♥It's A Call I'll Never Get..
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Ok that was so embarrassing..bahaha!! I was singing, dancing and nodding my head [as if I was at some rock concert] to Jonas Brothers' "S.O.S" and my dad came out of his room and saw me.. =.=
As I was doing that I was actually thinking of a beginning for this entry but I guess it's no longer needed =/
Nothing much for today. Didn't go Alumni Band [sorry people..I just couldnt take it..too tired..I know I'm irresponsible and do not have a good reason for my absence..sorry Azri and others..]
Woke up at like 12 noon?
I thought I would sleep through the afternoon O.O
And since I had nothing better to do, I went to check tois' exp and he's like way infront..more than 10k ahead T.T So I chionged exp too =X Now I'm about 4k or 6k behind him..I forgot..but I don't care coz I played hours of 1,2 Party and am seriously sick of it =X
So I'm out of Audition..like finally..not sure if I'll go in tonight =/
That's all for today..let's talk about last night =p
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Band..tsk..
Warning: May Cause Depression to some.
Like me..haizness..
I guess I got slight depression from band last night..
I'm seriously on the verge of waving my white flag..the white flag is done man..all I need to do is wave it but I'm still deciding..that's how I'm feeling at this point..
Disclaimer
Below is just my personal feelings ok..I understand this is an open blog in which everyone who has access to the internet can see. So if there's anything below that causes displease to you, please keep it to yourselves..no discussion needed coz talking behind my back
or my friend's back just
PISSES ME OFF!!
Thanx =D
I hate competitions..atleast SYF is something that I'm used to..I joined TPBand for just one reason - to continue saxing. That's all I ask and I've got to thank TPBand for giving me unforgetable experiences such as Kaki Bukit..that was so wonderful..my first time performing or actually saxing during the fasting month! [I don't know if it's allowed though =x Coz some people say that it's fine while others say the fast is broken =/]
And outdoor performances..great exposure..and especially the concerts at the auditorium [which was supposed to occur every Semester] thanx for the experiences. But still, I hate competitions coz it makes people ugly. Or atleast I feel so.
When I say ugly people I don't mean looks..I mean attitude and behaviour. Maybe I'm the kind that can never be seriously serious.
Lemme ask you a general question..assignment..when the duedate is like so near..say..tomorrow? You're chionging. Everyone is chionging till sleep is something we don't bother about. And you need help. You ask people. They don't treat you the way they normally do right? They probably give you one word answers..That's what I mean by ugly.
It's not that I asked help and noone helped. Right now I'm feeling like the band is probably..like Toismir's exp [as mentioned earlier]? And I'm super lagging behind..just that Audition and the real world is different..in Audition you can cheat to earn fast exp but in real life you cant.
I felt like slapping myself yesterday coz my tongue was super slow..we played Onward Upward and my sound was like "priak priak priak" instead of "tang tang tang" =.= The priak was caused by my tongue and finger works that just cannot coordinate =.= So irritating =.=
Yea sure my fingers are fast enough for Onward Upwards but my tongue is just too slow. I do practise but for some reason it ain't working =.=
What's worse is the news Jon told me and Shi Yun.."Once you guys get your parts I'll shift to Alto 2" and I'm like "What?? Don't go!!"
But I thought through things..here's a fact..eversince the band started playing Onward Upward and Theatre Music, Jon has been covering me and Shi Yun..sure it was good coz we don't get caught..but on Monday when Jon didn't come, it was so obvious coz when he comes, tenor sound can be heard. When he's not there, it feels like there's a hole and the hole is caused by me =.=
He said he wanted to shift coz Alto 2 is rather weak, Meng Hua may not be playing and that causes inbalance in the section. So I just told him how I felt and that at the end of the day, it's his decision and he shall do what's best for the section.
Besides that I was staring at Wei Cheah and Kenneth for awhile thinking "Wouldn't it be nice if I could play well =/"
No idea when's NBC..12th? 13th July? So it's like 15 to 16 days left. I only have 15 or 16 days to make my tongue-ing faster. Not that I can randomly go "tu tu tu" everyday =.= And I still need to do that Human Environmental Planning..
!!!
I need my house floor plan!! Any idea how I can get it?? I'm not that good in using the internet to research =X
Anyway I'll end here..I wanna avoid the stress =.=
*** Edit Below done at 9.10pm ***
Yeay Aqidah!! =p
*Ok back to exercising*
Saranghae Minnie Mal
@7:35 PM
