♥Enough!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Right. K firstly I'll blog about last night's prac. It sucks. I CANT FREAKING PITCH FREAKING LOW NOTES LA!! And it's annoying..Mark says more air..I no air =x
Seriously my skills just drops and drops =.= Now I can't play low notes..wtf..seriously..I also can tell I got no air..urgh =.=
And everytime I stop trying and blankly stare at the score, he will come up to me and test me again. Stressful leh. I mean yea I know he's trying to help me..I know how to play but I can't pitch the note..I'm stressed and pissed enough.
I'm hating myself..urgh! =.=
Ouh yea. And Dalston is back. He told me to hold low notes..I can only barely reach 8 counts. HOMG la. You're supposed to hold atleast 16 counts ok yani =.=
Ouh then me and Dalston 'watched a roach'. It's not a game. It's something factual. Coz our sectional area suddenly got 1 roach arh. I just wanted to go in the band room where it felt safe =x
But Mr Tan was still inside with the ensemble :( So Dalston was quite calm while I was like those 'run-far-far' kind =x Then he slowly walk so I was like "You very calm hoh?" Then he said "I don't mind seeing cockroach as long as they don't land on me."
o.O But still!! It can fly anytime what o.o K maybe I'm just different. I rather run far far for safety =x
Dalston said Mark looked stressed. Dunno if it's coz of the test that he had today or coz of me. I hope it's not coz of me la. I know I suck at playing :(
Enough of band story. Now to talk about something related to my blog title.
Seriously. Maybe. Just maybe it WAS funny the first time. But if it's gonna be a daily thing or like more than once a day, it's definitely not funny anymore.
It get's annoying. Seriously. Enough of the $100+ la.
K look I know I'm dumb. I'm wrong to go for hair treatment and cut my hair which cost a total of $123 out of my $1000 SIP money from Sept and Oct 08.
My fault la I'm stupid. You say my new hair makes no difference. I thought what I did was good. I was thinking. Well yea maybe I did waste $$.
The punishment you gave me for cutting my hair was that it's non of your business anymore. Although I'm a lazybum and you used to only take 8 minutes to tie my hair, I didn't really see that as a punishment.
At the age of 20 going 21 I finally got independent enough to take care of my own hair. How long am I supposed to expect you to keep tying for me right?
Although I take hours preparing my hair and always end up being late, before I leave home I always ask "Is my hair ok?"
And all I get is "Up to you la..you already wasted $100+ what.." or "Ofcourse nice la..$100+ what.."
That is like SO SARCASTIC even a monkey can tell that it was sarcastic.
I've had enough seriously. I was so pissed I scolded her =x
I mean HALO!! LET IT GO ALREADY!! I CUT MY HAIR LAST YEAR, WHY ARE WE STILL TALKING ABOUT IT NOW?? MY SIS HAS SPENT MUCH MORE $$ ON HER HAIR LO..I ONLY SPEND ONCE..ONCE IN MY EFFING LIFE. PATHETICALLY MY THIRD TIME TO A SALON TO CUT HAIR! 21 YEARS, 3 TIMES. NICE OR WHAT??
And then you say it's coz I used internship money while she only did her hair after she got a permanent job. Ok fine. Well I'll just hope the remaining $1005 SIP money will make you happy coz I ain't touching it.
I still got $80 left out of the $1000. o.O Quite bad hoh? Nvm I'm saving up now :D Preparing for Jonas Brothers World Tour just incase they decide to include Singapore..hehe! =x
Saranghae Minnie Mal
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