For some reason, I'm damn high today..apart from the fact that I slept like a pig..
My uncle's sms did wake me up at 09:12:21am but I immediately fell asleep after that and the next time I opened my eyes was..4.06pm (according to my handphone).
PRO.
Gee I guess this is simply to pay all the hours of sleep that I didn't have during the weekdays =x
Not that I couldn't have them..I was busy semi tonning (via msn) with loved ones like Aqidah, Raz, Jaclyn and Aaron XD
Ok anyway today, honestly, nothing to say =x
Audition's NPCs still has bug..damn awesome..the NPCs can't hit "Perfect" so you're sure to win no matter how noob you are..like me :D
Sodium's got 2 million plus but it's not for keeps la..need to donate to Fam so that it can expand so people like AaronT can join..haha..just kidding..not you alone =x
Heheh! Random =x
I LOVE MY BOYS!!~ <3
I felt so high that I made a last minute entry to the list of people going ELEMENTS Chalet..and I'm dragging Aaron along but apparently he dao me..that boy's probably too busy doing assignments..which I refused to help after he told me he got D for Eulogy !@#$%^&*
I'm never doing people's assignment ever! ==.
Hmm..ok nothing else..someone please remind me to bring my payslip to work tomorrow? If not I wont get my pay again ==,
Then again, what IS the real point of getting my pay when it's gonna get stuck in my bank account as SOME PEOPLE called FATHER don't wanna withdraw my $$ ==,
I owe my mum more than $300 already..sian ==,
It's my maternal grandpa (Abu Serah)'s Death Anniversary..it's been
7 years
..but you are someone I will never forget..(unless I have dimentia or any other diseases that causes people to forget things).
Coz you are one of a kind..I still remember how much you love your grandchildren..how you would make us durian rice and feed us..it was awesome..
How you fetched me when I was in kindergarden and how I refused to go home with you on that particular day and when I got home the radio was playing "Bersama" by Ella..I recalled how I didn't wanna listen to you and I cried till the song ended.
I pretty much regret what I did..for disobeying you and you were fine with it..I watched you leave..I cried in the school bus and when people asked why I was crying I said my friend made me cry..gee..young liar..
Poor friend of mine..I think her name was Sharifah Nadirah..from Marsiling CC..wherever you are I'm sorry for blaming you for nothing..
Anyway, that song still affects me..if I hear the beginning of that song anywhere, I will off it or walk away coz I know for sure that I'll get flashbacks of you, my grandpa and I'll just cry my eyeballs out.
I will never forget my life's greatest regret in which in my mind, I wanted to hug you before mum and I left Mama's place at about 11+pm..in which a few hours later, at 2+am, you left us forever..
I have never forgiven myself for that grave mistake that I did till now..
Oh Tok Wan I really love you..and I hope you didn't see what I did as I was typing all these..I want you to be happy up there because I love you :)
