paying attention to our playing [even during combines] and rights us when we're wrong. Doing lots of things that he deems best for the section. Thank you so much for everything you've done Jon..and I'm seriously guiltified for spoiling your night during sectionals..I know I can't play and I didn't come down for extra practise..sorry..
Final thanx and most credit ofcourse goes to Mr. Tan, our conductor who had gone through many things with us. Though we made you mad alot, you still stayed with us till the competition..thanx for the patience and education [though frankly, I still can't hear the overtone..I just don't get it..I hear one sound =.= I think I needa dig my ears again =/ *stress*]
Thanx to supporters like Qinghui, Seehua, Eden and Qizheng =D
And also thanx to every TPBand member =D

Quotes from Nicky Soh:-
"Congrats"
"Good Job"
"anyway tp band really made ALOT of improvement"
"there were really some very nice moments..movement 2 was brilliant..the march was nice"
and when I said I didn't do anything [coz I seriously didn't..I was probably the weakest player =.=], he said
"Where got. Every member in a band counts"

Very encouraging indeed..and pleasant words about the band too =)

Yesterday was also like a mini reunion..coz Qizheng, our ex baritone saxophonists was working for NBC..he accompanied us to the tuning room and also helped us open the door etc..

And when it was our turn, the last thing he said to me was "All the best!" and I was like "Thank you!! =D" Took a deep breath and went in..

So after our turn, the instruction they gave was that we had an option to watch the other bands or to go and eat, as long as we came back by 8pm.

Went to Mac with Nina, Min, Rong Jie, Judith and Qizheng..was walking along with the St. Pats guys..saw my other sectionmates there so I guess Dalston was the only saxy who stayed to watch other bands..

Haha! He's so cute..keep saying hungry but when got chance to eat, never go eat =.=

Anyway yah, when we were on the way back Aqidah informed me that they were gonna say results..but we damn cannot make it la..we haven't even cross the river =.=

Was on the phone with her and frankly I couldn't hear a thing..so we were walking outside and suddenly got fireworks..lol! Qizheng had already ran off to hear the results..

When we reached, people were leaving and Charlie was crying o.O

Why seh =.=

And so we were told we got Gold and top of the 1st division. Yep. Happy. But then Min / Nina said something factual.

"You see the Mac pple's face..all like no expression.."

So true la! We're like "Huh? Really??" Coz we didn't get to hear with our own ears..so it's kind of hard to believe..

Cool! I'm in a gold band..how exciting..I love band more =x

Photozone

Min, Aqidah and me =)

Jasmin's Horn will be safe with the seat belt on =x

TP Saxes 4 altos..left to right: Weelyn, Wenjie, Dalston and Judith.

TP Saxes with Mr. Tan. Left to right: Weelyn, Me, Judith, Wenjie, Mr Tan, Dalston, Jonathan, Mark. Not in picture: Shiyun coz we had no idea where she went o.O

AuditionSEA players of TPBand =D Left to right: Malia, me, Dalston and Doreen..
Doreen was like "Malia! Join our guild!" =p

Me and Aaron..long lost friend from Montfort..met via Gladys..only went out as a group once, to IMM, Jurong..then I watched them Ice Skate..homg I still remember..LOL! No wonder once me met again it's like there's a natural bond =x

Qinghui gave me a 'goodluck rubberband' before she went shopping with Eden and See Hua..wore it throughout the day, even on stage..have yet to thank her..

THANK YOU FOR THE LUCK QING HUI!!! =D

Nougat was from Seehua..a good luck charm too..the white rubberband was from Qinghui =p

The holy bottle of love..k fine it's just an Ice Mountain bottle..the difference is that it was shared as a section =p

Got this free for upsizing..yeay! Free cup =p

Candid =p Left to right: Dalston, Judith, Nigel, Rauf, Jonathan(sitting).

Candid of my 4 altos..Wenjie, Weelyn, Dalston and Judith.

The fireworks came at the right time - when all were high coz of our win..btw the fireworks are from NDP 2008 Primary 5 Preview =p

I realised the AudiSEA pic wasn't complete..I forgot about Wenjie and Aaron =x

Must retake!!! =x

Ouh yea..our winning meant that we have to go there again next Saturday..this time, to perform with the winners of the other divisions..not compete..perform..so yeah =p

By the way, here's the result of other bands =D

http://www.sgbandfusion.com/index.htm

HARIANI WANTS SAXY POOT REUNION!!

Motive: To reunite the following people:-

Judith [Judpoot]
Nicky Soh [Nickpoot]
Jonathan [Jonpoot]
Jolene [Jopoot]
Olivia [Olipoot]
Eden [Pupoot]
Hanna [Napoot]
Qizheng [Qipoot]

It's just a wish..whether it will be fulfilled or not, only time will tell =D

Everybody live coz the future is NOW!

2008-07-09T23:54:00.003+08:00

o.O My mum just scared the crap out of me..Well atleast I didn't pee in my pants =x Or shorts..ok..I don't wear pants at home..coz the only long thing I have is jeans..~
Coz I dunno where to get things my size and that's not the point =.=

Went over, switched on the light and woke her up..No idea why I did it..maybe coz more screaming would scare me more? Wrong timing to scream in your sleep leh..it's almost 12am! Don't freak me out!

Reminds me of the past..when me and Kak Intan went to sleepover at Tok Jah's place [should be her la..mum would never allow me and sis to do it together]..fun times..and I remembered we both heard my grandma talking in her sleep so we woke her up..she was rather breathless and admitted she was tired..

I guess it's tiring to sleep-talk / sleep-scream in this case =/

So anyway back to today, it's pretty much 'Vino-is-my-bestfriend-for-today' day =x

Woke up at noon..not feeling hungry but mum kept going "Can you just come here and eat while the line is clear??" [coz my dad just finished eating..bahaha! =x]

So I went over lo =(

Then back to my comp..I'm not really happy with my original blogskin..those kind that made me go "I like it but I don't like it.." *erhem..familiar? Go watch S.O.S videoclip =x*

Went blogskin hunting..still same feeling..was msning with Vino at the same time..and since I know she has nothing to do for her first week in IP, I decided to waste her time..she actually entertained me =D

So she gave me opinions and stuff and tada..my current blogskin..is actually a combination of 4 different Jonas Brothers blogskin..sorry if it's ugly la..if you wanna see the original skins, it's under Creditos..click the pink words =D

That pretty much filled my day..I did go Joditioning in the middle of doing my blogskin coz I was stressed =x But hoh..played 3 games..the DJ put DB4, Random 120~140. 1st and 2nd game was Funky Town =.= How lucky can I be =.=

*waits for Tois to level*

=x I'm gonna go alittle slower these days..this is the 2nd time I went ahead and license before him =.= Damnit..what happened to promises / deals =.=

Hmm..today was actually planned to do DBSY..clear my notes and stuff..this subject is scarying me coz it's my 2nd attempt..if I fail means byebye Temasek Poly..3 years wasted with no Diploma..

*eeks!!*

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

Ouh yea..here's a random update of my home busstop..

Opposite.

My side. It started late..

So I wasted the whole of today..without doing DBSY and I just realised I need to do my Human Environmental Planning drawings by Thursday night..and I got sectionals tomorrow night..yeay me!

I hereby end the entry of 'Vino-is-my-bestfriend-for-today' day with a picture that made my bestfriend-for-today smile her way home after internship.

Jodition!

2008-07-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

Yanie is an IT Student!!

I dunno why but a small thing I did made me feel so happy as if I achieved something big..all I did was Jonasify AuditionSEA to become Jodition =.=

Jonasify and Jodition is not a proper word..so don't take it from me..Jonasing isn't a proper word either..I made them up =x Unless someone made them up earlier then I'm not thinking =x

Anyway I didn't really sleep last night..was supposed to sleep in the afternoon but I couldn't =.=

Anyway, here are my achievements =x

Aww..what an eye opener..how motivating =x

Beginning.

Win! =D

Lose.

Videos were recorded using my phone..Nokia XpressMusic5610..basically I only did 4 things. Changed the fam notice pic to Joe Jonas' pic, changed the sound for the beginning of the game, change the sounds that plays when one loses / wins a game.

Like that also so happy =.= Tsk..

Tois says we can change lobby songs too! I still can't figure out the codes =.= And I did try changing the loading pictures but I kept dc-ing =(

By the way I leveled up today =x

First attempt..failed coz lacked of 1 perf =.=

2nd attempt =D

Amateur liao >.<

It's called luck..not skill..seriously..I'm still the one consistently at the last place when our clique is on full force =x

Bought it today..200,000 dens if I'm not wrong..now I'm bankrupt again =.=
But it's kind of a lucky pair of boots =x If only I could wear something like that in real life..leggings / skinnies with boots..woah..wait long long.. =x

Lame I know =.=

2008-07-07T14:49:00.001+08:00

I just discovered something..if you're a Jonas hater than don't bother..

The song above is damn awesome..talks about Nick's diabetes..and notice how Joe just looks at Nick most of the time..I feel like crying..then when they showed Kevin and Joe's face, they were both frowning like they're really into the music and lyrics..

How awesome..Jonas Brothers are seriously great role models for kids(and every other people of course)..especially Nick I guess..

The things I mentioned above are just my opinions ok..I'm not Ms. Noe-it-all. =D

Alright here's the lyrics to the song.

A Little Bit Longer - Jonas Brothers

Got the news today
But they said I had to stay
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

When I thought it'd all been done
When I thought it'd all been said
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know

All this time goes by
Still no reason why
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

Waiting on a cure
But none of them are sure
A little bit longer and I'll be fine

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know
You don't even know, know, know

2, 3!!

But you don't know what you got 'til it's gone
And you don't know what it's like to feel so low, yeah
And every time you smile, you laugh, you glow
You don't even know, know

So I'll wait 'til kingdom come
All the highs and lows are gone
A little bit longer and I'll be fine
I'll be.. fine

Watched Meet The Robinsons on Disney Channel last night..a bit dissapointed coz there was no OST from the Jonas Brothers played in the movie =.= Hmph! Nevermind..

Anyway I almost cried..the part Lewis/Cornelius watched his mum leave him outside an orphanage =/

Besides that, I'm gonna leave now..gonna find "Camp Rock Magazine" that Pris mentioned then head off to TPBand coz Aqidah ends at 4pm =D

Back in Audition, I'm 6232 Exp away from level 21..which means I'm gonna get depression soon coz Funky Town is simply horrible T.T

Can't wait to hear my IT people's experience of their first day of internship >.<

Reasons and excuses..

2008-06-29T15:55:00.007+08:00

Which is worse..to be someone who plays AuditionSEA everyday, most of the day or one who surfs youtube on the same topic - Jonas Brothers - everyday, most of the day?

Today I've come to realise that my addiction to The Jonas Brothers can actually overcome my addiction to AuditionSEA..

The Jonas Brothers Wins!! LOL

And I feel dumb coz the petition I signed..and asked Aqidah to sign..I think it's no longer valid..coz I went wikipedia >.<

Notice: We're talking about the Look Me In The Eyes Tour..

Notice: The Look Me In The Eyes Tour ended on March 22nd 2008 =.= Which is 3 months and a week ago =.=

Sorry Aqidah >.< I never read..signed blindly =x

And Best Damn Tour just ended yesterday so the only opportunity we have is Burning Up Tour..that is if they decide to come to Singapore =/

Anyone wanna start the petition?? I'll be more than happy to sign =p

And Kevin said he's been to Singapore before~

Apparently I can't find the video of him saying that =.= It's always like that..you passby them when not needed..and when you need them, you just can't find them =.=

>> Aqidah loves this video!! LOL!! No idea how many times she replayed it =x

Anyway, the main purpose for this entry was actually to pretty much make reasons WHY they should not make NAPFA Test compulsory [for poly students] >.<

Actually wanted to make it into a video..haha! Trully inspired by the Jonas but I figured I'm too ugly and wouldn't want to embarrass myself so I'll go on with words.

It's been a long while since I came out with many reasons and excuses so I'm gonna crack my brain juice now alright..

Lai..let's do this shit.. >.<

Yanie's reasons and excuses as to

WHY NAPFA Test Should NOT be made compulsory to Tertiary Students..

or atleast me =X

People say that if I don't do Napfa test, I won't get my diploma..sure it's a good threat but you shouldn't do that coz..

1. The last time I did any of those Items was in 2005..long gone from the memory man~
2. It so so long gone, I spelt it as NAPHA instead of NAPFA =x [thanx for correcting me Ika =p]
3. You said it was not necessary to pass so why should I even waste my time when I know that the light of hope is barely there =x
4. Wanting people to go for the sake of going [without passing] is like forcing people who can't do something to do it. Do you realise what happens when a person fails??
- Paiseh coz other people can but I can't.
- Upset, dissapointed, stress, emo..bleagh!

So yah..why waste time and then feel negative after that? I rather do something else and still feel happy >.<

Jonas Rox!!~

It's A Call I'll Never Get..

2008-06-28T19:35:00.002+08:00

Ok that was so embarrassing..bahaha!! I was singing, dancing and nodding my head [as if I was at some rock concert] to Jonas Brothers' "S.O.S" and my dad came out of his room and saw me.. =.=

As I was doing that I was actually thinking of a beginning for this entry but I guess it's no longer needed =/

Nothing much for today. Didn't go Alumni Band [sorry people..I just couldnt take it..too tired..I know I'm irresponsible and do not have a good reason for my absence..sorry Azri and others..]

Woke up at like 12 noon?

I thought I would sleep through the afternoon O.O

And since I had nothing better to do, I went to check tois' exp and he's like way infront..more than 10k ahead T.T So I chionged exp too =X Now I'm about 4k or 6k behind him..I forgot..but I don't care coz I played hours of 1,2 Party and am seriously sick of it =X

So I'm out of Audition..like finally..not sure if I'll go in tonight =/

That's all for today..let's talk about last night =p

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Band..tsk..

Warning: May Cause Depression to some.

Like me..haizness..

I guess I got slight depression from band last night..

I'm seriously on the verge of waving my white flag..the white flag is done man..all I need to do is wave it but I'm still deciding..that's how I'm feeling at this point..

Disclaimer

Below is just my personal feelings ok..I understand this is an open blog in which everyone who has access to the internet can see. So if there's anything below that causes displease to you, please keep it to yourselves..no discussion needed coz talking behind my back or my friend's back just

PISSES ME OFF!!

Thanx =D

I hate competitions..atleast SYF is something that I'm used to..I joined TPBand for just one reason - to continue saxing. That's all I ask and I've got to thank TPBand for giving me unforgetable experiences such as Kaki Bukit..that was so wonderful..my first time performing or actually saxing during the fasting month! [I don't know if it's allowed though =x Coz some people say that it's fine while others say the fast is broken =/]

And outdoor performances..great exposure..and especially the concerts at the auditorium [which was supposed to occur every Semester] thanx for the experiences. But still, I hate competitions coz it makes people ugly. Or atleast I feel so.

When I say ugly people I don't mean looks..I mean attitude and behaviour. Maybe I'm the kind that can never be seriously serious.

Lemme ask you a general question..assignment..when the duedate is like so near..say..tomorrow? You're chionging. Everyone is chionging till sleep is something we don't bother about. And you need help. You ask people. They don't treat you the way they normally do right? They probably give you one word answers..That's what I mean by ugly.

It's not that I asked help and noone helped. Right now I'm feeling like the band is probably..like Toismir's exp [as mentioned earlier]? And I'm super lagging behind..just that Audition and the real world is different..in Audition you can cheat to earn fast exp but in real life you cant.

I felt like slapping myself yesterday coz my tongue was super slow..we played Onward Upward and my sound was like "priak priak priak" instead of "tang tang tang" =.= The priak was caused by my tongue and finger works that just cannot coordinate =.= So irritating =.=

Yea sure my fingers are fast enough for Onward Upwards but my tongue is just too slow. I do practise but for some reason it ain't working =.=

What's worse is the news Jon told me and Shi Yun.."Once you guys get your parts I'll shift to Alto 2" and I'm like "What?? Don't go!!"

But I thought through things..here's a fact..eversince the band started playing Onward Upward and Theatre Music, Jon has been covering me and Shi Yun..sure it was good coz we don't get caught..but on Monday when Jon didn't come, it was so obvious coz when he comes, tenor sound can be heard. When he's not there, it feels like there's a hole and the hole is caused by me =.=

He said he wanted to shift coz Alto 2 is rather weak, Meng Hua may not be playing and that causes inbalance in the section. So I just told him how I felt and that at the end of the day, it's his decision and he shall do what's best for the section.

Besides that I was staring at Wei Cheah and Kenneth for awhile thinking "Wouldn't it be nice if I could play well =/"

No idea when's NBC..12th? 13th July? So it's like 15 to 16 days left. I only have 15 or 16 days to make my tongue-ing faster. Not that I can randomly go "tu tu tu" everyday =.= And I still need to do that Human Environmental Planning..

!!!

I need my house floor plan!! Any idea how I can get it?? I'm not that good in using the internet to research =X

Anyway I'll end here..I wanna avoid the stress =.=

*** Edit Below done at 9.10pm ***

Yeay Aqidah!! =p

*Ok back to exercising*

tagness.

2008-06-16T16:44:00.004+08:00

Tagged by AQIDAH..Quote: "i chose those pple coz i want them to update their blog. heeeeee!" - thnx arh =p

Rules & Regulations of this quiz is ...

a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on theirblogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

b) tag 6 people to do this quiz & thos who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A: I'll kill him! =p Nah..jk..dump him? Ask him get lost? Aiyak..I hate unloyal bastards =D

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?
A: 1. $$$ I need to pay those people I owe a.s.a.p =.= and also, I'm ready for a new haircut =D 2. I WANT CAR!! Then don't have to worry about "no transport home" =D Then can send my supper clique home after every band prac =D 3. Lastly, I wanna go London Weight Management =.= Shuddup! Don't laugh at me you boronic moron =x

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?
A: Huh? If not real then what? Toy? Should be real la..pinch yourself and feel the pain =D

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?
A: hmm..currently what lies ahead(infront) of me is my laptop so..nope..
haha jk..k frankly yup coz right now i'm waiting for internship?? It's damn scary coz I'm a useless IT student..hopeless..seriously..noob =.=

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?
A: Right now, I already wanna change for myself lo..you know how hard it is to be a lady?? So frustrating! I want to be a lady lor..I mean look at me..I wanna wear ladies shoes, no size..I wanna wear ladies clothes, no size..all I can wear is tshirt and jeans..so depressing can?? Urgh!! =.= Noone will like me anyway..lol =p

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
A: More blessed would be being loved by someone..sometimes you love people and get nothing in return also pointless..see my blog url..singlesided-love =p I'm used to it la..I've always been loving someone and getting nothing in return so in malay, people say, dah lali..which means used to it =p

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A: err..dunno..the current one is pissing me off..coz I've been trying to forget since last year..everyone knows how love hurts..so yah..it's pissing me off =.= I tell you arh..right now is pointless..I just wanna be friends..but because of this stupid feeling I have for you, I became paranoid..keep thinking you're avoiding me..maybe you are..I dunno..(with the fact yang skarang ni kitorang dah tak rapat)..I HATE MYSELF =.=

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
A: attached lo..i'm still waiting for my heart to let go of this unattached fella anyway =.= I think this is a wrong timing to do such survey..lol! AQIDAH!! Are you trying to get me?? o.O??

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A: this survey =x Lol! Jk..actually I got no feeling for these survey =x Hmm..lemme see..unhappiness..not yet I guess =x Maybe except when my dad said fat people cannot donate blood o.O Am I supposed to feel lucky or not? O.O I think he lied =x

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?
A: Not really..must control the face..must not make things obvious =x

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
A: like now? so irritating =.=

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A: eek! so many many..Anisah, Terence, Doreen, Dalston, Supper Clique: Raz, Aqidah, Khairul, Nina, See Hua, Randy, Jolene, Olivia, Qing Hui, Desmond, Zhe Xing, Isaac, Jerome, Jaclyn, Wang Min..Amanda Fong, Matthew, Mark, Wei Zhen err..damn alot..most of the tpband peeps =x Alan Tan, Alvin Ng, Guo Qiang, Azri..WAW people..Jon,Jud,Wenjie,Meng Hua, Weelyn, Mark..all the ex poots and current poots =x Tini, Steph, Huifang,..saxychickyz and lengendary ancient chickens..Vino, Ika, Ubai..alot arh =x

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?
A: happens all the time =p

Q : What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?
A: err..i love u, u love me, we're a happy family with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you, please tell me you're a virgin too =D

Q : Are you happy with your life?
A: not really..

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A: eh..depends..

Q : If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?the lousiest one?OR the better one?
A: stupid question??better la duh!!~

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A: eh..those who don't speak ILL BEHIND me..those who don't BACKSTAB. I seriously cannot stand those who are so nice infront but is the opposite behind me..so sad..cant stand them..*chair please!!* =x

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A: many many things.

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
A: looks..lol! but looks nice also limit limit eye candy only =p

6 people I tagged :

SEEHUA
JEROME [please update your blog dude!]
QINGHUI
DESMOND [you need to do updating =x]
DALSTON
ANISAH

Gosh look at the time o.O Band time!!~

=.=

2008-06-01T22:50:00.001+08:00

I think blogging is a tough job..yet again..

A moment ago I was happy a little..thinking "Woah finally a blogskin which is not black!"

I've been trying to get out of the whole "emo, darkness, dullness" image..I want my blog to be of a lighter colour..a happier environment but I guess being happy is hard..=.=

Since it seems so hard to find a skin that is not black. Worse is, after I had 0.1% editing left, I was told it used to be someone's skin.

DOTZ!!!

Now I have to change all over again before people call me a copycat..I HATE it when people say I'm a copycat..it makes me hate myself thinking where da heck did my sense of originality go to..

So demoralizing..urgh!! =.=

So anyway my phone is super sick man..I think it really needs to be admitted to Nokia Care General Hospital..again =.= DOTZ!!

How many times do I have to send my phones =.= But nevermind la..needa make full use of warranty..lol!

So dear 5610 XpressMusic has been switching itself on and off throughout the day today =.= I charged it earlier and because it kept switching on and off, I'm charging it again coz it switched on and off till it died =.= For the second time today =.=

Double dotz =.=

Hmm besides that, nothing else. Today was a seriously wasted day. Played audition..not whole day though..I played alot of games today =.=

One of it is called Fashion Fits..it's one of those downlable games which only has a 60 minutes trial =/

Yes yes..welcome me =p

This was level 2..it goes by months..see Feb on the bottom right..level 2 lor..
The game's damn easy. It's just a test of speed. You see the word out of stock, just get the thing from the back and put on the table. It's super similar to Diner Dash =/

Heheh..

Bonus level..that dude is the boss.

Ok June was hard =.= I mean level 6..failed alot of times =x

2nd try for level 6..

Hmm..besides that, watched tv and stuff..lol! Told you I seriously wasted today..still have the cheek to aim for an "A" for DBSY term test which is on Tuesday..tsk..

But anyway I wanna go study now so see ya =p